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I didn't believe a person can fall in love at first sight

Before I met you, I really didn't believe it.

Everyone would have dreamed once

And now I think I know

You know, the two of us, forever, the two of us

If I have you, for me, if I have you

You know, you and me holding hands together

I want to walk on this path with you

You're in my mind and getting bigger

I hide myself before I know

My mind is full of pink color

You color me, I'm flattered

Your eyes are shining like the sun

I think you are similar to the blue sea

Your smile is sweet like candies, I dive into you

I want to paint our pure, dreamy love together

It's not a temporary feeling

Do you know my mind?

My mind is going towards you

Now I want to know you more

You know, the two of us, forever, the two of us

If I have you, for me, if I have you

You know, when our eyes meet

I want to be in your arms

You're in my mind and getting bigger

I hide myself before I know

My mind is full of pink color

You color me, I'm flattered

Perhaps, when you see me,

Does everything become a pretty color?

Can you reveal them one by one and tell me

Shyly, that you love me

You're in my mind and getting bigger

I hide myself before I know

My mind is full of pink color

You color me, I'm flattered

Your eyes are shining like the sun

I think you are similar to the blue sea

Your smile is sweet like candies, I dive into you

I want to paint our pure, dreamy love together

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Cartoon about Disco-girls! Crazy preparation for the performance of the children's pop group! - Duration: 10:53.

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VIXA OGIEŃ OMEN ☢ 2017 ☢(MEFEDRONIX)vol.40_CZ4PL4 - Duration: 22:52.

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How To Ride At Altitude - Duration: 7:03.

- Riding your bike at altitude, like here

in the stunningly beautiful Dolomites,

where the roads often go above 2,000 metres,

or six and a half thousand feet,

requires you body to adapt to an environment

where the higher you go, the less oxygen

becomes available to you,

dramatically affecting your performance.

- Yeah, let's look into that a little closer, shall we?

Coming up is what you need to know about altitude

and the best way of coping when riding

when the air is thin.

- It is a bit thin, innit?

- Okay, now for the sciency bit.

Now the percentage of oxygen in the air

is actually the same at altitude as it is at sea level,

which, I must admit, was news to me,

and that's about 21%.

But the difference is, the air molecules at altitude

are far more dispersed, meaning that with

every breath you take,

less oxygen is delivered to your lungs.

So, as the altitude increases,

you're aerobic capacity decreases.

- Yeah, and research has shown, actually,

that for a rider that's used to sea level

will actually see a decrease in their VO2 max,

which is, remember, the maximum amount of oxygen

that you can utilise with your muscles, and your heart

and your lungs, during exercise.

You'll see a decrease of 2% for every 300m,

or 1,000 feet, that you climb.

- Yeah, so let's put that into a little bit of context.

We're here on the Passo Pordoi in the Dolomites,

which tops out at 2,239 metres.

So you could expect to see a decline in your VO2 max

of around 15%.

- Yeah, you know what Matt, I actually sense that.

And imagine that if we're even higher,

so like Colorado, for example, where many of the climbs

go over 3,000 metres, or 10,000 feet,

you'd be looking at a decrease in your VO2 max

of over 20%.

That's not insignificant.

- It isn't.

Well the simple answer to this question

is to just get as fit as you possibly can,

because, short of actually living at altitude,

or simulated altitude, the only physiological thing

you can do to make a difference

is to get yourself into the best physical shape

that is possible.

And to be perfectly honest with you,

that's what we'd hope you do if you're gonna tackle

something like the Maratona, for example.

- That's right.

But interestingly, Matt, research has shown

that, actually, riders who are fitter,

who have a higher VO2 max, will actually adapt

faster to altitude than a rider who is less fit

when they're at sea level.

- Yeah, but though you'll never actually fully adapt

to altitude, the acclimatisation process does actually

begin as soon as you get to altitude,

although the effects for the first few days

are pretty small and barely negligible.

So you need a considerable period of time

to really start to feel the benefits.

- Now unfortunately, for the vast majority of riders,

there is no magic formula for performing at altitude,

except, the only thing you can really do,

which is to prepare yourself for going slightly slower

than you might otherwise normally do.

But, the cool thing, is you don't need to worry

about it, because the vast majority of riders

will be affected in a very similar way.

- Is the air thin for you, Si?

- Yeah.

- It's pretty thin for me.

- Those adaptations are negligible for me.

- Yeah.

Now in terms of the actual sensations you're gonna feel

while riding at altitude, expect there to be

a bit of a disconnect between your legs

and your cardiovascular system.

And by that I mean, you may actually find

that your legs feel quite strong with more to give,

whilst at the same time, your breathing and your heart rate

is disproportionately high.

And that's because of the lack of oxygen uptake

in each breath.

- It's a bit like pudding, Matt, innit?

- Explain.

- Well, I mean like you get to the end of the main course.

You're a bit full,

but you really want a pudding, so you order one,

only to find that halfway through it,

you really shouldn't have done,

and actually you can't follow through.

Yeah, just like pudding.

Anyway, there are other things that may cause discomfort

as well, other than dessert,

such as, you may find you get a headache,

you may find that you're suffering from poor sleep,

you get fatigue, even dizziness.

Hopefully, all those symptoms will subside

after a few days.

You may not get them at all.

Generally, it's because of actually going to altitude

too quickly.

- Unlike I did, when I first rode at altitude in Colorado,

which is over 3,000me, I may add,

try and take things steadily for the first few days.

Gradually increasing your effort

and maximising your chances of adapting as best you can.

Now, contrary to my coach's best advice,

I went out of the blocks, flat stick into the red,

and ended up with the classic altitude symptoms

of dizziness, a headache that lasted for over four hours,

and to cap it all, a nosebleed.

Needless to say so, I learned my lesson,

and for the next few days, took things rather tranquilo,

gradually increasing my effort.

- That's right.

Make sure you learn from Matt's mistake,

although, you might find that a sight difficult

if you fly out to an area like this,

which has these amazing, long tough climbs

that characterise the route of the Maratona.

So in that case, you're just going to need to exercise

some real self-restraint and try and stay well away

from going into the red on those long climbs.

Although you're not going to acclimatise

in a couple of days,

by starting gradually, you're going to be able to

slowly build your effort up and prevent

that kind of a shock that Matt felt.

- Which, believe you me, was not very pleasant at all.

So as we've just said before, for the first few rides,

build up nice and steadily.

And importantly, on the climbs, get a rhythm

where you're really in control of your breathing

and stick to that.

Now the fact is, you may be producing a bit less power,

therefore going slowly, but don't worry,

it's pretty much the same for everyone

and it's completely normal.

Now see this globe here.

If you don't want to miss another

Global Cycling Network video, click on it,

and subscribe.

It's absolutely free.

- Yeah, and if you're in the mood for some more

content right now, then why not stick with the subject

of altitude, Matt and I actually did some research

of our own with the help of Professor Lou Passfield

- Pass the glasses.

- Indeed,

and that video is just down there.

Or to see the effects of proper pacing

on a long climb, irrespective of altitude,

that video is just down there.

- And to tell you one thing,

that view deserves a thumbs up.

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[겜알못]메탈슬러그 아이템 속 모덴군의 만행? - Duration: 2:34.

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CRAZY ANGRY PEOPLE vs BIKERS | MOTORCYCLE ROAD RAGE | [Ep. #83] - Duration: 10:43.

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[stop] oh, I can't believe you right now dude. [I]

Cannot believe you [are] you joking me right now?

Bro, are you kidding me? You know I will just die bro. I was on top [of] your car

Get it not sorry you almost killed me my leg is fucked right [now] dude

What are you thinking? There's a yellow line [for] a reason?

Pull the fuck over. I don't even know if [my] bike can move right now

What are you doing?

Actually, you know what just wait here, not like my bike moving

Look at this look. There's my fucking decal right there. That's my sticker. [I] need to call 911

What do window Daddy can find your window down?

He's fucking death. You're the reason one of my mates got killed

You're the reason I come like you're on your phone you fucking cunt

I'll go tell the [police] you're on your phone you fucking twat

Next time check your burger your mirrors because I was right [next] to you when you switch lanes, bro. That's good, but check the mirror

I fuckin blocking before your fucking little bitch

Your jailer you know I just go

They just brought it has got a question one question one question fucking pussy

you

No, Rollerball your head for dinner

fucking [oh]

We go were you doing?

Don't know more I'm in alone

What are you doing?

It doesn't matter [indicate]. I'm in the rain. You can't just come into the lane

What are you doing think?

[you] could knock me off the [bike] and break my fucking leg

Then just indicate a moon rover a big warning he still moves over

What's wrong with you?

What's wrong with you?

fucking idiot

What are you doing?

Fuck you, man, the bitch. Have you on camera [pulling] me off?

He thinks I'm waving to her fucking idiot

Hey, fuck you

The fuck is your problem

you

Fuck yeah

awesome, man

What are you doing !?

fucking c$unt

oh, ma, [ha]

you

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★t e e f★'s Flipnote [Sudomemo] - Idle Worship MV - Duration: 0:25.

Just let me let you down

Hey, baby I'm not your superhuman

And if that's what you want

I hate to let you down

I got your hopes up

Now I got you hoping

But I'm gonna be the one that let you down

La, la, la, la, la, la, la

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Wild Garlic Focaccia | Jamie & Gennaro | #MyFoodMemories | AD - Duration: 5:01.

Hi guys, I am so excited to share with

you a really important recipe to me

that's not just a great recipe it's a

memory it's a really important memory.

We're going to make homemade focaccia,

crispy top spongy inside. When you make

bread with love and care and passion,

it taste so much better than anything

you could buy. To help us do it I'm going

to bring in the person that taught me

the very first time. Gennaro Contaldo! Wow

I call in my London dad, he was my first

boss in London when I moved from the

country. You were very young young boy

you wanted to learn and everything.

Pasta and bread focaccia, you name it

and focaccia in those days no one

was doing it, not in England and when I

ate my first mouthful - so good. So we're

going to give you the true recipe. For

me it's all about love and care. We have

strong bread flour 500 grams.

I'm going to make a well in the middle

and Gennaro is going to season the bread

with about a teaspoon of sea salt. 1 sachet

of yeast goes into 300 mls of tepid

water. I'm going to add this into the

middle let the fork do all the hard work.

Such a beautiful ritual. He's broken the

seal but that's alright lots of people

are going to do that. Cooking and the

culture of cooking is a little bit like

this it's about friendship or family and

passing recipes down to the next

generation and we keep the food alive

you know, when I learnt to make it off

of Gennaro the atmosphere was hot and

sweaty. Often he be in hardly any clothes.

I think they were cool. He'd have like a little

pair of pants on and a

pinny and he'd be making the bread.

Gennaro would have like a hundred trays and I

used to get them ready for him dust

them with flour or semolina. Strange, strange

messaging. I used to write little messages,

draw naughty pictures. Yeah yeah.

So you just want

to knead this for a good five minutes.

Look at that, now we're going to let it

prove. Get a cloth and we want to make it

warm with water

and in one hour it's going to be beautiful.

We have wild garlic, we're going to tear

this up, take a nice pinch of salt and

I'm going to pound it up to like a kind

of mush like a pesto. I remember when I

come in England and I saw the wild garlic

I went argh! I was screaming, screaming for joy.

We're going to add some beautiful oil.

That's ready, you want a deep tray, olive

oil to stop it sticking and then Gennaro

had this incredible tip. Stale bread.

All right you blend it until you have

breadcrumbs and it gives the base that real

crunch. So Gennaro is going to lay the

dough down in the tray. I'm going to get

this lovely wild garlic onto the

focaccia.

Rub it, look at the colour we're going to

use our fingers to go down right to the

bottom we're creating a texture, it's

like mountains and lakes of beautiful

green oil. The Dolomites. Gennaro is just

going to roll up some garlic and we're

going to push that into here. Yeah a love

the words the Dolomites.

The mountains, yeah I love it

Really nice sea salt. Not.....

It's quite salty right? It's quite salty. We're going to wrap this

in the warm damp cloth and we're going

to let that prove for one more hour.

You ready? Yeah! Spongy, gorgeous dough I'm

going to put it in my Hotpoint oven

alright and having good equipment is so

important alright you want it hot

preheated 220 degrees Celsius. Put it in

so gently, gently, gently, gently 20

minutes, 25 minutes and then I can't wait

to show you. Oh look at that

and now Gennaro's gonna feed it more oil

it's going to suck it up like a sponge

oh my goodness me look! So crispy. It

brings back so many memories.

Yes indeed. Crispy

on the bottom, spongy in the middle. So

spongy. It's the most

delicious, scrumptious bread. Have a go at

that recipe and I hope you enjoyed my

food memory with Gennaro. It's one that's

really close to my heart and guys me

and Hotpoint we want to see your food

memories. Click the link go over to the

hub and there's all the information you

can see other videos. You're going to love

it so guys what are you waiting for

share your food memories it's going to

be amazing! Come on!

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Studio K | Wigged Out: Dentist | CBC Kids - Duration: 3:44.

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HAUL: iwhite korea + watsons skincare | chai's diary - Duration: 9:05.

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✈ Amerykańskie samochody na Kubie - czyli carporn [ENG SUBS] - Duration: 6:22.

There is no postcard from Cuba without image of American car from 50s.

There is also no Youtube film, including this channel, where it is possible to avoid shots

of one of 60 thousand cars of that type in the country.

That is the reason why we get down to vehicles from beyond epoch,

and why there is so many of them and why there are still running in a country of Castro dynasty.

I've found 20 synonyms of a word 'car', so I hope that it will be as nice to listen about them as to watch them.

American cars American cars are the heritage of rich Americans and Cubans, running from Cuba after revolution, in 1959.

Cars had been taken over by people's movement and they are in use till these days.

Fidel Castro after coming to power in 1959, has decided that buying a new car will require a permit from the State.

And just a year after the revolution, the USA imposed on this expensive, communist country the embargo, so all cars you see really come from 50s.

hat is before this period and often with the same drivers, of their children,

or their children's children, although their stylization is rather for show up tourists.

How old is it?

49

It's beautiful

Man is making up the car for photo.

Cuba has a little better relationship with other countries, unfortunately from distant lands.

Therefore on the streets rarely but still appear wartburgs, ladas or fiats 126p,

which are called here affectionately "polaquito".

In 80' the cuban government had been offering to the owners of American cars - that they can exchange them for a brand new Ladas

and then (government) had been selling them to rich foreign car collectors.

After the fall of USSR - this business collapsed.

American embargo made the Cubans can say 'Adios' to possibility of importing spare parts, because where they could from?

But necessity is the mother of invention, that is why today the locals are considered the best mechanics in the world.

Cars which are is use for tens of years are usually in very bad condition.

They are ramshackle, rusted, and often they don't have any original parts,

cause Cubans didn't have an access to them, so they've been improvising.. Just like me right now...

Often those parts are taken from other brand's cars or they are custom, homemade.

And it is very funny that when they are rebuilding or fixing the engine, they don't care how it look like under the hood

It's working. - that's important.

The body is also rarely original cause Cubans love to decorate their cars. But I think it doesn't make the cars less charming.

There are no traffic jams because cars and fuel in Cuba is rationed. And because there is always a shortage of it

you can see here many horse carriages, bicycles, rickshaws, which are working hardly to take tired tourists to their destinations.

In recent years, the ban for importing cars was lifted, and the Cubans again may purchase a four-wheeled vehicle.

However, their prices are so high that for buying even one car, the savings of entire life still may be insufficient.

Car such a fiat 126 p is about 4-5 thousand Euro, while the salary is not higher than 40-50 Euro.

I think to myself, what more could be interesting for motoring fan… Maybe that they're singing?

Thanks for watching and see in my channel the other movies about Cuba and not only.

For more infomation >> ✈ Amerykańskie samochody na Kubie - czyli carporn [ENG SUBS] - Duration: 6:22.

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Getting Out of a Rut · Drawing All The Time #1 · semiskimmedmin - Duration: 22:09.

It's Friday.

It's half one.

And today is the day that I start drawing all the time.

I've been wanting to start a new video series for a while, and I knew what kind of content

I wanted, and I had a lot of suggestions from you guys that were pretty much the same as

what I had in mind….

I wanted to keep the sort of casual, informal, but also at least somewhat valuable nature

that I had with my sketchbook series.

It's been great to see how me sharing my experiences and things I've learned and

mistakes I've made can help other people and just start a discussion, to where we're

all sharing our experiences and learning from each other.

In terms of the format of the videos, I'm not 100% sure yet, that's where your feedback

comes in.

But for today, I like watching videos where people draw and talk so I'm gonna draw and

I'm gonna talk.

So, in terms of the 'drawing all the time' thing.

At the moment I'm really pushing this draw every day mantra for myself.

Trying to make art a solid habit in my life.

I've said this before but, the key to improving and evolving as an artist is to create as

much as possible, and not rely on being inspired to be able to create, let the constant flow

of productivity and creativity be what fuels the inspiration.

And to do that, the habit of drawing constantly has to be as entrenched in you as something

like brushing your teeth.

And I thought what better way to motivate me to really commit to this than to share

that journey of consistant art-making with you guys.

And just talk through how I'm doing it, how it's going, what issues I have, how

I deal with them.

This can be like my Big Brother diary room, where I come back after a week of trying to

draw as much as I can and let you know how it's going.

Show you what I drew, a bit of the how and the why…

I've also been really keen to show more of the behind the scenes of the art process...

of the art making process.

And show more of how art fits into real life, how I find the time....

So that's what we're doing.

That was a long intro.

I fell like these videos are gonna be such a departure from my concise, straight-to-the-point

videos.

That's something I've been probably the most nervous about.

Just this like free-form rambling.

A lot of you might prefer the short and sweet but I guess for that you can watch my speed-paintings.

This is gonna be my chatty… chatty… not knowing what I'm talking about… kind of

video.

So what I'm doing at the moment, I'm actually playing catch up in my sketchbook.

This is my new Stillman and Birn sketchbook, its a one of their… zeta series, I've

been using it as like a visual diary, the same way I do my travel journals, documenting

the days with pictures with drawings and writing and also just using it for my usual doodles

and studies and concept stuff.

But my aim has been to do one drawing a day based on something that happened that day

or the previous day.

But, in all my umming and arring about the new series and also going on holiday, finishing

my moleskin, I've been generating the ideas, but not had the time to record them and missing

loads of days in between.

So at the moment I'm sort of playing catch up, filling in the gaps and that's what

I'm doing today.

Today's page is in amongst the beginning bits and bobs, this week is actually linked

back to my moleskin, there are pages in that sketchbook that lead into this one for me.

This was a week of being in a major creative funk.

It was actually way back at the end of March.

I had decided I wanted to draw more constantly but I was really struggling to draw at all.

The weird thing is I felt productive, or motivated, I had the energy and desire to do things,

but for whatever reason, actually doing things and art things in particular felt really daunting.

I do occasionally have different kinds of funks, but as far as they go, this was a pretty

decent one.

Because I was still getting out of bed and doing things.

Well I still spent a lot of time in bed but… that's just what I do.

But because I am kind of used to that feeling, I knew more or less how to deal with it.

The first and most important thing is to not be like mad at yourself.

It's really frustrating to want to do something but at the same time feel like something is

holding you back or you're holding yourself back.

But getting down on yourself about it, throwing blame and judgement, is never gonna help.

I just kind of thought, okay, this is how I feel, not loving it but I can deal with

it.

So… the thought of drawing at that point, for whatever reason, filled me with dread.

I tried to feel like less of a bum by getting on with other, kind of art things, art business

things like packing orders, responding to comments, stuff like that.

Also tidying, keeping a tidy space for me just welcomes calm and an openness to do things

and keep going.

And that was the start of it.

Being gentle with myself, acknowledging how I was feeling, what I could and didn't really

feel like doing.

And then the next thing is… if you find yourself afraid or hesitant to make art, don't

let that stop you being creative.

If there's something in you that really wants to just do something even if it doesn't

involve putting a pen to paper, keep that spark alive in any way you can.

For me, at this time, my boyfriends birthday was coming up, I'd got him a lens for his

camera and I had the bright idea that I'd make a heart shaped gift box to put it in

so he wouldnt know what it was straight away.

I've never made a heart shaped gift box before, I never thought I'd be that person.

But I was in a making mood.

Even though I didn't want to draw I wanted to create and thats important to recognise

when you're in a rut.

It isn't always an overarching thing.

Sometimes it is, but be open to exploring other avenues, don't write yourself off

and say well I'm not gonna do anything cos I'm not in the mood or it'll turn out

badly.

So anyway I made this box, it wasn't great, I got glue everywhere.

And yeah, I am always in my bed, I definitely should spend more time at my desk, but when

I am feeling a bit fragile or anxious, I'll always at least give myself that.

I'm allowed to stay in bed as long as I'm doing something.

You gotta go easy on yourself without letting yourself get away with murder, You gotta be

good cop and bad cop to yourself.

And that really helped, it was a lot of fun, I felt accomplished and I kind of thought,

okay maybe I can potentially do some drawing.

I'm just setting up my laptop so I can have my reference images to look at while I draw.

So yeah I got to point where I thought maybe potentially I can do some drawing.

Still in my bed, and still actually in my moleskin, I grabbed the first pen I could

find which was a pink fineliner and I just kind of started doodling.

And it was pretty horrible.

Like, I mean it doesn't look great, but it also wasn't like this immediate breath-of-fresh-air

experience.

I don't know if this is something people can relate to.

I think we all kind of assume that people who do art and love art should love every

moment of it and especially if you're just doodling for the sake of it.

But the reality for me, and I'm sure for other people is that it can be kind of torturous

sometimes and it sucks when something you love doesn't bring you the joy that it normally

would.

I'm just gonna interject quickly, I hope this isn't all too much of a downer.

And like I'm fine.

I hope it's okay for me to talk about these things that aren't the most positive.

This is still just me having a chat, it's probably just a bit more raw than what I would

usually do.

But yeah, if we look at the stuff I did while I was just trying to draw for the sake of

drawing, I have my moleskin here and you would have seen it in my sketchbook tour, I can

just remember how I was feeling at the time BUT I was TRYING.

I even watched this Blender video on youtube, something like '7 Habits of Effective Artists',

took notes, to kind of make my youtube procrastination slightly worthwhile, but yeah.

And even in this mess, see heres the reason I always look back and appreciate pushing

myself to just put a pen onto the paper, cos out of all this mess there's this random wheel

I drew and I like that.

I feel like that's useable.

Next day again, I tried to just put pen on paper, cos I felt up to it.

Had a different outcome.

I ended up just writing this so not the drawings.

But um, I'm not gonna show what I wrote, hopefully you can't read it.

I don't know what it says, it's the kind of thing I think I just wrote just to get

it out, Ihave no real desire to read that over again.

But I can say that it helped.

I had allowed myself the satisfaction of being able to say I had done another page in my

sketchbook.

I achieved something.

You could literally practice drawing straight lines.

I do that sometimes.

As long as you congratulate yourself snd appreciate yourself for putting in the work, you're

gonna be moving in the right direction.

And gradually, that heavy feeling kind of lifts.

You feel a little bit more able.

So that's what this is about.

Blind contour drawings as I came out of the rut, great way to ease back in to drawing

more creatively.

No pressure, bit of fun, occasional spark of something.

Like this face looking down.

I like this one a lot.

Down here I even wrote, 'feeling much better, back in a stride of sorts.

creating again and out of bed.

those are the important things.'

So just to recap the points so far in getting out of a rut.

By the way, I do have a little cheat-sheet down here of my talking points so I don't

go too off course.

So, acknowledge the feeling without judgement.

Do what you can / do something / do anything.

Explore other creative avenues.

Ease back into it.

The next thing, which also kind of ties into my 'writing how I felt' bit, but the next

thing is to get it out.

However your feeling, try not to just hold onto it and let it fester inside you.

If you're frustrated or disappointed in yourself, your art whatever, you can write

it down but I do think it's better to talk to someone.

It doesn't have to be a deep, soul-baring chat.

You don't have to get completely into it, just kind of saying out loud, yeah I'm kind

of frustrated at the moment, I'm a bit stressed, my art isn't going how I want it to, my

creativity feels stunted.

It helps with processing how you're feeling and cycling that feeling from rolling around

in your head, out of you and into the world.

A lot of people who maybe aren't into art or stuff like that, they might not necessarily

understand.

But I don't really share those feelings to get comfort or validation, I just like

having a bit of a back and forth with someone, maybe changing my perspective.

I talk to my mum a lot, again not in depth, but just you know, it was a tough drawing-day

today, I couldn't really manage to make anything I liked.

She always has like the typical mum advice but just the act of me saying how I was feeling

to someone else, lifts a weight.

And it was actually after talking to Ozzy that I got that final little spark, that bit

that you hope and wait for when you're in a creative slump, where it's like, the fog

clears and 'I wanna draw right now and I can't wait.'

It was his suggestion that I would say is the biggest contributor to my getting out

of a rut.

Obviously you all know I'm not huge on going out and about, I'm a proper homebody, whenever

I watch any kind of advice video where one of the tips is like 'go out and have a walk'',

like deep down I know that it would probably, definitely help, but at the same time…

I could really just not.

But yeah I was kind of at this hurdle of, I feel fine now, I'm feeling positive, I've

got my life together, I'm not down about my lack of creating, but there's still no

spark.

It's stopped raining but the sun hasn't come out yet.

And he goes, 'Well why don't we go to the Tate or something', the Tate Modern

gallery, here in London.

And my first reaction, genuinely was like… 'mmmm, I don't think that's gonna inspire

me in the way I need inspiring.

But yeah I guess we can go.'

And then like, within a day of that conversation, so before we'd even gone…

That was it.

I was excited again.

About art.

I had ideas and I was looking into what they had on at the gallery and thinking about what

bits I wanted to see and also just being out by the river in the fresh air.

The anticipation was a breath of fresh air and it was that one final push to get back

into things.

And that's when I drew stuff like this and this, just having fun, feeling like I had

a bit of purpose again.

A few days later we had a great day at the gallery, I did some doodles while I was there

and afterwards as well.

I actually have a bit of history with the Tate Modern.

Back when I was at uni, I was studying English and Spanish, I love languages, I love learning

languages, and I love literature, but I didn't love university.

For whatever reason, I just felt 'like this isn't it, this isn't what I wanna be doing

with my life'.

And this is before I had even really considered pursuing a career in art.

I have a blog post I'll link below where I talk about that situation in a bit more

detail.

But yeah, that time was essentially, the biggest rut in my life.

I felt stuck.

And my campus, I went to King's College by the way, its a lovely uni.

My campus was just across the river from the Tate.

So when I'd inevitably end up skipping my lectures because I really wanted anything

but to be there, I'd have a wander, go to starbucks, walk across the millennium bridge

and just I guess be drawn to the gallery.

Just wander around in there.

And it was a little pocket of peace and quiet.

And it made me just feel calm and grounded.

I don't know if its just the Tate that does that, I'm sure it isn't, I think it was just

the nearest thing to me at the time.

Just being in that kind of space is like a breath of fresh air.

Galleries and museums and even libraries or big art supply shops, they have this quality

to them of like, something so impressive and stable and secure.

And you just finally have room to think.

But yeah, I guess that final tip for getting out of a rut, the most difficult for me but

the most worthwhile; make plans, go out and seek inspiration.

Don't wait for it to come to you.

Give yourself something to get excited about.

Just to go over all the things one last time;

Acknowledge the feeling without judgement.

Do what you can / do something / do anything.

Explore other creative avenues.

Ease back into it.

Talk it out / let it go Make plans and give yourself something to

get excited about

So for the rest of that week I ended up going out actually too much.

That's be something I think I may talk about in another video like finding the balance

between your social life and drawing all the time.

Finding time.. finding time for it basically.

I hope that me sharing my experience will help some of you guys who have been in the

same kind of funks.

I'd love to know if anyone has their own tips for that.

I'd also love to know if anyone's still watching.

And I'd love to get your feedback on this style of video, obviously it's early days

so if you have any suggestions I'm all ears.

But I've really enjoyed talking to you all and sketching and I can't wait to do it

again.

Thanks so much for watching, I'll see you next time.

Bye!

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THE INCIDENT.

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THUNDERSTORMS, TOO, JAN, TALK

ABOUT THAT IN JUST A BIT.

MATT, THANK YOU.

FOLLOWING BREAKING NEWS THIS

MORNING, OUT OF THE CITY'S

WYNNEFIELD SECTION.

THREE PEOPLE ARE DEAD, AFTER

AN EARLY MORNING HOUSE FIRE

THERE.

"EYEWITNESS NEWS" REPORTER JOE

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ON DIAMOND STREET.

JOE, WHAT'S THE UPDATE?

FIRE CREWS OUT ARE OUT HERE,

THE FIRE MARSHALL HERE, AT

THIS POINT THE FIRE IS NOT

APPEARING TO BE SUSPICIOUS.

THIS BROKE OUT JUST AROUND

5:00 THIS MORNING, IN THE 5400

BLOCK OF DIAMOND STREET.

WE HAVE CONFIRMED THAT THREE

PEOPLE DIED.

TWO OF THEM, APPARENTLY, IN

THEIR EIGHT'S, THERE IS NO AGE

YET ON THE THIRDS PERSON,

FOURTH PERSON, WHO WAS IN THE

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FLAMES WERE SHOOTING FROM OUT

FRONT, AND REAR WINDOWS, ON

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FLOORS.

WE SPOKE TO THE DEPUTY FIRE

COMMISSIONER, SHORT TIME AGO.

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SO COMPANIES QUICKLY WENT INTO

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TRAGEDY FOR US CITY-WIDE.

AS YOU CAN IMAGINE, WORD

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NEIGHBORS ARE OUT, OF COURSE,

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HERE.

CERTAINLY A TRAGEDY WAKING TO

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WE'RE WORKING THIS STORY, WE

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WITH MORE ON THIS DEADLY FIRE

HERE IN THE WYNNEFIELD SECTION

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The U.S Air Force Research Laboratories, and Lockheed Martin have demonstrated a mixed

formation of manned and unmanned F-16s in a simulated combat environment.

This is achieved as part of the Loyal Wingman program, which US Air Force Research Laboratories

launched in mid-2015, hoping to develop technologies that would enable autonomous fighters to accompany

human pilots into combat.

In this video, Defense Updates analyzes this futuristic concept, and provides viewers with

insights to this path breaking development.

Lets get started.

Deputy defense secretary Bob Work had explained in March 2016, "You take an F-16 and make

it totally unmanned". "The F-16 is a fourth-generation fighter, and pair it with an F-35, a fifth-generation

battle network node, and have those two operating together."

The Loyal Wingman technology gives the human pilot in a mixed manned-unmanned section,

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This has been possible due to new computer algorithms, which allow fighter pilots to

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The U C A V can also hold flight formation without direct control and can carry out much

of its ground-attack mission without any human input.

U.S. military policy dictates that a human operator authorizes a drone to deploy weaponry.

Presumably, the pilot in a manned-unmanned formation would be responsible for commanding

his robot wingman to open fire.

The ultimate goal of the Loyal Wingman initiative is to pair manned, fifth-generation stealth

fighters with unmanned versions of older jets — in order to boost the lethality of both

in air combat.

Two test of the program named, 'Have Raider 1' & 'Have Raider 2' have been successfully executed.

Lets check them one by one.

In Have Raider I, an unmanned F-16 flew in formation with a manned F-16 and conducted

a simulated ground-attack mission before automatically rejoining the lead aircraft. Lockheed stated,

"These capabilities were linked with Lockheed Martin automatic collision avoidance systems

to ensure safe, coordinated teaming."

Have Raider II was more complex. According to Lockheed, the pilotless F-16 autonomously

planned and executed its strike mission, reacting to unpredictable enemy air-defenses while

also compensating for simulated damage to its own systems and total loss of communication

with its human controller.

Unmanned jet could haul extra weaponry to bolster the manned plane's firepower — or

fly ahead of the manned jet to distract enemy defenses or absorb some of their fire.

AFRL (Air Force Research Laboratories) explained, "Autonomous technologies can enhance future

operations and capabilities in contested and denied environments".

The Loyal Wingman concept could also work with other planes and drones — some already

in service, others still on the drawing board. Cadets at the Air Force Academy in Colorado

designed a stealthy target drone that could be compatible with the Loyal Wingman software.

The Pentagon is also developing what it calls an "arsenal plane" — a B-1 or B-52 heavy

bomber modified to launch weapons at targets designated by aircraft, potentially including

UCAVs, flying ahead of the bomber. The same principles of manned-unmanned teaming

underpinning the Loyal Wingman effort could apply to the arsenal-plane idea also.

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It's Friday.

It's half one.

And today is the day that I start drawing all the time.

I've been wanting to start a new video series for a while, and I knew what kind of content

I wanted, and I had a lot of suggestions from you guys that were pretty much the same as

what I had in mind….

I wanted to keep the sort of casual, informal, but also at least somewhat valuable nature

that I had with my sketchbook series.

It's been great to see how me sharing my experiences and things I've learned and

mistakes I've made can help other people and just start a discussion, to where we're

all sharing our experiences and learning from each other.

In terms of the format of the videos, I'm not 100% sure yet, that's where your feedback

comes in.

But for today, I like watching videos where people draw and talk so I'm gonna draw and

I'm gonna talk.

So, in terms of the 'drawing all the time' thing.

At the moment I'm really pushing this draw every day mantra for myself.

Trying to make art a solid habit in my life.

I've said this before but, the key to improving and evolving as an artist is to create as

much as possible, and not rely on being inspired to be able to create, let the constant flow

of productivity and creativity be what fuels the inspiration.

And to do that, the habit of drawing constantly has to be as entrenched in you as something

like brushing your teeth.

And I thought what better way to motivate me to really commit to this than to share

that journey of consistant art-making with you guys.

And just talk through how I'm doing it, how it's going, what issues I have, how

I deal with them.

This can be like my Big Brother diary room, where I come back after a week of trying to

draw as much as I can and let you know how it's going.

Show you what I drew, a bit of the how and the why…

I've also been really keen to show more of the behind the scenes of the art process...

of the art making process.

And show more of how art fits into real life, how I find the time....

So that's what we're doing.

That was a long intro.

I fell like these videos are gonna be such a departure from my concise, straight-to-the-point

videos.

That's something I've been probably the most nervous about.

Just this like free-form rambling.

A lot of you might prefer the short and sweet but I guess for that you can watch my speed-paintings.

This is gonna be my chatty… chatty… not knowing what I'm talking about… kind of

video.

So what I'm doing at the moment, I'm actually playing catch up in my sketchbook.

This is my new Stillman and Birn sketchbook, its a one of their… zeta series, I've

been using it as like a visual diary, the same way I do my travel journals, documenting

the days with pictures with drawings and writing and also just using it for my usual doodles

and studies and concept stuff.

But my aim has been to do one drawing a day based on something that happened that day

or the previous day.

But, in all my umming and arring about the new series and also going on holiday, finishing

my moleskin, I've been generating the ideas, but not had the time to record them and missing

loads of days in between.

So at the moment I'm sort of playing catch up, filling in the gaps and that's what

I'm doing today.

Today's page is in amongst the beginning bits and bobs, this week is actually linked

back to my moleskin, there are pages in that sketchbook that lead into this one for me.

This was a week of being in a major creative funk.

It was actually way back at the end of March.

I had decided I wanted to draw more constantly but I was really struggling to draw at all.

The weird thing is I felt productive, or motivated, I had the energy and desire to do things,

but for whatever reason, actually doing things and art things in particular felt really daunting.

I do occasionally have different kinds of funks, but as far as they go, this was a pretty

decent one.

Because I was still getting out of bed and doing things.

Well I still spent a lot of time in bed but… that's just what I do.

But because I am kind of used to that feeling, I knew more or less how to deal with it.

The first and most important thing is to not be like mad at yourself.

It's really frustrating to want to do something but at the same time feel like something is

holding you back or you're holding yourself back.

But getting down on yourself about it, throwing blame and judgement, is never gonna help.

I just kind of thought, okay, this is how I feel, not loving it but I can deal with

it.

So… the thought of drawing at that point, for whatever reason, filled me with dread.

I tried to feel like less of a bum by getting on with other, kind of art things, art business

things like packing orders, responding to comments, stuff like that.

Also tidying, keeping a tidy space for me just welcomes calm and an openness to do things

and keep going.

And that was the start of it.

Being gentle with myself, acknowledging how I was feeling, what I could and didn't really

feel like doing.

And then the next thing is… if you find yourself afraid or hesitant to make art, don't

let that stop you being creative.

If there's something in you that really wants to just do something even if it doesn't

involve putting a pen to paper, keep that spark alive in any way you can.

For me, at this time, my boyfriends birthday was coming up, I'd got him a lens for his

camera and I had the bright idea that I'd make a heart shaped gift box to put it in

so he wouldnt know what it was straight away.

I've never made a heart shaped gift box before, I never thought I'd be that person.

But I was in a making mood.

Even though I didn't want to draw I wanted to create and thats important to recognise

when you're in a rut.

It isn't always an overarching thing.

Sometimes it is, but be open to exploring other avenues, don't write yourself off

and say well I'm not gonna do anything cos I'm not in the mood or it'll turn out

badly.

So anyway I made this box, it wasn't great, I got glue everywhere.

And yeah, I am always in my bed, I definitely should spend more time at my desk, but when

I am feeling a bit fragile or anxious, I'll always at least give myself that.

I'm allowed to stay in bed as long as I'm doing something.

You gotta go easy on yourself without letting yourself get away with murder, You gotta be

good cop and bad cop to yourself.

And that really helped, it was a lot of fun, I felt accomplished and I kind of thought,

okay maybe I can potentially do some drawing.

I'm just setting up my laptop so I can have my reference images to look at while I draw.

So yeah I got to point where I thought maybe potentially I can do some drawing.

Still in my bed, and still actually in my moleskin, I grabbed the first pen I could

find which was a pink fineliner and I just kind of started doodling.

And it was pretty horrible.

Like, I mean it doesn't look great, but it also wasn't like this immediate breath-of-fresh-air

experience.

I don't know if this is something people can relate to.

I think we all kind of assume that people who do art and love art should love every

moment of it and especially if you're just doodling for the sake of it.

But the reality for me, and I'm sure for other people is that it can be kind of torturous

sometimes and it sucks when something you love doesn't bring you the joy that it normally

would.

I'm just gonna interject quickly, I hope this isn't all too much of a downer.

And like I'm fine.

I hope it's okay for me to talk about these things that aren't the most positive.

This is still just me having a chat, it's probably just a bit more raw than what I would

usually do.

But yeah, if we look at the stuff I did while I was just trying to draw for the sake of

drawing, I have my moleskin here and you would have seen it in my sketchbook tour, I can

just remember how I was feeling at the time BUT I was TRYING.

I even watched this Blender video on youtube, something like '7 Habits of Effective Artists',

took notes, to kind of make my youtube procrastination slightly worthwhile, but yeah.

And even in this mess, see heres the reason I always look back and appreciate pushing

myself to just put a pen onto the paper, cos out of all this mess there's this random wheel

I drew and I like that.

I feel like that's useable.

Next day again, I tried to just put pen on paper, cos I felt up to it.

Had a different outcome.

I ended up just writing this so not the drawings.

But um, I'm not gonna show what I wrote, hopefully you can't read it.

I don't know what it says, it's the kind of thing I think I just wrote just to get

it out, Ihave no real desire to read that over again.

But I can say that it helped.

I had allowed myself the satisfaction of being able to say I had done another page in my

sketchbook.

I achieved something.

You could literally practice drawing straight lines.

I do that sometimes.

As long as you congratulate yourself snd appreciate yourself for putting in the work, you're

gonna be moving in the right direction.

And gradually, that heavy feeling kind of lifts.

You feel a little bit more able.

So that's what this is about.

Blind contour drawings as I came out of the rut, great way to ease back in to drawing

more creatively.

No pressure, bit of fun, occasional spark of something.

Like this face looking down.

I like this one a lot.

Down here I even wrote, 'feeling much better, back in a stride of sorts.

creating again and out of bed.

those are the important things.'

So just to recap the points so far in getting out of a rut.

By the way, I do have a little cheat-sheet down here of my talking points so I don't

go too off course.

So, acknowledge the feeling without judgement.

Do what you can / do something / do anything.

Explore other creative avenues.

Ease back into it.

The next thing, which also kind of ties into my 'writing how I felt' bit, but the next

thing is to get it out.

However your feeling, try not to just hold onto it and let it fester inside you.

If you're frustrated or disappointed in yourself, your art whatever, you can write

it down but I do think it's better to talk to someone.

It doesn't have to be a deep, soul-baring chat.

You don't have to get completely into it, just kind of saying out loud, yeah I'm kind

of frustrated at the moment, I'm a bit stressed, my art isn't going how I want it to, my

creativity feels stunted.

It helps with processing how you're feeling and cycling that feeling from rolling around

in your head, out of you and into the world.

A lot of people who maybe aren't into art or stuff like that, they might not necessarily

understand.

But I don't really share those feelings to get comfort or validation, I just like

having a bit of a back and forth with someone, maybe changing my perspective.

I talk to my mum a lot, again not in depth, but just you know, it was a tough drawing-day

today, I couldn't really manage to make anything I liked.

She always has like the typical mum advice but just the act of me saying how I was feeling

to someone else, lifts a weight.

And it was actually after talking to Ozzy that I got that final little spark, that bit

that you hope and wait for when you're in a creative slump, where it's like, the fog

clears and 'I wanna draw right now and I can't wait.'

It was his suggestion that I would say is the biggest contributor to my getting out

of a rut.

Obviously you all know I'm not huge on going out and about, I'm a proper homebody, whenever

I watch any kind of advice video where one of the tips is like 'go out and have a walk'',

like deep down I know that it would probably, definitely help, but at the same time…

I could really just not.

But yeah I was kind of at this hurdle of, I feel fine now, I'm feeling positive, I've

got my life together, I'm not down about my lack of creating, but there's still no

spark.

It's stopped raining but the sun hasn't come out yet.

And he goes, 'Well why don't we go to the Tate or something', the Tate Modern

gallery, here in London.

And my first reaction, genuinely was like… 'mmmm, I don't think that's gonna inspire

me in the way I need inspiring.

But yeah I guess we can go.'

And then like, within a day of that conversation, so before we'd even gone…

That was it.

I was excited again.

About art.

I had ideas and I was looking into what they had on at the gallery and thinking about what

bits I wanted to see and also just being out by the river in the fresh air.

The anticipation was a breath of fresh air and it was that one final push to get back

into things.

And that's when I drew stuff like this and this, just having fun, feeling like I had

a bit of purpose again.

A few days later we had a great day at the gallery, I did some doodles while I was there

and afterwards as well.

I actually have a bit of history with the Tate Modern.

Back when I was at uni, I was studying English and Spanish, I love languages, I love learning

languages, and I love literature, but I didn't love university.

For whatever reason, I just felt 'like this isn't it, this isn't what I wanna be doing

with my life'.

And this is before I had even really considered pursuing a career in art.

I have a blog post I'll link below where I talk about that situation in a bit more

detail.

But yeah, that time was essentially, the biggest rut in my life.

I felt stuck.

And my campus, I went to King's College by the way, its a lovely uni.

My campus was just across the river from the Tate.

So when I'd inevitably end up skipping my lectures because I really wanted anything

but to be there, I'd have a wander, go to starbucks, walk across the millennium bridge

and just I guess be drawn to the gallery.

Just wander around in there.

And it was a little pocket of peace and quiet.

And it made me just feel calm and grounded.

I don't know if its just the Tate that does that, I'm sure it isn't, I think it was just

the nearest thing to me at the time.

Just being in that kind of space is like a breath of fresh air.

Galleries and museums and even libraries or big art supply shops, they have this quality

to them of like, something so impressive and stable and secure.

And you just finally have room to think.

But yeah, I guess that final tip for getting out of a rut, the most difficult for me but

the most worthwhile; make plans, go out and seek inspiration.

Don't wait for it to come to you.

Give yourself something to get excited about.

Just to go over all the things one last time;

Acknowledge the feeling without judgement.

Do what you can / do something / do anything.

Explore other creative avenues.

Ease back into it.

Talk it out / let it go Make plans and give yourself something to

get excited about

So for the rest of that week I ended up going out actually too much.

That's be something I think I may talk about in another video like finding the balance

between your social life and drawing all the time.

Finding time.. finding time for it basically.

I hope that me sharing my experience will help some of you guys who have been in the

same kind of funks.

I'd love to know if anyone has their own tips for that.

I'd also love to know if anyone's still watching.

And I'd love to get your feedback on this style of video, obviously it's early days

so if you have any suggestions I'm all ears.

But I've really enjoyed talking to you all and sketching and I can't wait to do it

again.

Thanks so much for watching, I'll see you next time.

Bye!

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✈ Amerykańskie samochody na Kubie - czyli carporn [ENG SUBS] - Duration: 6:22.

There is no postcard from Cuba without image of American car from 50s.

There is also no Youtube film, including this channel, where it is possible to avoid shots

of one of 60 thousand cars of that type in the country.

That is the reason why we get down to vehicles from beyond epoch,

and why there is so many of them and why there are still running in a country of Castro dynasty.

I've found 20 synonyms of a word 'car', so I hope that it will be as nice to listen about them as to watch them.

American cars American cars are the heritage of rich Americans and Cubans, running from Cuba after revolution, in 1959.

Cars had been taken over by people's movement and they are in use till these days.

Fidel Castro after coming to power in 1959, has decided that buying a new car will require a permit from the State.

And just a year after the revolution, the USA imposed on this expensive, communist country the embargo, so all cars you see really come from 50s.

hat is before this period and often with the same drivers, of their children,

or their children's children, although their stylization is rather for show up tourists.

How old is it?

49

It's beautiful

Man is making up the car for photo.

Cuba has a little better relationship with other countries, unfortunately from distant lands.

Therefore on the streets rarely but still appear wartburgs, ladas or fiats 126p,

which are called here affectionately "polaquito".

In 80' the cuban government had been offering to the owners of American cars - that they can exchange them for a brand new Ladas

and then (government) had been selling them to rich foreign car collectors.

After the fall of USSR - this business collapsed.

American embargo made the Cubans can say 'Adios' to possibility of importing spare parts, because where they could from?

But necessity is the mother of invention, that is why today the locals are considered the best mechanics in the world.

Cars which are is use for tens of years are usually in very bad condition.

They are ramshackle, rusted, and often they don't have any original parts,

cause Cubans didn't have an access to them, so they've been improvising.. Just like me right now...

Often those parts are taken from other brand's cars or they are custom, homemade.

And it is very funny that when they are rebuilding or fixing the engine, they don't care how it look like under the hood

It's working. - that's important.

The body is also rarely original cause Cubans love to decorate their cars. But I think it doesn't make the cars less charming.

There are no traffic jams because cars and fuel in Cuba is rationed. And because there is always a shortage of it

you can see here many horse carriages, bicycles, rickshaws, which are working hardly to take tired tourists to their destinations.

In recent years, the ban for importing cars was lifted, and the Cubans again may purchase a four-wheeled vehicle.

However, their prices are so high that for buying even one car, the savings of entire life still may be insufficient.

Car such a fiat 126 p is about 4-5 thousand Euro, while the salary is not higher than 40-50 Euro.

I think to myself, what more could be interesting for motoring fan… Maybe that they're singing?

Thanks for watching and see in my channel the other movies about Cuba and not only.

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CRAZY ANGRY PEOPLE vs BIKERS | MOTORCYCLE ROAD RAGE | [Ep. #83] - Duration: 10:43.

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[stop] oh, I can't believe you right now dude. [I]

Cannot believe you [are] you joking me right now?

Bro, are you kidding me? You know I will just die bro. I was on top [of] your car

Get it not sorry you almost killed me my leg is fucked right [now] dude

What are you thinking? There's a yellow line [for] a reason?

Pull the fuck over. I don't even know if [my] bike can move right now

What are you doing?

Actually, you know what just wait here, not like my bike moving

Look at this look. There's my fucking decal right there. That's my sticker. [I] need to call 911

What do window Daddy can find your window down?

He's fucking death. You're the reason one of my mates got killed

You're the reason I come like you're on your phone you fucking cunt

I'll go tell the [police] you're on your phone you fucking twat

Next time check your burger your mirrors because I was right [next] to you when you switch lanes, bro. That's good, but check the mirror

I fuckin blocking before your fucking little bitch

Your jailer you know I just go

They just brought it has got a question one question one question fucking pussy

you

No, Rollerball your head for dinner

fucking [oh]

We go were you doing?

Don't know more I'm in alone

What are you doing?

It doesn't matter [indicate]. I'm in the rain. You can't just come into the lane

What are you doing think?

[you] could knock me off the [bike] and break my fucking leg

Then just indicate a moon rover a big warning he still moves over

What's wrong with you?

What's wrong with you?

fucking idiot

What are you doing?

Fuck you, man, the bitch. Have you on camera [pulling] me off?

He thinks I'm waving to her fucking idiot

Hey, fuck you

The fuck is your problem

you

Fuck yeah

awesome, man

What are you doing !?

fucking c$unt

oh, ma, [ha]

you

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