Bye
I love you
hi little one you're just a little snowball
you might be wondering why I am doing a face mask right now well it's because
after I cooked my exciting stir-fry—my vegetarian stir-fry,
I sat down to eat dinner and something like an eyelash went into my eye
so I was like oh, and oh my gosh my eye set aflame,
because I didn't wash my hands
thoroughly after I was cutting those peppers,
and stirring with them and you know so..
so spicy—it was like I was being attacked,
so then I go wash it off with
an ounce of water goes to my other eye my other eye sets AFLAME
so my eyes for maybe like three minutes straight
were just burning, burning—couldn't open them
then I put frozen broccolis on them and it really soothed it
so I thought, "okay what other way can I have something on my face that's like kind of cooling?"
and I don't have to hold frozen broccoli like over my eyes
and it's a face mask, it's very cooling
so, yes, this really helps. However, it still feels like my skin is super
warm like I'm under the Sun or something.
I once read a life hack where you can
put peppers in your shoes to keep your toes warm
but yeah, no, and please not in my eyes
I don't know how long I have to wait to eat dinner but I can try
that was an interesting experience
it's been maybe ten minutes
it has subsided—I really just feel a heat in my forehead now, but I'm fine
so I just arrived to San Jose
and I took a van here
it's weird being here without Annabelle
so I made it to my hotel
it's really late now I am ready to get some
sleep and I'll try to wake up early and get ready and
be in the right state of mind for my job interview tomorrow
Yesterday was just an array of mistakes
First it was the pepper burning,
and then it was watching
I knew I shouldn't have watched
"Walt: The Man Behind the Myth"
Last week I got so sore
just because I didn't work out all during break
my arms are sore just from tying my hair
but yeah especially for running it's more of
a reason to keep it up just because I want my cardiovascular system
to be healthy, I want my heart and breathing to be healthy,
so I'll bring some music
basically I'm gonna jog there workout for half an hour maybe 40 minutes
and then jog back to shower
the workout was okay
before I clean up I'm gonna do the litter box
so I don't have to do it after I'm showered
I'm gonna link these litter box products
because I recommend them if you have a cat or you're gonna get one
I like these supplies. I recommended these to a friend
and she got them and think that they're working well too
so this is a top entry litter box and then this one is the Litter Genie
if you don't know what the Litter Genie is, I want to say it's the same idea as the diaper genie
where you don't have to throw out your bag of crap right away
and you just release it into the bottom
and there's this lever that traps it down so you can't smell it either and it
just stays in the compartment until it's filled up and then you can tie it up
and dispose of it also the litter that I get I've been using a couple of different kinds
I don't smell it at all—I was kind of concerned in the beginning
when getting a cat that their litter box is gonna be in my room and
I didn't want that scent to be in the air
and even cleaning it now I barely can smell it
I just smell the litter smell not any poop or pee smell
I'm excited to try a new shampoo and conditioner
thank you to Nature Lab for sending these to me
I'm using the volume collection
mmm smells like a lotion—very soothing lotion
but it's not a chemical smell either
I'm really bad at describing smells, but yeah this is the same
I got the feeling, when I was using the product, that it is a little bit dry
compared to shampoo and conditioners that are very hydrating it also didn't
It also didn't sudd up, which is common for a lot of better quality shampoos,
I'm gonna let my hair air dry as normal and see what it feels like
now I get the exciting real breakfast
because I just had cereal earlier to hold me over for the workout
but left over a veggie scramble from last night will be amazing with added egg
Prairie~look what I have.
Not for you!
this is a very spicy—you would not like it
prairie is all cozied up with Francis and Herschel
Bye Prairie! Muah!
I am so excited for my interview and it's so weird to see leaves on the trees,
it's actually very uplifting. so,
it's... nice to be here and I'll miss them when I go back to the East Coast
I'm ordering a ride to...
go home.
wow I can't believe that it's almost midnight already,
it's crazy
because I didn't get as much as I wanted to done,
and class did get out like an hour late but still...
I got a package,
maybe this is the pair of jeans that I ordered?
even though I don't recognize the label?
Oh! Thank You grit and zest,
oh yeah a while back they said that they wanted me to check out their grand opening,
they make athletic wear they wanted me to try out their gear,
and see how I liked it and give them some feedback.
thank you guys!
the tops look a bit big for me,
they're nice and blue- also has the mesh here.
yeah so thank you so much to the team at grit & zest.
can't wait to workout with these next.
prairie!
so I didn't really get anything done,
talking with my sister,
called Tyler for a little bit, and told them about my day
and them to me about theirs.
I'm gonna figure out the work that I wanted to do tonight...
tomorrow.
I'm just not in a good place tonight because
for one class, I really backed myself into a corner in
terms of
the collection that I designed and how it ended up,
and that's something that we have been changing and doing for...
several weeks,
the professor just said that it's pretty but..
not meaningful,
very shallow and I'm just...
not very motivated to...
execute the rest of the work that I have
in this class because I guess I just feel very put down
and it's not that I don't agree because I see the point and see what they're talking about, and
if I can approach this with what know now I think I can do a lot better.
but
because of the time that I have left
there's nothing really I can do but just embrace this and run with this,
but I was just told that...
um
I'm on my own, 'good luck'
I'm just gonna do what I have to do.
you know
but for tonight,
I'm just not able to continue cuz I'm just suddenly so exhausted
quickly before I head out I wanted to talk a little bit. I don't want to leave
things the way it was last night because...
it's just..
even thinking about editing, and leaving it that way leaves a
very bitter sentiment.
the biggest thing that I can take away from this class I'm struggling in is
that I know that if I look back on this assignment if I can do it again,
I can make it so much better already. it's not fair that not only do I feel
discouraged from somebody else,
if I keep discouraging myself and like
who's gonna stand up for you if you don't do it yourself like yeah okay,
some people might not like it there's a difference of opinion but,
if you also just agree with them then you're truly just
isolating and singling yourself out and I don't think that it helps you learn to do that,
so that's what I'm trying to think right now.
I had like one of the worst sleeps of my life.
I'm not sure if I was half dreaming but I swear that I woke up or maybe
every ten minutes last night..
and I was just thinking about what I'm gonna do for this class, but...
yet I still haven't really figured it out and I'm not gonna...
really stress over it because you know what, like I have seven days to this term
I'm gonna look back on this someday when I'm like 50 or 60.
I wonder how different things will seem then. it's just not worth it to be so, so unhappy.
one thought that I also have that applies not just towards your career
or the things that you do in school,
when you feel like something is not going the way you want,
you truly learn from your experiences,
and..
I think right now,
people tend to think that I have a lot of things figured out
because I miraculously mature or something but,
in truth I've just experienced a lot of things I've learned from,
and it's because you undergo an experience that you realize something and you either...
do things differently in the future or..
have perspective on a certain situation
that you can grow from.
when I was applying for an internship before,
I had a lot of struggles making the PDF it was my first time, I felt very
inexperienced but then I thought okay,
'if I messed up this time...
this will prevent me messing up for a job that counts.'
obviously not to cut yourself excuses,
like oh yeah 'I'm young whatever, I don't have to try'
because the truth is I'm really trying hard and I am really really letting things get to me but...
I'm gonna keep trying and just...
enjoy the fact that I'm here enjoy my existence here like..
I'm able to go to school I have a nice apartment that I get to decorate,
I have a cat,
my sister, Tyler is coming home today,
I have eyesight- that's something I'm really grateful for.
I'm very afraid of losing sight because I can't produce art the way I'd like.
they might be very cliche ways of dealing with things..
um or, overrated but...
when people just call things overrated I'm not always sure what they mean, because
just because something is overrated or abundant doesn't make it bad or wrong...
or...
obsolete
so..
it's very fulfilling to know that my thoughts can
be helpful for some,
and I hope that it is.
I'm looking forward to editing this, this afternoon because
It'll give me a break from classes and work.
I have eight hours worth of school today,
and..
tomorrow is technically the last day of classes..
hmm..
so yeah I will see you in a couple of days,
thank you for being here,
leaving a comment if you want to chitchat. I really appreciate it everyone who commented in the last video.
I will see you very soon. bye!
hallo ?
yo.
wake up
*my sister needs me to pester her because she struggles to get up in the morning*
~singing a whole new world~
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