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Youtube daily report Aug 14 2017

Hello darling

today we will speack about the coming out

Seriously

when you want to coming out

what the fuck is all of that pressure coming into our mind?

all of that... Oh my god!

listen kid

the light will show you the right way

the ight will tell you where is the right way

there is no best method to do it

and also you have to know it's not an obligation to do it

alright?

it's not an obligation so get out that from your mind

First you can differentiate some coming out

for instance you'll not tell your friends as the same way as your parents

[ Coming out to your parents ]

[VOICE-OFF ] Eva can you set the table please?

What?

Mum i'm kind of feel worried you know

[VOICE-OFF ] What?

I don't feel really well I mean, yersteday we went out with Natasha and you know what?

[VOICE-OFF ] Tell me

I saw a girl, we danced, get excited, went to the toilets, had sex

she put her fin*** on my v****

it was fun yeah but

I'm just worried, do you think I can get pragnant without any condom?

No

Don't

Don't do

Don't do that

I'm kidding, I'm kidding

it's a joke don't do that

your parents will have a fucking heart attack after that

go on slowly

slowly!

[ Coming out to your friends ]

[ VOICE OFF ] Hey Eva let's have some drinks tonight

What?

Oh honestly mate I can't be bovered tonight

yersteday I went out with Natasha

I met a girl, we had sex in the toilets

Don't

Don't do

Don't do that!

ok I'm kidding

stop chatting alright

I'll now, give you

the secret

the secret for

the best coming out

of the world

of the world

First tip

Stop giving you pressure

it is not helpfull

be confidente with yourself and everything will be ok

listen when you speack with people

the state of mind you are in

if you are stressed

if you are excited, if you are sad, happy

you'll share all of that with the person with who you are speaking

more you'll be

destressed more you'll be detached

from the situation

and people as an magnet, as a mirror

will get into the same mood as you

also

escape the situations too stressfull

don't do it when your parents have an argument

or I don't know you failed an exam

and they are really upset with you

you know, choice a moment when you feel calm

you are walking next to the beach

you are cooking together

I don't know this environment peacefull, calm

when there is no context

promoting a bad communication

your audience after word

will ask you a million of questions

it's not all the time but sometimes it's happen

it's true having your daughter saying she loves

pussies

can be a little bit

troubling for some parents

so...

if you don't want to be disturbed

or embarrassed by some questions

maybe you should try to listed in your mind

about what kind of questions people

can wants to ask

so you'll less be suprise after word

Yeah there is always usual questions like

it's maybe only a phase

really but...

you...

did you had a bad experience with a boy?

no worries it's just a phase

I think everyone wants one time exploring stuffs when...

when they are young

Yep, some question are really commun no worries

and...

you also have to know people in front of you

it's something really commun from them

they never really get time

to think about the sexuality of them kid

them kid could prefer

could prefer a gender

different of them

listen every situation can happen ok

you have to be aware

about the people in front of you

are not really prepared about it

they can have different reactions

some can stay quiet, really cold

and just have a thought about it for a while

some can ask you a lot

and...

some can maybe cry I don't know

honestly I can't imagine everything

but it's just people don't have...

people don't have necessarily

the habbit to be in front of situation "out of control"

and a little bit

different of usually

from the normality you know

so we have as well

to accept this fact

they will need time to understand

and...

let this information coming into them proper world

do you get it?

otherwise maybe you'll be suprise

they...

your family will massively

massively

don't care about it

you maybe gonna have some reactions like

Common girl I already knew it

or also...

because... you wasn't gay before?

when you start to play football at 5 years I knew it

we can't get back, this child, this kid

she is lesbian obviously

but I have also to tell you this

I can't deny sometimes...

your parents can have really bad reactions

some have to leave them house and become homeless

boys or girls...

so if you think for any reasons

this could happen and you could get into troubles

then

you should prepare a B plan

speak with a trusted friend

who could be able to let you sleep at his place in case

but you have also to know some emergency call numbers can also help you

so you can contact some associations who can

help you

and will give you I guess somewhere where to sleep

even if it's only to talk

you can as well contact them

don't hesitate to talk alright?

I'll put the link in the description because it's really important

you should take distance with that because it's not something you have to do

there is a lot of people who leaves without feeling the necessity to do it

it's not an obligation

listen straight people don't have to do it

so why should we?

but if it's something you feel the need to accomplish to be

more comfortable with yourself do it

but think about it

their is no pressure

you can wait to have a good financial situation

it's never too late

and...

and that's it

that's it, that's it

if you have questions, put it in the comments

and if not...

For more infomation >> Coming Out – 5 free tips [ENS] - Duration: 8:52.

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Stitchers 3x10 Sneak Peek #3 "Maternis" (HD) Season 3 Episode 10 Sneak Peek #3 Season Finale - Duration: 1:20.

Camille.

Shhh...

I'm having a beautiful dream I don't want to wake up from.

I need to ask you something.

Am I gonna like it?

I don't know.

Okay...

Until yesterday, I basically assumed we weren't going to work out.

What's her name?

It's not like that.

What's his name?

It's not like that either.

I think we should move in together.

Wow.

You're not worried it's too soon to become a U-Haul couple?

I wasn't until you just said that.

I think that's just about the best thing I've heard in weeks.

Really?

Come over here, kiss me, and find out.

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GTA 5'S BEST CURB BOOSTING RACES OUT!!! GTA 5 RACES WITH OPEN LOBBIES AND KEWL PEOPLE - Duration: 1:20:15.

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Cartoon Characters You Didn't Know Were Inspired By Real People - Duration: 5:03.

Some of animation's most memorable seem like real people, partly because their appearance

and personalities were actually inspired by real people.

Here are a few memorable examples of beloved cartoon characters and their real-life counterparts.

Mr. Burns - The Simpsons

It took a little bit of a lot of fearsome individuals to add up to the most evil man

in Springfield.

Simpsons creator Matt Groening says he got Burns' demeanor and some of his appearance

from David Bailey, his high school math teacher.

"Am I a capitalist?

Do I believe in the free enterprise system?

Yes.

Check.

Am I greedy?

No.

I think I'm a very generous person."

Then he added in a little bit of Standard Oil tycoon John D. Rockefeller so he'd appear

more like, quote, "the embodiment of corporate greed."

"Family.

Religion.

Friendship.

These are the three demons you must slay if you wish to succeed in business."

When it came time to render him in cartoon form, animator David Silverman took other

inspirations, including the body of a praying mantis and the head and face of Barry Diller

— the founder of the Fox network.

Bugs Bunny

The reason Bugs Bunny eats carrots has more to do with classic Hollywood movie star Clark

Gable than the dietary preferences of real rabbits.

Probably best known today for his role as Rhett Butler in 1939's Gone With the Wind,

Gable won the Academy Award for Best Actor for the 1934 comedy It Happened One Night,

portraying a sarcastic and scrappy unemployed newspaper reporter.

In one scene, he discusses his hitchhiking skills — while munching on a carrot…

"It's all a matter of knowing how to handle it."

"You're an expert, I suppose?"

"Expert?

I'm gonna write a book about it."

Animator Friz Freleng said he lifted Gable's behavior in this scene when creating the sarcastic

and scrappy Bugs …

"I live here.

It's my home, such as it is."

Rocko - Rocko's Modern Life

Rocko is anxious, overwhelmed, and out of step with the world around him — like the

stock male character in a number of Woody Allen movies, often played by Allen himself.

In his pitch to Nickelodeon, Rocko's Modern Life creator Joe Murray described his title

character — a wallaby with an Australian accent — as "a young, anthropomorphic Woody

Allen, who has just moved away from home into a surrealistic adult world."

Troy McClure - The Simpsons

You might remember him from The Simpsons as an actor and heartthrob well past his prime,

who can only get work in B-movies, educational films, and infomercials.

"A few weeks ago, I was a washed up actor with a drinking problem.

Then Brad Goodman came along and gave me this job and a can of fortified wine."

His name combines two hunky actors who've been largely forgotten: Troy Donahue and Doug

McClure.

Simpsons writer Mike Reiss revealed on a Simpsons DVD commentary track that he met Doug McClure's

daughter, who told him her dad figured out they were making fun of him…and that his

kids called him "Troy" when he wasn't in the room.

That's brutal...

Chuckie - Rugrats

While he still might be best known as the frontman of forward-thinking rock band Devo,

Mark Mothersbaugh is now one of the most sought after film composers working in movies and

TV.

Not only did he create Rugrats' memorably weird synth and vocal-based music,

...but his unique personal style also inspired the design

of Chuckie, one of the show's lead characters.

Ursula - The Little Mermaid

The villainous sea witch in the 1989 Disney classic was inspired by Glenn Milstead, better

known as Divine, star of several John Waters films.

Little Mermaid lyricist and producer Howard Ashman knew Divine, having once frequented

the same underground club scene in Baltimore.

Ashman worked with Disney artists on preliminary sketches to add in a shock of hair, a ton

of eyeshadow, and other features that made Ursula look almost exactly like Divine.

Krusty the Clown - The Simpsons

In the early days of television, a guy named James Allen, better known as Rusty Nails,

had a show on local Portland TV that aired on Saturday mornings.

Simpsons creator Matt Groening grew up in Portland and watched the show as a kid, and

created Krusty the Clown in honor of Rusty, although he says Rusty wasn't nearly as surly

and disenchanted.

"I could pull a better cartoon out of my … hey!

Whoa!

Wasn't that great, kids?"

Butters - South Park

Eric Stough has been helping make South Park since the early 1990s, when it was just a

couple of crudely animated Christmas-themed shorts.

Today, Stough still works as the animation director for the long-running series.

Another indelible contribution to the show: He's the inspiration for the sweet, naïve,

innocent, and incredibly unlucky Butters.

Stough says he's almost as agreeable as Butters, and had a similar strict upbringing.

The other South Park guys once nicknamed him Little Brother, which evolved into Little

Buddy, then Budders…then Butters.

"Kim Kardashian is so sexy.

Her butt is like a big mountain of pudding."

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The Reptilians Hidden World Order "They Don't Want You To Know About" Video - Duration: 1:59.

The Reptilians Hidden World Order �They Don�t Want You To Know About� (Video)

For some reason the sound went far too much base for my liking.. sorry bout that..

Next time..

On key.

It�s not just Icke, or Sitchin.. it�s so very many researchers that span a time

period of over thousands of years.

Trying to state that one person is to be debunked due to not liking what they�re talking about,

when there are virtual mega thousands of researchers behind the one researcher, over thousands

of years, stating the same thing?

Emigrate While You Still Can!

Learn More...

And what of the programming?

Characters living out the exact same lives, over and over, for thousands of years without

ever evolving into anything learnt from such behaviors other than that of wants for greed

and more, more, and oh, but more?

Reptilian.

1.

Reptilesque alien creature.

2.

George Dubya Bush.

� reptilians.

Race in the 4th dimension who dominate us.

Also known as reps.

rep�til�i�an rep'tily?n/

noun an animal belonging to the class Reptilia

; a reptile.

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Destiny 2 CAN Run 60 FPS ON CONSOLES!! Destiny 2 News - Duration: 6:56.

So, while I was going through old Destiny 2 new, articles, gameplay interviews and whatnot,

I came across a clip that I found to be really interesting and that I had never seen brought

up in a video before.

Not in a post in the Bungie Forums, not in a Youtube video and not in Reddit, nothing.

I don't know why, maybe this just flew by many content creators due to the massive amount

of information being dropped on us at the time, but either way, since I didn't see anything

regarding this clip, I've decided to make a video on it.

What I'm referring to is a small bit from an episode of the Fireteam Chat Podcast where

they interview Luke Smith, the Director of Destiny 2, and Mark Noseworthy, the Destiny

2 Project Lead.

Since I'm against using clips from other people's videos without their consent or approval,

and I also fear getting a copyright claim on my channel, I will, instead of using said

clip, be reading it for you guys.

Either way, I will also leave a link to the full interview, in case you'd like to watch

it for yourself, in its entirety.

With that being said, here's what I found to be really interesting:

Luke Smith states that consoles, including the Xbox One X and the PS4 PRO will be locked

at 30 Frames Per Second, to which one of the hosts of the Fireteam Chat Podcast asks,

"Why did you make that decision?

You're like, we're gonna lock it at 4K 30 Max (FPS) on consoles.

Is it because you don't want to push the consoles too hard?

Why did you make that choice?"

Luke Smith replies saying "The PS4 is super powerfull but it couldn't run our game at

60 (FPS).

Our game's rich physics simulation, colision of players, networking, etc, and it wouldn't

run.

Not enough power there."

To which Mark Noseworthy adds "But there's tons of GPU Power in the PS4 PRO and that's

why we're doing 4K, right?

Like, it's on the CPU side.

Destiny simulation, we have more AI to shoot, more monsters in an environment with physically

simulated vehicles and characters and projectiles.

You know, it's part of the Destiny magic, like, that 30 seconds of fun and coming around

the corner and throwing a grenade, popping a guy in the head.

And then you add, 5, 6, 7 other players in a public event - that is incredibly intensive

for hardware, right?"

WHAT?!

I mean, I don't know about you guys, but I had never heard of this before.

So, just to recap, Destiny 2 is locked at 30 FPS on consoles because they aren't powerful

enough on the CPU side to simulate all those things at once.

It's perfectly understandable, since when you're, say, out on patrol, there's vehicles,

abilities being used, lots of enemies, public events happening, missions being acitivated,

someone trying to join another fireteam, and much more, all at once.

I can see how the would stutter with so many things happening all at once, especially when

you consider that Destiny 2 has some really good looking graphics!

BUT, this made me think: "Well, what about the rest of the game where you DON'T have

vehicles, AI monsters, public events, missions and big environments?

What about PvP?"

Mark Noseworthy specifically stated that it was those things that I've just mentioned

that didn't allow the PS4 to run Destiny 2 above 30 Frames Per Second sooooo... it stands

to reason that, in a controled environment, where there are no AI monsters running around

and no Public Events and what not, such as the Crucible, the consoles COULD achieve 60

Frames Per Second.

This would greatly support the PvP crowd since we have been asking for this to be in the

game, pretty much since the release of Destiny 1.

It would also further emphasize the whole competitive mentality and vision that Bungie

seems to have in regards to the sequel, based on all of the changes that were made such

as the new weapon system, the more stream-lined skill trees, reduced cooldown on abilities,

and separated Quickpaly and Competitive Playlists.

60 Frames (per second) is what Destiny 2 NEEDS to dive further into the competitive scene

and maybe end up becoming an E-Sport in the future.

However, since Bungie's mentality is to try and not create a disparity between what PvE

looks and feels like when compared to what PvP looks and feels like.

After all, having 30 FPS in Raids and Strikes but having 60 FPS in the Crucible would confuse

some players, and Bungie is not keen on that.

I, personally, would go forward with this and lift the 30 Frames Per Second lock that

is being applied right now, in the Crucible, allowing you to experience PvP in full 60

Frames Per Second, even though PvE would remain at 30.

You don't need those extra frames in PvE.

You're fighting against AI!!

In PvP, however, as the name suggests, you're playing against other human players.

60 Frames Per Second are needed to compensate for the lag and the delay and to make everything

feel more responsive and fluid, like you're actually in control of your actions, therefore,

making the experience even more immersive.

But, hey, that's just me and my opinion.

Yours may differ, so let me know what you think of this in the comment section below!

Also,

For more infomation >> Destiny 2 CAN Run 60 FPS ON CONSOLES!! Destiny 2 News - Duration: 6:56.

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Interview with Ayako Sekino - Duration: 1:16:22.

Today we are here with Ms. Ayako.

It's Ms. Sekino, right?

yes, Sekino Ayako

Right, Sekino Ayako because in Japanese it's flipped.

In English we'd say Ayako Sekino

Together we plan to cover a number of topics today

Yes, I'm looking forward to it.

Ok, first off I wanted to ask.

On the Internet you can find a few videos of,

yourself and the entity known as Bashar,

who is channeled by Darryl Anka.

From those videos I found out about you.

What is your relationship with Bashar/Darryl and the

race of beings known as the Essassani ?

Bashar and the Essassani...you mean my connection to them?

Yes, how did you come to know them?

Why and how did you come to do events together with Darryl?

Both in Japan and in the United States

What's the connection? If you don't mind giving us a brief explanation

I think it was in or around 1985 when Darryl came to Japan to offer channeling sessions.

It was at that time...I didn't really believe in Aliens, I had no interest in them.

But when I heard that somebody was going to channel an extraterrestrial entity...

I looked at it as a form of entertainment

and went to the event.

and at that time...

During that three hour channeling session with Bashar...

...I just had no idea what he was talking about!

You know, 30 years ago, Earth was still very much asleep

Ensconced in limitations...

And Bashar's perpective was so revolutionary, so freeing,

It came from such a higher realm,

And his message to follow our excitement because it represents the vibration of our Truth

was just unheard of at that time.

It just didn't sink in. The gap then was just too wide.

But after that session

About a week later

When I was asleep

I had a dream

Now, looking back I know it was not a dream.

what I remember...

I was on Essassani

the planet?

yes.

I believe I was on a Mothership...

yes, I was inside a spacecraft.

and then I...

...had the feeling that I wanted to go home.

Like, I'd better keep my eyes closed...

Then I sensed a presence behind me,

...and I thought that no matter what...don't turn around

Were you scared?

Yes, very scared

it just felt so different, I knew something very strange was happening

and then...

in front of me

on the glass...it curved around and extended all around the craft

through the glass...Something appeared outside, it was flying

Were you aware when it happened that you were inside a spacecraft?

No, not at all! Because the concept of a spacecraft was foreign to me.

So it just felt strange and unusual to you?

yes, that I'd somehow landed in a very different space,

and I just knew that I wanted to go home

then

I...

I went closer to the window,

Wondering: what's going on out there?

It was then that I saw a triangular shaped UFO

flying in at an extreme angle...

...and there were so many

out in Space?

Yes, outside in Space.

I was inside the spacecraft looking out of the window,

You could see triangular UFOs

flying, spiraling around in space, going down and showing their underside, and up again,

In my case, I'd never seen an UFO in my life before,

but in that moment, it struck me that what I had in front of my eyes was an actual UFO,

I was like "WOW! I saw a UFO"

I have to tell all my friends!

That was what it felt like.

Then..

...there was still this presence behind me

and I didn't want to turn around.

Then...

Looking down the window over to the left

I saw a door...

a door that seemed to lead outside.

So then, while making sure I did not look behind me,

I walked toward the door,

And there was a small flight of stairs, seemingly leading outside,

So I went out.

and then...

It was like a park, there was a lot of vegetation,

like a grassy field...and there was water too,

In terms of what we know here on Earth,

there were like fountains.

The whole landscape radiated such incredible energy,

I'd never experienced anything like it in my life.

It was so nice that my body felt it would melt into it,

There was an indescribable feeling of peace...

...harmony

Not the sort of peace and harmony we know on earth.

Real harmony, real peace...on a completely different level.

All the anxiety in my body dissolved at once,

and the sense of release was so immediate and powerful, that I completely forgot about the "presence"

I turned around, feeling totally relaxed,

And that is when I was confronted with a set of huge almond shaped eyes

It was Bashar,

What I identified immediately, what struck me the most were his almond shaped eyes

And his really large head,

You mean his head was really this big?

You know, I was so taken aback that I really don't remember the details,

All I could focus on were those eyes,

They were so captivating.

In that moment I reacted like a kid,

I was just so surprised!

You know how little children jump when they get really scared?

Well, I was like that; I almost jumped out of my skin!

It was with that shock...

That I came to myself,

and found myself back in my reality, back on Earth, in my bed.

I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling.

But I knew,

in my heart,

that it had not been a dream.

What I'd just experienced was not a dream,

I realized that there was something out there that we are never taught on Earth, in school or by other adults,

and it's real.

This experience was deep within me, and resonating in to my core...

my body wouldn't move...

My energy hadn't fully returned to my body.

however I knew that after ten minutes,

I would get my energy back

and I would be able to move again.

All the time I was thinking: this is not a dream.

I was in an expanded state of consciousness,

connecting to a source of information,

as if learning, or remembering things I'd never been taught on this Earth,

As if I was allowing myself to remember...

Then after ten minutes, I was able to move again.

I got up.

Then...

Once I was fully awake,

I remembered the...

...many triangular crafts,

which had been swirling upward

and down again,

as if executing a choreography. Every time they made a loop, I could clearly see the pattern on their underside

A triangular shape drawn in thick lines,

something like...

this.

That left quite a strong impression.

Considering the level of the Earth's consciousness at that time

to tell somebody I'd met an Alien, or that I'd visited another planet,

...was absolutely inconceivable.

People would think I was crazy.

At least that was my belief at the time.

I agree, even today people would think the same thing.

No, actually, today it's different.

My perspective today is the complete opposite of what it was.

The stream of our collective consciousness is now open to Awakening.

So these days its quite different...

What I did then,

I called my now-husband, Naoyuki,

At that time, he was Darryl's interpreter during Bashar's channeling sessions.

I told him that I had seen an UFO.

He took an interest to that, and brought me a picture, which happened to show

the exact markings I had seen in my experience

Naoyuki had brought me a picture that Bashar had drawn through Darryl.

And it was an exact replica of

the markings that I had seen in my dream while on Essassani.

Then I knew that...

Do you still have that picture?

No I don't have it anymore...

It is hard to explain to anybody but myself,

but that experience really made me wonder about the nature of dreams,

What is a dream?

But because the times were what they were, I couldn't share my interrogations with anyone,

I didn't really talk to anyone about my experience.

Well,

you don't have to tell me but, at that time

how old were you?

At that time,

hmm, thirty-two, I think?

So, up until you were thirty-two

you never had that sort of experience?

No, not at all!

So you were, well, leading the "normal" lifestyle of a young Japanese woman...?

(Ayako: Yes, totally!)

The status quo...?

When they'd talk about "aliens" on TV for example,

I had absolutely no interest in it whatsoever.

Entertainment, right?

Yes. I didn't even care to know whether Aliens existed or not.

What that dream triggered was a process of remembrance;

my consciousness was expanding- and in that process, I was gaining new insight and information.

Although that information was something

I'd known all along..

A part of my consciousness I had not used in a very long time was coming back to life.

It was a complete and radical change.

It was like...

So that was the trigger...

(Ayako: yes, yes)

for a lot of...

Yes, because of that...from that...

(Reuben: the emergence of new ways of thinking?)

I knew that everything in my life would go through a profound change,

You know, things like common sense

were extremely important to me up to that point.

I thought the collective opinion to be always correct.

And that it was safest to align myself

with what the majority regarded as being the truth.

So safety and common sense...

Yes, conforming to common sense was best.

And you'd say your common sense had changed?

(Ayako: It broke.)

Oh, it broke? That can be problematic!

Yes, Well,

for me, there was a certainty, so...

"I want to know," I thought.

Was that just a dream? That's why I couldn't erase it.

I want to know the truth of it, I thought.

So about a month after the event,

That...

Up to then, I...

as we said earlier,

within the lifestyle I'd led until now,

common sense and...

...and "fitting in" with others were the correct attitude.

But the me who had that belief only functioned with very limited information.

It represented only a fragment of my consciousness,

as if it was just the surface layer,

As if my conscious mind-

All the knowledge it had learnt, the information it had accumulated, and contained within my head-

everything I thought to be true about life,

Making plans...

Using common sense...

Repeating the things I'd been taught...

This mind which thinks

and studies...

is actually only the surface,

And suddenly, something else was being revealed- like ever-expanding space...

...I saw the vastness of my own consciousness.

And it was there that I...

I saw that, beyond the knowledge and experience I'd accumulated,

beyond that frame,

there was a tremendously vast universe.

I was gazing at infinite space,

and I thought, "This is outer space."

Because there seemed to be stars and constellations.

But then, it struck me that...

all of it was just all my consciousness that I had yet to tap into.

I understood that.

And I got a little scared.

Because I'd been taught to live a certain way.

Using but a fragment of my consciousness.

I looked at my consciousness, in awe at its vastness.

I was overwhelmed; I would never have suspected its existence until that day.

And when I realized it was there... it was the first time I ever connected with it! It was just so infinite...

There was no limitations.

I see.

And because I had never experienced what it was like to feel limitless,

It was scary.

But then...

...that knowledge that "everything is here" filled me with a sense of infinite peace.

I knew that immediately.

That would be world peace, right? What kind of peace?

As I saw the true expanse of my consciousness - as vast as the Universe-

I just knew everything to be there.

That my true consciousness holds as much information as the Universe itself.

And that it was also an source of infinite knowledge.

Everything is there.

And it reached far beyond the knowledge we learn here on Earth.

And knowing everything to be there was a source of profound peace.

It was a peacefulness I'd never before experienced.

And although the sense of having no limitations felt daunting and overwhelming,

No limitations is scary but...peaceful?

Yes, no limitations was frightening at first,

but very quickly

I came to understand that my true consciousness- which seemed as infinite as space- contained everything, All that Is.

So knowing that there was something else beyond this tiny box gave you...

...Security? Peacefulness?

Actually...It goes beyond the "surface" mind ,which only knows the knowledge available here on Earth.

When I realized that the dimension of my true consciousness to be as expansive as the Universe,

I knew that I held the same amount of information

within myself.

I understood that my consciousness was an infinite source of knowledge, just as the Universe.

So there is no need to search for answers outside of ourselves,

Because it's all inside? (Ayako: Everything is there.)

Both: Everything's within. As vast as the universe. The information and knowledge--

That Consciousness is our true self. I came to understood that.

Once I realized that,

I felt that I wanted to exist here on this Earth,

using that Consciousness.

Not the "earthly" mind with its rules and belief systems,

and its "common sense",

I wished to use the totality of my Consciousness, as expansive as the Universe,

A vastness, a freedom and a peace...

Yes, knowing that everything is there fills you with such profound peace,

That serenity...

That is our true consciousness...And that is what I want to experience here on Earth, I thought.

So from there, I--

You returned to the feeling before birth?

True, very true.

So from there, I began an inner process, asking myself:

To what extent have I been using limitations?

What are the perspectives I have been taught and which I have just held to be true?

Have I been confined within "common sense" all along?

As I became aware of those layers,

I began to let them go progressively, because I wanted to return to my true Self.

That was the beginning.

From there on, a lot of things began to break and crumble within myself.

Whenever I came across the feeling of "I can only go this far", I let go of that limitation,

and I began to expand into the vastness of my universal consciousness.

This went on 24/7, for a certain period of time...

Even during my sleep...

There was this one particular incident...

Do you know about the Akashic Records?

(Reuben: Yes.)

That information is somehow accessed, and begins flowing through you...

It began happening to me. I was constantly talking - processing information.

The information? In real time?

Oh.

I was talking even during my sleep.

It was really noisy, so noisy I'd wake myself up.

And I'd realize it was only me talking, so I'd go back to sleep.

Anyway, there seemed to be many things within me that were coming back to life.

This sounds like...I mean, these words you spoke...

in actuality, how did you--

in English, you'd say "download," like a computer...

This download was of an Akashic Record.

Was it your own?

No, it was the Universe's Akashic Record, I think.

That intel, those images, feelings, etc... those words... did they come out in a combination or--?

Was one expression stronger? Mostly images?

Or feelings? Or more words?

Well, I'd see it, and just like that, it would translate into words.

You know, like in a movie, all this information would come at once

So as I watched the images unfolding within, I would translate them...

(Reuben: Like an interpreter?)

Exactly. A part of me seemed to be very aware of what was taking place, and allowing the download,

even though my mind was completely foreign to the process.

So the information was accessed or downloaded through the part of me "who knew."

...it was a restoration of sorts. A remembrance.

The limited "me" who had been fast asleep on Earth and who'd forgotten the dimension of its true Being,

was remembering its essence through this process.

So it was like the "Earthly" you, with its experiences, its understanding of the world,

its reference system was doing its best,

seeing those different images,

to try and connect and process them?

Would you say the experience of this download was for the sake of expanding into more of your Consciousness?

Yes, I'd say that.

And that's why it was fine.

You see, my common sense didn't matter. Nor the things I'd learned in my life till then.

Even if I was being confronted to images I'd never seen before,

or that I did not understand, there was no resistance.

It just flowed in naturally, directly. My own reference system was irrelevant.

There was no filter, just incoming, free flowing information.

but even so, you were still able to make sense of the images--

You couldn't comprehend it?

There was no need for me to comprehend it.

Because I knew this was only happening to stimulate my Consciousness- to help my Essence come back to life.

And besides, I was much too "asleep" then to be capable of comprehending what was being presented to me.

And I knew this, that it was okay not to be able to understand right there and then.

However, I knew that what was relevant to me - my "truth"- was being downloaded.

And that the aspects of me that were preventing the truth from coming through

were started to fall away, gradually.

I was aware of that process- of all those layers peeling away.

So even though the download was actually taking place,

it served no other purpose than to accelerate the process of re-integrating my true consciousness.

I knew I didn't need to understand the information...

...and that In time I'd come to understand what is relevant to me.

Also...

it was like creating a better pathway. Clearing the channel.

Clearing...?

Yes, clearing the channel connecting me to other realms...So information would flow through better.

Come to think of it,

this was right before Bashar began contacting me.

So in other words, I feel this was a step in preparation.

(It was what?)

Preparation. It was like I was preparing myself.

To become the clearest channel for him as possible.

So that I wouldn't interfere with my beliefs, and the part of me who was asleep wouldn't get in the way.

I needed to become just a clear "pipe" to allow the high-frequency information to be downloaded fluidly.

So in July 1987,

when Bashar contacted me,

it was incredibly smooth.

I see.

So you said you slept for 24 hours...?

After the dream...?

And how long did that information keep on coming through?

Well, I did not actually sleep for 24 hours...

...the part of my consciousness who was deeply asleep started to crumble apart,

And the downloading process started,

to facilitate information from higher dimensions

to flow into me.

This process lasted...

It went on for days on end.

For about a month.

Sometimes, I would just be sitting

and I'd suddenly lose consciousness,

for about 5, or 10 minutes.

And then I'd wake up just as quickly.

This was so I didn't get in the way of incoming information.

Since this information was so different from what I'd known until then,

I would slide into a altered state of consciousness so I wouldn't question it.

It was best that I did not pay too much attention to it...

information was allowed to flow through better if I was sleeping.

So just like that, without warning, I would slip into it;

And come back to myself just as quickly. Slipping in and out of this altered "sleep" state.

That went on for about a month.

But I got used to it.

I bet everyone was worried.

I told no one about it.

Oh, I see. I see.

So you must have gotten comments on how tired you were then!

That didn't happen either...

Because I wasn't tired at all.

Yeah, but when the people around you would see you pass out for no apparent reason...

Ah, you see, but this only happened when I was alone!

So you didn't pass out in front of anyone?

No, there was none of that.

If it did happen, everyone would be asking what's wrong.

It only happened when I was alone...

I think whoever was on the transmitting end had thought about this.

Did you ever think, "Oh no, I need to go to the hospital?"

No, I was completely fine.

I had extreme faith.

I trusted.

Recently there's been a lot of people I know who absolutely did not believe in UFOs,

Or had no interest in it,

who have been writing me telling me they have had an experience of a sudden download.

Getting really frantic, asking me: "Isn't that scary? Shouldn't I go to the hospital?"

People come and ask for advice...

You know, things are starting to shift. Soon, we will have the opposite reaction...

From here on,

our consciousness will expand, one individual after another,

and our gaze will widen into space.

We will give ourselves permission to awaken.

Right now, there's really more and more...

amazing, enlightened people that are...

I am not sure "waking up" is the appropriate word...

but anyways, they've realized...

that there is so much more than this "tiny box"-more and more people are opening up their minds to something wider.

Yes, there will be more and more, and...

it's like people will be expressing their readiness to awaken- like "permission slips"

to that dimension of truth.

Because there is nothing more exciting than going back...

...our original, infinite consciousness.

Each one of us have been existing here on this plane

using only the part of the mind that has assimilated limiting beliefs;

and we've thus created a planet of separation,

And lifestyles that are source of stress for everyone.

But from here on out,

we will truly begin to open

and embrace infinity,

Each and everyone will be able to access the information and wisdom that he needs, from within-

the realities we manifest will reflect that excitement.

When we understand that everything comes from within,

friction and conflicts will vanish.

(That's true.)

We will no longer have the illusion that we have to take things from others.

Yes, this is the process...

we are all in the midst of...

Yes, yes. From here it'll accelerate.

Do you know about David Icke?

He become famous over the years within circles of people who follow stuff like this.

he speaks of this...lizard--no, I mean, reptilian--

reptilian...way of doing things...

The reptilian mind.

Well, this is the term he uses.

Humans all have reptilian DNA,

So, up until now, that reptilian...

DNA and energy

and...

way of apprehending life...

Let's call it "Yakuza Mind."

Yakuza Mind?

Yakuza Mind... a pyramidal organization. People at the top of the triangle,

like on the American dollar bill...

Ah yes, the pyramid.

Yes, a few individuals maintaining their position at the very top, and beneath there is everyone else,

fighting or struggling to get to the top...

and well, in my opinion, everyone becomes a slave within that setup,

for the sake of the very top people.

You know the political and governmental system we've been caught in until today...

The system that has been running our planet.

The top controls, and the bottom follows and raises them up, so to speak.

And the top people are considered the "number ones", the elite, the winners...

And so, the bottom can only, well,

follow them...

And those who won't or refuse to fit in that system are labeled as "dangerous" or the "enemy".

(I understand.)

That kind of thinking...

I'm just using the word "Yakuza" as an analogy, but

it's that way of functioning, that mind set, which has been prevalent on the Earth until now,

well for about 2,500...

Sorry, for about 25,000 years, it's been that way.

But we're moving towards a different way of thinking.

This pyramidal structure,

it will began to shift into a different form,

I see it as a symphony, like an orchestra, where each individual contributes with their own talent and power to come together.

We're changing into that shape.

Yes, and instead of that kind of system

well, I'm not sure it is the correct term...

to even call it a "system"-

but anyways,

there is the idea of equality, that everybody stands equal,

with no top or bottom placing.

Everyone is together and is equally important,

in the various positions each with it's own importance.

And every individual is just as important.

When I come to think,

I remember it being the same way at school,

When I was attending elementary school,

you were considered a "good kid", if you did the same thing as everyone else.

But as you said before,

if you didn't fit in the box,

you became "that weird kid."

Now, I was the good kid at school, I played that part very well.

Today, when I remember the schoolmates whom I thought to be weird at the time,

I think, "Ah, they were choosing not to conform and seek the truth instead."

Now I get it!

So starting as early as school, then integrating society,

that pyramidal system,

couldn't be escaped,

you just followed that flow,

by default.

But now the society we have built

is crumbling apart fast,

and that is extremely positive!

Yes, to me, it's really fun.

But seen through other people's perspective,

it can also seem very scary.

Because they feel like that they have no "safety handles" to hang onto.

But that is part of the process too...

No matter how hard they try to cling on,

it no longer works. Those safety handles fall apart.

So they try and try,

to eventually come to realize that the ways they'd known

do not function anymore.

And they will have no other choice than to stop and pause,

and to accept for the first time that there might be another way,

and allow new information to flow through.

That clean slate allows for a true beginning,

where you can start from zero again.

And it opens up the possibility for a radical change of perspective,

one that is completely different from the current viewpoint.

That's where we're headed, right?

yes

(A lot of people today are learning that our lifestyles, our way of being and doing, no longer works.)

No matter how much they struggle, things don't seem to change or improve as they used to.

It is when we are ready to awaken to the reality

that our old ways no longer apply,

that we start seeking a different direction.

It is a bit like turning our gaze to the wide, blue sky.

And as you do that, you start allowing new information to come to you,

perceptions, imagination, inspiration, which had been totally shut out.

That will be the trigger for the emergence of a new culture, and a true change for the Earth.

Yes, it will.

And that's fun. And exciting.

I am excited, anyway.

For the majority, I think the excitement will come...

...when that realization hits.

Yes... but you know...

and you may feel that as well, Reuben,

Just as I experienced,

those individuals who have realized

the vastness of their true consciousness

and that it contains the same amount of information as the Universe...

These people...

have really begun to ground themselves on this Earth.

They do not waver in their truth.

for example- as we talked about earlier- even if somebody told them: "What?! Aliens...?!

How very weird...!!"

Because there is no doubt whatsoever in their hearts,

that it is real, that it is indeed part of reality.

And it is thanks to the emergence of such individuals,

that others can learn that it is now safe

to open to new perspectives.

But if, in the process of their awakening, one begins to doubt

when he is subjected to criticism or "bashing", and starts to question himself,

wondering: "Maybe what I am doing IS weird...!"

others will look at that person

and decide it is safer to remain just where they are, in familiar territory.

That is why

it is so important for people who have begun to awaken

to remain strong in their truth and that knowing.

It is when such people began to reveal themselves on this planet, that there will be a sense of "grounding".

When there will be people

who will exist with a consciousness that is free of preconceptions and limitations

Limits

When those people begin

to reveal themselves more and more

on this planet,

they will begin to manifest their reality

with such excitement,

showing us that everything can indeed be easy and simple!

Yeah, from here on...

inventors and the like...there will be more and more of them.

...because they won't be bound by limitations.

Until now inventors and visionaries were regarded as being very special,

but we are coming into a time where anybody has the possibility to become a pioneer.

When these people remain strongly grounded in the expression of their truth,

and do not waver even when they are told that the "old", mainstream way of doing things is correct...

If they can simply express what they know in their heart to be true,

letting the world know that anybody can indeed become free

and return to their infinite consciousness...

When they can share that knowing,

with complete and simple conviction,

they will incite others to shift into that space as well,

simply by being who they truly are.

When there is doubt,

the reaction you get instantaneously from others is:

"Oh, this sounds dangerous and weird..."

But if you can express naturally: "You know, anyone can be this way. Anyone can awaken to their true self."

You become a living example that it is indeed possible to start awakening,

while remaining firmly and powerfully grounded in this physical reality.

And more and more people will also feel compelled to do so

and experience the freedom of their consciousness.

Also children who are being born now,

are consciousnesses who've come to incarnate upon this Earth from the Universe.

Well, so have we, actually but...

What is different is that they come with the knowing

that there is no need to use limitations or abide to rules that would try to fit them into a "box"

Even when confronted to regulations at school,

they'll resist, and will not let themselves be put into a mold.

On the other hand, they will show true ease and natural "talent" in their fields of interest,

for example,

even though they might have never taken drawing classes before,

one day, boom, they will start drawing as if they'd done that their whole lives,

Or even if they've never learnt the piano,

some of them will start playing with the virtuosity of a Beethoven.

There will be more children like that.

(Yes, there are more like that)

As they appear more and more, they will start showing the adults...

...what is now possible.

As I've said, these new children,

Well, they aren't actually "children",

...those consciousnesses who know they needn't identify themselves with the limitations of the Earth,

can "work" hand in hand with adults to expand their field of perception and...

How should I put it?

Open the parts of their consciousness

which had remained closed until now,

and re-integrate that sense of of limitless possibility.

And as they ground into that knowledge and experience,

they can offer an example to those who feel lost,

wavering back and forth,

anxious and afraid of the uncertainties of the future.

They will provide a sense of relief

and reflect the possibility of shifting to

a new way of Being on this Earth.

That it is okay to change.

And as they receive that,

they will feel much more stable, much more secure.

Ayako-san, those individuals whom you refer to as those "who do not waver in their truth",

in your opinion, they truly set an example for everybody, by remaining grounded in the expression of their truth,

letting others know it is indeed safe to awaken...And in a sense, this is what you are doing?

Yes...I offer classes - called "Lessons from the Universe"

to those who have agreed in consciousness to truly awaken.

And as those individuals begin to reconnect to themselves,

and learn not to waver in their truth,

I back them up,

I support them in that process.

Because those individuals will in turn

contribute to creating a field,

a sense of security and peace of mind

for all the others who are also ready

to open up and expand into their truth.

I feel that

this is a truly important thing.

So this class,

you were mentioning earlier...

what's it called again?

"Lessons from the Universe."

And you are the one teaching it?

Yes

There are a number of individuals who have expressed their readiness to truly awaken,

those people, just as I did, wish to exist on this Earth while reconnecting to the infinity of their true self,

while being fully grounded in this physical plane,

living the "waking dream" with eyes wide open...

Those individuals who desire to experience such a way of being can access the class...

And in that environment, they start removing the many layers we used on this Earth...

...limitations, belief systems, rules and laws...

we let go of them together very simply to shift our vibrational frequency.

It is a practice, a "method", which allows you to awaken very simply,

This is something I applied to myself first, and in the process, I birthed this particular method.

And that is what I have the participants use.

It is a method which really allows you to reconnect to yourself in a very direct way, if one truly wishes.

There is really a sense of acceleration,

a "speeding-up"

to return to ourselves in a simple and effective way.

This is the method we practice together during the class.

Can you give me an example of the sort of exercises you teach during the class?

Hmm. For example...

In our daily lives,

we each create our own reality, right?

So for example, say you have manifested a situation, a reality

wherein you feel disappointed.

And that "disappointment" is actually a frequency of the Earth,

which we can actually let go of.

The frequency of our true, natural selves is actually excitement,

the vibration of pure, profound joy, that is who we truly are.

So anything other than that...

You know, I was no different but until now,

we have been existing- or "sleeping"-on this Earth

by always being so focused on the external reality.

When something positive happened, you felt happy- and when it wasn't the case, you'd feel disappointed...

Our inner state was always conditioned by what happened-or not-in our physical reality,

But now, instead, we establish a completely different relationship with "reality".

Say you experience the feeling of "disappointment", or a feeling of insecurity,

or say, powerlessness,

All of those are only frequencies

and so there is a way to simply remove them.

So part of the practice is using your daily life

to become aware of the feelings - or vibrations- you use

to project your reality.

You can find out which frequency of the Earth

you are using through the reality you are manifesting,

and then you start removing those frequencies easily.

So that would be image training

and meditation?

Actually, the method is about turning those frequencies into a shape,

assigning them a color, a material, a hardness, a physical weight,

and then removing them.

That is how we let go of those frequencies.

We, well,

have remained asleep on this Earth

by focusing very strongly on the external reality,

so the outside reality seems very tangible to us.

It looks like it's really happening.

However, awakening means that you start redirecting all that focus-

all that attention on the outside-

back to yourself.

And as you do this, your infinite consciousness becomes much more tangible,

and reality starts to become "soft".

And because of that,

even as we use the method to let go of our frequencies,

when you turn them into a shape to remove them

and let them go,

the visualization will become extremely strong.

So say you are experiencing a feeling of insecurity,

until now, all you could do was to feel it.

but now, as you turn it into a shape-

-say an extremely heavy rock,

or something made out of iron-

and using your power of visualization-

imagining a hardness, a density unknown to Earth,

you can remove that frequency in a very simple way,

by pushing that shape out of your body.

Yes.

That is how we can start using our day to day reality -w hich is our manifestation-

to become aware of the frequencies of the Earth we are using, and release them.

So there is usually a two-week period between each class,

It's really like a college course,

just as in University,

An University which imparts inner, universal wisdom, if you will,

The difference with the universities here on Earth is that instead of teaching you limitations,

it teaches you how to remove them!

During the two week intervals between each class, you use the reality you are manifesting

to become aware of the vibrations you are holding onto and let go of them.

Then another reality, through which you realize: "Ah! Here is another frequency I have been using!"

and you let it go, and so on...

This way, every time you return to the class,

your vibration has become lighter.

And during the actual class,

we shed light onto the systems that have been ingrained deep within us

to maintain ourselves in this profound sleep on this Earth, for centuries and centuries.

We bring them up to the surface

and often times the shapes we see resemble old, intricate machines,

and by letting them go, we create together another powerful shift in consciousness,

and with that new, expanded awareness,

we return to our daily lives, and become more aware of the vibrational frequencies we hold in us.

This is...

something you need to experience yourself to understand.

Because the excitement, the joy you start to experience within is so profound.

Yes, I understand,

for my part, I have never attended a class like that,

but I have "studied" a lot on my own, received a lot of "downloads",

and in some way, that is how I started to...

...see reality differently, from a broader, higher perspective.

There are many practices out there,

and the way that appeals to you most,

is the one which will fit you best.

There is always a reason for the things that attract us at specific moments,

for example, feeling drawn to a certain place,

it can be a simple thought like, "I would like to travel to America."

There's meaning in that.

Or thinking: "I'd like to take it slow today."

That is meaningful to you too.

That's why it is so essential

to follow what brings joy to your body and to your heart,

Making those choices is so important.

And that is also why you come across information that turn out to be so meaningful to you.

For me, how do I phrase it...

this incoming information...

When it crosses my path, I pause and think: "ah, this has meaning!"

"So I'd better pay close attention to it, and see what's there."

Information comes from all sides.

At first glance, it just seems sudden and coincidental,

but when you take time to look at it from a different set of eyes,

there's definitely meaning in it.

It's like my future self, well...

In English, you'd say...

There is this fairy tale...

Are you familiar with the story of Hansel and Gretel?

These two children leave pieces of bread behind in the forest,

creating a trail,

so that they do not forget their way back home.

This is the analogy I like referring to,

I always say

that my future self

is throwing little bread crumbs at me, lining them up,

Ah yes, like street directions...

Telling you : "the next point is here..."

This is the path leading to yourself...

Sometimes, an animal comes and gobbles it up,

But again, if I am attentive,

I pick up the trail again,

to the next breadcrumb that my future self has left me.

And that will be, for example, information.

Or our interview today- but there is always the knowing that there is something inherently "right",

the intuition that: "Oh, this is the next step in my path."

Listening to those "signs", your inner voice

is so important.

There is always meaning in acting

on the things that attract you - and this leads to new encounters, new contacts,

The more you listen,

the stronger the signs become, right?

Those signs might have been quite dull until now, but...

...say, somebody offers you advice,

suggesting strongly not to act on something,

but instead of being swayed by his/her advice,

you take time to pause and reflect on how YOU feel about it,

If you feel clear about it,

if it feels right and brings you excitement,

then clearly, that is your truth. As you said, it's your higher self, indicating: "Over here, this way!"

That vibration of excitement,

that is your sign, if you choose to trust it and follow it,

you will be on the path to your true self.

So as I became acquainted with Bashar,

I noticed that his main message is...

...well he has many messages but,

the one he always comes back to is:

"Excitement"- "Follow your excitement to the best of your ability". That's his main motto.

That's right. It's very simple but it is extremely meaningful.

Yes...

But what usually happens when I share this with people is that...

And it took me some time to understand as well...

it truly seems like the main...how would you say it?

The fundamentals, the basics of this understanding

is the vibration of excitement.

However, there is always the question of balance:

acting on your excitement shouldn't cause harm or create a negative impact on others.

In following your excitement...

...for instance,

if killing someone brings you excitement,

that's clearly going to bother others!

But that's not true excitement, is it?

Yeah, it's not. It's bad.

So the point is acting on your excitement, while being conscientious of others.

Well, yes, that is one perspective...

but when you really listen to your true excitement,

and really trust yourself in that process,

and you start acting on what truly attracts you, things that feel right to you, and bring joy to your body...

then your "signs" become stronger and stronger, right?

In doing so,

you start to understand the different types of excitement,

you will be able to discriminate your "real joy" from other desires that don't necessarily stem from your essence.

Then you won't hurt others,

or yourself.

As stated earlier,

when your perspective widens, so does your awareness,

and you no longer take those kinds of actions.

By incarnating on this Earth,

we've been experiencing a planet with a very strong field of separation.

And for that reason,

we see and experience things

from a polarized perspective,

through the filter of separation.

Of course, then, conflicts and friction result out of it.

We experience "kachimake"- Do you understand "kachimake?"

That sense of: "I am superior and you are down here, inferior to me."

The ruler, and the oppressed...

As seen in the pyramidal structure --

Yes, the Yakuza Mindset.

Yes, yes. And that is what leads up to wars,

However, when each one of us

decides to return to his or herself,

and start remembering the expansiveness of our true excitement...

When we start reintegrating this dimension that is so...peaceful...

so familiar that you feel you could dissolve into it...As I said earlier,

we really start to trust and pay attention to our inner voice,

and we therefore no longer feel so influenced by the outer opinions,

And you begin to take the time to ask yourself:

"How do I feel about this?"

"How do I really feel about it?"

You can start with really small things,

For instance, when somebody asks you "What do you feel like eating?"

Whereas before, you'd casually answer, "Oh, this is fine..."

You can now take the time to really check in with yourself,

It starts with small details, but the more you take the habit of doing so,

the "signs" you receive from within become stronger...

and and you will be able to know right away

what the nature of your excitement is, whether it's really "true" for you or not.

Yes. So, returning to a previous topic,

you spoke of...

Essassani

well first, this contact with Bashar,

that dream in which

you were really caught by surprise by his apparition,

leading up to the download of a lot of...

Akashic Records. (Ayano: Yes, preparing for that.)

Yes, that preparation was, probably,

your own soul, your oversoul...

connection...

when that connection started,

what happened afterwards?

Obviously, and I go back to my first question,

you and Darryl

once in a while, you meet up and lead events together.

What was the process leading up to that point?

That was, hmm...

well, it started in July of 1987, when

Bashar first contacted me.

For me this was the first time using telepathy.

And Bashar had this message for me:

"I wish you to channel me"

It was a time when the people of the Earth were really trying to change and awaken,

And he told me: "Our civilization went through a similar shift of paradigm,

so we wish to support you."

So Bashar delivered this information to you directly?

Yes, it was from him directly.

And because I was still very much asleep at the time,

I mean,

at that time, it was just unconceivable.

Channeling an extraterrestrial in front of an audience!

It was almost madness! Our collective consciousness was still so asleep then...

But then Bashar...

You know, at first, I was frightened by the whole ordeal,

I was not afraid of him, but the perspective of channeling him publicly.

So I traveled to the US, where I spoke with Bashar through another channel,

And he told me: "You are afraid you are going to fail, aren't you?"

And I said: "Yes, that is exactly my fear. If I fail, what will I do??"

And this is the message he had for me: "You have not failed in the past, nor will you ever fail."

I did not understand the meaning of it then.

But I do recall thinking:

There is no use of trying to run away from this...

You know, I was starting to become aware of my true self,

and I really didn't want to shut this out.

And it was then

that I agreed to channel him.

There was a resolve in me.

I was ready to lose everything. Do you understand the word? Kakugo.

Even if I lost it all, it was okay.

In other words, until then, I'd really believed

in the importance of being accepted

and recognized by society.

But I was ready to let go of that.

I felt that people would stop trusting me,

that my friends would leave me,

All the things I had built and worked towards in my life...

I thought it would be all lost.

And I also thought that I would be ready, if that were indeed to happen.

And you thought, "it's okay."

You really believed it would come to that.

Yes, and despite that, I really wanted to know my true self.

I thought: " If that really happens, fine."

That resolve was the turning point for me.

I didn't want to erase what I had glimpsed.

So you thought: "even though there I risk losing my friends,

it's all good."

Yes, I thought, surely people would start taking their distance from me

But because I knew this path to be my truth,

because there was this knowing, it was okay.

I really wanted to bring out and share

what I knew to be true.

When I held my first open class with an audience,

I was of course confronted to all those beliefs and fears,

I manifested all the things I'd feared would happen.

The reaction of the audience reflected my fear accordingly!

Of course it was bound to happen!

It was obvious, now that I think of it.

But despite it all, my conviction remained strong:

I wanted to live my true self.

The part that had come to life when Bashar contacted me

The part of me who had not learnt limitations, my Essence...

If that was indeed the "real me",

then I really wanted to experience that freedom

here on Earth,

This was the feeling, the "truth"

I kept returning to,

no matter how much fear came up.

I think it is really how I managed to get through that period of my life...

From that point on, I officially started to channel,

and to appear in public events in Japan,

Did that take time? To familiarize yourself with the act of channeling?

Did you have to take "lessons" with Bashar?

To practice?

Was it easy?

I wouldn't call it "easy"...

But when I decided to channel,

even though it meant losing it all- at least that was my perception...- I started speaking with him telepathically

And creating rules together to facilitate the dialogue. "Yes" would come from up here, a "No" from below...

Little things to make it easy for me

Also, as I mentioned earlier,

there was that "preparation phase"

where I was downloading information

24/7, all the time...

To clean the "channel", right?

Yes, yes

It was really like cleaning!!

That's the reason why, when I was channeling Bashar,

I'd put aside my physical mind,

the mind who'd accumulated all that..."Chishiki"

"Chishiki"- do you understand the word?

All that knowledge,

the laws and rules I had learnt until now,

I put it all aside

so as to become a transparent, clear pipe.

I decided to be just a clear channel, to let the information flow freely,

and that's how I proceeded to channel Bashar.

At the time -- and it's the same for everyone --

my Higher self...we all have a Higher self, right?

we just had not contacted it until now...

So I would connect to my Higher Self in order to tune into Bashar...

You know when you try and reach out to higher frequencies,

information from "higher realms",

whenever you tune into those subtle channels

this is facilitated by your Higher Self.

So it is not just passive listening,

you need to consciously use your Higher self, your intuitive self,

so it is a great exercise.

Because you make a conscious "effort" to use your higher self.

So then I...

...I started channeling.

Bashar was not necessarily on Essassani all the time,

sometimes he was on a spaceship

...physical distance did not matter, because no matter how far he was, we were in telepathic contact,

so the connection was instantaneous, and I would receive the images he sent in "real time"

And even though he sent layers of information at once, like plates stacked upon one another,

I could simply translate or "read" them in Japanese

and since my physical mind did not interfere,

I would put myself aside so as not to disrupt the process,

I was able to transmit the information clearly.

So...At that time,

you said you put yourself aside...

Did you do that...

consciously?

Or were you in a completely different space entirely...

(Ayako: Like in a trance?)

Yes, like in a trance... You know, depending on people,

It's a different process...

For me, since I was speaking with Bashar

telepathically from the beginning,

I would remain fully present and aware, even if I put myself on the side,

so I could actually hear all the information that was coming through.

What you were saying then...

you clearly understood it.

Yes, I was fully aware and listening,

just like the audience,

paying close attention to the incoming information, so I could apply it to my life.

Oh, that's convenient.

Very.

It'd be a waste to lose it.

So you had an advantage compared to the other channels...

who had to put themselves in a trance state...

But there are fewer and fewer of them, aren't there?

People who go into full trance,

for channeling...

Compared to previous years, that is...

Or so I've heard...

Yes...one explanation I see, but this is only one perspective...

Without going into full trance,

because there was such a difference between the two frequencies, the channel's and the channeled entity's,

it was difficult to let the information come through.

But now, because the collective awareness on Earth is increasing

it is possible to channel,

and access higher information

without getting in the way!

That's what's been said.

The signal has...

Well, the layers or filters

generated by people's thoughts,

and which used to get in the way,

are now softening...

Yes, it's changed!

It has really changed...

So to go back to those channeling years...How long did you...?

Two years.

What years? 198--

198--

The opening was

in 1988.

I met Bashar in 1987.

So I spent 2 years channeling starting in 1988.

So, I stopped in...1990...?

Yes, if I started in 1988...

Then in 1990, I'd already quit, I think.

Yes, it must have been until 1990.

As i mentioned, while I was channeling, I was listening to the information like everybody else,

and so I was integrating...

(Reuben: meaning you weren't in trance.)

yes, I was aware and I started applying the information to myself.

As I began to reconnect to myself,

I started to feel that instead of channeling, I wanted to express and share in my own words,

Sharing what I was seeing

and experiencing with my higher consciousness

That desire of expressing my own true self, with the audience emerged in 1990.

Was there some sort of trigger...?

Something that happened which made you think you needn't channel anymore...?

You know, since I had met Bashar,

I had really started applying his messages to myself,

As I had mentioned earlier...

I had this very strong desire to reconnect more and more to that Consciousness I had glimpsed,

to inhabit the dimension of my true self, its infinite nature, as limitless as the Universe itself...

And once I started tapping into that,

I removed many, many layers...

That is when the access with my true self happened...

And there were more and more things that I was seeing and experiencing

with my own higher consciousness

And I really wished to share that...

You know with channeling...well, how do I put it...?

It's like you are repeating

what you are hearing from the other end of the line.

And you know, Bashar encouraged my decision too.

Because the reason they contact us

and share this information is to support people in taking responsibility of their evolution and awakening.

Not just being a passive listener but really using it.

Making the information your own to wake up. That is what they wish to support.

So Bashar was very happy about my decision. Not just being a channel,

but really starting this process of reconnection with myself,

and accessing more and more of that information.

He expressed deep joy at this,

and supported me wholeheartedly.

From the beginning,

I never channeled in a state of full trance.

The more I reconnected with myself,

the more my consciousness expanded.

It opened up, and made it easier for me

to access different states of consciousness.

And gain information and perceptions on my own,

I then started using this stream of information

to structure it into a class.

Collaborating with Darryl was more recent

from 2008, pretty recently.

recently, eh?

So recently, yeah? You, Darryl and Bashar...

Yes, 2008 and

2010, and

2011.

3 times.

Around 1990 to 1992...

do you know Andrew?

Andrew-san?

He also channeled with Bashar.

Around 1992, 1991-ish

Maybe for 3 or 4 years.

It was that time that Bashar spoke of you often.

Really?

From 1990...around that time...

on Earth there were 3 people continuing to channel

Ayako-san,

Darryl-san,

and well, a number of people in California.

But if I was to say names, that'd be Ayano-san,

Darryl,

and a dolphin...

Yes! Yes, I had heard that.

you heard that?

While I was traveling in America...

Bashar had come through...

and at that time...

Bashar's channeling was coming through

only 3 people.

Darryl, Ayako, and an Australian Dolphin

who's name was...?

Dreamer.

What is Dreamer up to, I wonder?

That's something I don't know.

I didn't have a chance to meet him.

What a shame. From time to time

he should come to Enoshima and visit.

But

because Dolphins in general have a more highly enlightened consciousness

they have a lot of information.

Next week or the week after that,

I'm going to Hawaii.

You going to swim Together?

I'll be speaking with dolphins.

There's an amazing vibration.

I too have swam with 10 wild dolphins.

A long time ago.

Even though at that time I don't know how to swim.

for 3 hours,

at any rate, I got separated from the dock at about 500 meters away and

because I couldn't stand

...well, there were all these dolphins

making a fuss.

suddenly I was a ways off from the beach. Although I couldn't swim, I went out, and before I realized it

Hawaii's ocean was so clear, I could see into the deep waters

and it was truly frightening.

Freezing up in fear, I started to sink...

blub, blub, blub, .

all the air came out of me

I thought, "Is this how I'm going to die?"

While thinking that, a dolphin's voice

cut through the ocean.

"Oh, dolphins!"

Excited, I saw a vision.

I was wearing my diving mask.

And there was a snorkel attached.

In this vision, I saw

through those goggles

looking down like this and there was a picture of me floating.

I think that was what the dolphins were teaching me.

From there, I was sinking but thought, "I need to do that!"

And floated like in the picture.

That saved me.

These dolphins came to get me and together we swam.

From both sides, the dolphins held me between them.

Then we teleported.

With these dolphins,

there was a child-like excitement.

When I said, "We're like friends!"

I came to.

There were about 50 dolphins around me.

But that wasn't it. There were only 2.

Just like that, it all changed.

In that way, we played.

It was such an amazing experience

so you should try it too.

Dolphins are...

always in enjoyment frequency. If you are as well then...

they will come to you.

By laughing you draw them closer

In regard to 3rd and 4th dimensions

in Japanese dimension is "jigen," but "density,"

"Density" in Japanese is...

Humans are Around level 3rd and 4th density?

In 2012 the vibration of the planet reached this point and now we "Humans" are just going into 4th density.

but for dolphins, it has been said that

from a long time ago,

their consciousness has already been at the 4 density.

From a long time ago it's been at that point.

So compared to people, they have a softer perspective?

Most people are sleeping now,

but when they wake up they will have a very vast and even softer perspective.

There's probably a lot to learn from dolphins.

Lots of information.

Very recently, scientists, researchers, have

began to communicate with dolphins.

It's been on the news.

Although it's not with words, somehow,

these communication patterns

have been realized, and above expectations...

are extremely intelligent.

The way dolphins communicate it

seems to be not just sonar but through a different electrical signal.

It recently came out in the news.

From here on...

What fun!

Yes, we will all soon be speaking...

the language of Dolphins!

Well with telepathy...

Dolphin language. Wouldn't that be great.

Telepathy is somehow...

...it doesn't get mixed up. It's very direct.

It's fun, isn't it?

What's the feeling?

(In regard to?)

When you're with Darryl.

Sharing the stage.

When we are collaborating?

Let me see. It's always like this, but

it's always quite plain.

"Massara?"

That means

empty? Yes, clear. Transparent.

Because it's like that

even when I take another step,

my hands are let go.

For example, when we collaborate,

even more so than doing it alone,

it's something of a challenge, so

there's some concerns like,

"it's been so long since Bashar and I have collaborated."

how do I say?

We've done channeling and have communicated telepathically.

But having Darryl channeling Bashar and me being separated from in this way...

is of course a little challenging and makes you wonder if it will go well.

But for the most part...

insecurity, fear, these are signs for me to move forward...

and opportunities to become my true self. The more I do this, a door opens.

So up until now in my life, if there is fear, and insecurities...

I use that to propel me forward

fear can be exchanged for excitement.

That's the desire.

With that in mind

when we collaborated

it's was like...

...the most exciting thing I think I could achieve...

...and as I was actually doing it, It was in fact very exciting!

So now, what do I say?

Bashar and I

when we talk it's back and forth

and this happening

it makes for a grand transmission.

It goes across the stage.

It's amazing!

Although I don't know if Bashar is having fun or not.

When you see him you'll know.

So there was a first for Darryl when he was channeling,

A first for Darryl and Bashar

He stood right up while channeling

yes, saw that!

That hadn't happened before.

But Bashar was so into it, it was a sign of excitement!

And that was 2011?

When the earthquake happened?

Fukushima.

In March the earthquake happened...

when I last had come to Japan

it was during that.

It's been about 5 years now since my last trip here.

Around that time, did you get any downloads in regard to the earthquake?

I was in Hokkaido

about to give a seminar.

Well that was the plan, the day after the earthquake.

The airplane was delayed.

yes, that's right!

For about 24 hours all planes were grounded.

I was at Narita Airport.

My airplane flew. None of the others did.

oh really?

my flight took off!

It was a domestic flight?

at that time I was going international

yes, for international the routes are different.

I spoke about a perspective that I saw.

I talked about what the tsunami meant, as well as the earthquake.

We were in this shelter like cocoon.

High vibe Frequencies couldn't enter.

We were all in a deep sleep.

But when those frequencies can enter,

our eyes will open up.

This here sleep we're in,

is like a shelter over us.

High frequencies absolutely cannot enter.

When the Tsunami occurred

I could see a crack...

coming into the shelter.

With the crack, I could see a ray of light --

it lessens the density of the shelter so that the light can shine through.

At any rate, the tsunami and earthquake --

things like that happen often to wake us up.

And that's what I had spoken about.

But

Bashar and others feel that

everything that has and will happen on Earth

is for us to remember and connect to the higher self...

...even these types of extreme events.

Right, but at that time,

for those that probably heard it,

the ones who experienced the Tsunami and Earthquake firsthand

that would be a hard concept for them to comprehend.

Certainly, but...

But if you look at it now...

At the time, I was, well,

when I said those things

If one is concerned about the outside or things then yes, they would be afraid

Such a tsunami had occurred,

and in plain sight there were so many victims.

So for me to say that such a thing was "meant to happen"

and tell people and the "light is coming though the shelter"

that is one way of looking at it...

So if I were to lie to myself...

and tell people what they want to hear as opposed to what I feel and see...

there's no meaning for me on this Earth.

And thats what I keep learning.

For you true self to exist,

thinking will invite it.

and that is a good thing...

using this as an opportunity ...

by doing that, a new view point

and the like will can also be used.

The events are chances for new perspectives to come through.

The present way of looking at things

is okay to destroy.

Use it as a catalyst...

to change the old patterns...

or how the way you treat other people and situations...

It's all an opportunity!

That's why what I always hold dear

is not repeatedly missing the honest truth.

For example, when aliens came from space,

saying there are aliens and ending it there could've happened.

But as a human,

from that angle,

I got put down by others

and over came that time of hardship

But in the beginning, you need to think about what you want to do.

When these things keep happening, ask yourself

"What will I do? Will I continue to be afraid?"

Above that, what do I hold dear?

Where do I want to go?

That's why you must listen to yourself.

Even the ETs, they only ask me these kinds of questions.

To you, what is most precious?

What do you believe in? What are you aspiring for?

When I get stuck in life, the ETs ask me those questions

Then that's when I notice...

Ah, that's right. it wasn't outside.

"Didn't you want to wake your true self up?" was all it was.

Once I did that, instead of things

becoming walls...

they became open doors.

Taking responsibility?

Mmm, to say that...

more of deciding what you want.

Don't I want to wake up?

It is more of that kind of feeling.

When you are not true to yourself

saying one thing but know in your heart another..

You instantly become clouded

When you know what is your truth

and then adjust to others

it's like clouds come and you can no longer see your truth.

your truth becomes distant.

But there is no real meaning for doing that...

...Adjusting to people?

At least that how I see it. Anyway...

In every moment, I choose to be

truthful to myself.

I had a brave moment.

When I went to Hokkaido, after the tsunami...

but the comment was this:

"What courage."

A lot of comments were like that.

After what just happened, and what is happening now.

To say it like that is, in that way is pretty out there and intense.

As taken off guard as everyone was they still agreed with what I had said.

Wherever you go, there are people who understand.

People who understand but say you can't say those things.

In regards to people who think that,

when they meet me...

there's an awakening within them, during our encounters.

That's why even if it's just a few who have opened their eyes

come together and find one another.

....so that's why there was no real negative comments from our group.

Because we all share the same beliefs in our core...

...we are able to come together and share similar thought and ideas...

just not everyone had the courage to speak their truth.

A friend of mine in Los Angeles

sent me mail.

It said, "Amazing.

In this time, that perspective,

it's wonderful."

Returning to the conversation about excitement...

In Nature.

Moreover, amidst nature there's nothing but excitement.

There's no overthinking.

A tree is as it is.

Ah, so in the natural world, like in the forest...

and with animals,

everyone is excited all the time.

making and taking on various forms -- thinking about nothing --

and if there is a barrier or block

the tree simply redirects itself

continuing to follow it's excitement without judgement

In regard to tree and grass?

Yes, similar to that.

But this blooms through observation and contemplation.

What does that mean?

Thinking that I am like a lily

brings out the lilies.

With complete innocence,

left without thought,

those kind of plants are in the soil,

with lots of ideas revolving like the Earth.

Although we can't see cell phone signals,

these concepts are like signals.

By picking them up

plants will...

for example a tomato becomes a tomato...

or from one seed there's 3 plants...

in that sense they become.

Plants don't just bloom from those ideas.

This is an Earth-based plant so,

in the soil

it learns ideas and takes that shape.

Thats why...

That's why those colliding forces...

those people on Earth are

returning to the center

the things we make --

in other words, the signal will change.

Up till now, limitations

and rules and concepts have

been the cause of insecurity when things happen.

While talking about that

there's resonance happening,

and things get created.

That's why bouncing off each other then returning to center,

should such people appear

there will be a harmonic sound.

And you will think to yourself

about what you are doing so that

you do return to complete heartlessness.

When bringing about this awareness,

populations will change, and

surely the frequencies throughout Earth will,

with amazing ideas,

become fluffier.

Conversely, should equal energy come about

although it's gluttonous,

it'll be received

and turn into something different, I think.

And therein is the answer.

Yes, through that example.

Good, you explained that well.

Thank you.

Well today was longer than expected but

it was fun.

Thank you for all the good information.

I'm glad to hear that.

When you contacted me, I was very happy.

My confidence has

on Earth been released from my hands.

What I mean is, I can't grasp it.

Even good things.

That means that whatever happens, I've accepted it.

But I have no misgivings in that.

Insecurities have

been completely, and so

no matter what happens I fear nothing.

Because I can change myself.

I'm unaffected.

This is how I live.

So when I received contact from you,

just like this,

making a documentary about how things like this can change

when these kinds of people approach me, I'm always very happy.

For me speaking of these films,

it means nothing but understanding, right?

Like that there's aliens.

At that time, even for the sake of equilibrium,

we'll receive messages about how it's been fine all along.

It's been perfect.

I'm very happy.

Same. Thanks for letting me do this.

No, no, everything you done has been wonderful, I think.

Thank you.

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and I got more knowledge about different cultures. It's good !

The Viva community is a fun environment and many students returned to us again and again

making lifelong friends in the process

Viva College is my kind of college. You will improve your English

and also your skills. Where opportunities are. Come and join us!

For more infomation >> Viva College Introduction - Duration: 2:54.

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Santa Receita | Aprenda a fazer uma deliciosa vaca atolada com Roberto Augusto - - Duration: 15:04.

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VIDEO: Green waste cleanup in midtown Tulsa - Duration: 2:04.

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Coming Out – 5 free tips [ENS] - Duration: 8:52.

Hello darling

today we will speack about the coming out

Seriously

when you want to coming out

what the fuck is all of that pressure coming into our mind?

all of that... Oh my god!

listen kid

the light will show you the right way

the ight will tell you where is the right way

there is no best method to do it

and also you have to know it's not an obligation to do it

alright?

it's not an obligation so get out that from your mind

First you can differentiate some coming out

for instance you'll not tell your friends as the same way as your parents

[ Coming out to your parents ]

[VOICE-OFF ] Eva can you set the table please?

What?

Mum i'm kind of feel worried you know

[VOICE-OFF ] What?

I don't feel really well I mean, yersteday we went out with Natasha and you know what?

[VOICE-OFF ] Tell me

I saw a girl, we danced, get excited, went to the toilets, had sex

she put her fin*** on my v****

it was fun yeah but

I'm just worried, do you think I can get pragnant without any condom?

No

Don't

Don't do

Don't do that

I'm kidding, I'm kidding

it's a joke don't do that

your parents will have a fucking heart attack after that

go on slowly

slowly!

[ Coming out to your friends ]

[ VOICE OFF ] Hey Eva let's have some drinks tonight

What?

Oh honestly mate I can't be bovered tonight

yersteday I went out with Natasha

I met a girl, we had sex in the toilets

Don't

Don't do

Don't do that!

ok I'm kidding

stop chatting alright

I'll now, give you

the secret

the secret for

the best coming out

of the world

of the world

First tip

Stop giving you pressure

it is not helpfull

be confidente with yourself and everything will be ok

listen when you speack with people

the state of mind you are in

if you are stressed

if you are excited, if you are sad, happy

you'll share all of that with the person with who you are speaking

more you'll be

destressed more you'll be detached

from the situation

and people as an magnet, as a mirror

will get into the same mood as you

also

escape the situations too stressfull

don't do it when your parents have an argument

or I don't know you failed an exam

and they are really upset with you

you know, choice a moment when you feel calm

you are walking next to the beach

you are cooking together

I don't know this environment peacefull, calm

when there is no context

promoting a bad communication

your audience after word

will ask you a million of questions

it's not all the time but sometimes it's happen

it's true having your daughter saying she loves

pussies

can be a little bit

troubling for some parents

so...

if you don't want to be disturbed

or embarrassed by some questions

maybe you should try to listed in your mind

about what kind of questions people

can wants to ask

so you'll less be suprise after word

Yeah there is always usual questions like

it's maybe only a phase

really but...

you...

did you had a bad experience with a boy?

no worries it's just a phase

I think everyone wants one time exploring stuffs when...

when they are young

Yep, some question are really commun no worries

and...

you also have to know people in front of you

it's something really commun from them

they never really get time

to think about the sexuality of them kid

them kid could prefer

could prefer a gender

different of them

listen every situation can happen ok

you have to be aware

about the people in front of you

are not really prepared about it

they can have different reactions

some can stay quiet, really cold

and just have a thought about it for a while

some can ask you a lot

and...

some can maybe cry I don't know

honestly I can't imagine everything

but it's just people don't have...

people don't have necessarily

the habbit to be in front of situation "out of control"

and a little bit

different of usually

from the normality you know

so we have as well

to accept this fact

they will need time to understand

and...

let this information coming into them proper world

do you get it?

otherwise maybe you'll be suprise

they...

your family will massively

massively

don't care about it

you maybe gonna have some reactions like

Common girl I already knew it

or also...

because... you wasn't gay before?

when you start to play football at 5 years I knew it

we can't get back, this child, this kid

she is lesbian obviously

but I have also to tell you this

I can't deny sometimes...

your parents can have really bad reactions

some have to leave them house and become homeless

boys or girls...

so if you think for any reasons

this could happen and you could get into troubles

then

you should prepare a B plan

speak with a trusted friend

who could be able to let you sleep at his place in case

but you have also to know some emergency call numbers can also help you

so you can contact some associations who can

help you

and will give you I guess somewhere where to sleep

even if it's only to talk

you can as well contact them

don't hesitate to talk alright?

I'll put the link in the description because it's really important

you should take distance with that because it's not something you have to do

there is a lot of people who leaves without feeling the necessity to do it

it's not an obligation

listen straight people don't have to do it

so why should we?

but if it's something you feel the need to accomplish to be

more comfortable with yourself do it

but think about it

their is no pressure

you can wait to have a good financial situation

it's never too late

and...

and that's it

that's it, that's it

if you have questions, put it in the comments

and if not...

For more infomation >> Coming Out – 5 free tips [ENS] - Duration: 8:52.

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For more infomation >> Coming Out – 5 free tips [ENS] - Duration: 8:52.

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Seiyo Ryutakuji Temple - Ehime - 龍澤寺 - 4K Ultra HD - Duration: 7:35.

Founded in 1323, the Ryutakuji Temple of Seiyo is located at the entrance of Seiyo Ryutakuji Green Park.

While Ryutakuji is open all year long to the public, the temple itself is actually closed as no more Monks are living there.

It is however thanks to villagers living around that Ryutakuji Temple maintained all year long and still open for us to enjoy.

For more infomation >> Seiyo Ryutakuji Temple - Ehime - 龍澤寺 - 4K Ultra HD - Duration: 7:35.

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For more infomation >> Seiyo Ryutakuji Temple - Ehime - 龍澤寺 - 4K Ultra HD - Duration: 7:35.

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Enter the World of Virtual Rea...

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Sen. Udall: I'm increasingly of the state of mind Trump isn't fit to be president - Duration: 1:58.

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Fiat Punto Evo 1.3 M-Jet Mylife Diesel Navi - Duration: 0:54.

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M&M's Ice Cream Surprise Toys Learn Colors for Kids Tayo the Little Bus Mcqueen Car and School Bus - Duration: 17:44.

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'Meet The Pilot' | A Short Titanfall Animation (SFM) - Duration: 1:16.

Hey, buddy

I'm a pilot

That means i solve problems

not problems like;

how to win an interstellar war between angry farmers and rich suits

Because they would fall within the conflicting views of politicians and governmental powers across the vast sea of the Frontier

I solve practical problems

for example;

How am I gonna stop some mean rancid poor-excuse-for-a-pilot...

maniac from blowing me up in a million little pieces that used to be my body?

The answer?

Use a gun

And, if that don't work...

use a 24-feet tall mechanical robot

Reactivating music

Like this 28-ton advanced AT-cobalt composite armored Atlas-class titan

Designed by the IMC

Piloted by me

And you best hope...

not pointing at you...

For more infomation >> 'Meet The Pilot' | A Short Titanfall Animation (SFM) - Duration: 1:16.

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Santa Receita | Aprenda a fazer uma deliciosa vaca atolada com Roberto Augusto - - Duration: 15:04.

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【東方永夜抄】 Dream World「森羅万象」【Vietsub/Engsub】 - Duration: 3:53.

Dream World English Translation by Releska

Your red eyes are mirrors in which my weak self is reflected.

I longed for them because they were special, because they were different. Ah…

I was a bit too late to notice our trivial misunderstandings.

You left me behind and went away. You vanished with a smile. Ah…

Poets tell lies, saying that partings are sudden,

But meetings are still precious. Let's meet again someday!

Your red eyes are mirrors in which my weak self is reflected.

Nobody is here, within eternity.

Ah, I hope that you will be there for me, reflected in my eyes,

Just like I was there, reflected in yours. Ah…

I lied to myself, saying that endless nights do not exist.

Even if it's false, let's meet again during that night. Ah…

For your sake

I will continue to sow seeds (I hope that tomorrow)

I will continue to water them (I will become)

And no matter how many years it takes… (A stronger person)

White flowers will humbly bloom.

Even as these hours draw to a close, I don't want to let them end in an instant.

The more I wish for eternity, the more fleeting this world is.

You're so lonely. I suppose you hate watching the moon by yourself…

I won't say goodbye

So let's meet again when these flowers bloom.

For more infomation >> 【東方永夜抄】 Dream World「森羅万象」【Vietsub/Engsub】 - Duration: 3:53.

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Jake Bugg - Slumville Sunrise (Cover) + Letra e Tradução - Duration: 3:23.

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Metal Gear 2: Solid Snake | Big Boss Rank - Duration: 1:14:31.

(Save 1)

(Save 2)

(Save 3)

(Save 4)

(Save 5)

(Save 6)

(Save 7)

(Save 8)

(Save 9)

(Save 10)

(Save 11)

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Lake2O | Official Aftermovie | Lake Tahoe 2017 - Duration: 6:30.

Michael Rossoshanskiy Videography

Lake2o Offical Aftermovie

Lake Tahoe 2017

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The 10,000 Buddhas Project from Amanda Giacomini - Duration: 2:58.

- [Woman] I think like the first year was 99.

The second year was maybe like 700 or 800

and then the third year was like thousands

and the fourth year thousands.

And it just kinda picked up steam.

(upbeat music)

It was inspired by a trip I took

to the Adjanta Caves in India where I saw this

amazing, ancient Buddhist mural

of 1,000 little monks sitting together and I wanted

to go back there, I wanted to see it again.

It just had so much resonance for me that I started

to paint Buddhas myself.

And once I started, I just couldn't stop.

When I first committed to making the first 10,000,

the first painting of 99 took me almost a year.

So I was like, uh oh, if I do 10,000, I may not do it

in this lifetime,

unless I find a way to speed up my process.

So that's when I started to learn more

street art techniques and I learned about stenciling

and wheat pasting and print making.

And then once I got into those modalities,

the project really got momentum.

I wanted to paint them so it first looks like

they're all the same,

and then as you look closer, you see that

they're all taking different gestures

because that, to me,

is also kinda how we look at people.

We might look at like, oh these people are all the same

and then we see the uniqueness of each one

and sorta that play between we're all the same,

but we're all a little different too.

When I'm really in it and painting for a while,

or doing a really big mural, sometimes I just drop

into a place that it's so light-filled.

It's just, I don't feel any aches and pains in my body,

my mind is completely steady and one-pointed,

and it really is similar to a state of yoga.

Especially with this project, it's about consistent

effort over a long period of time.

That's one of the yoga sutras.

Abhyasa and vairagya.

It's about being consistent and steady with our practice

and being patient because it takes a long time

for them to take affect.

The number is less important now

than the spirit of the project,

which is to spread a message of compassion

and connectivity and community across the globe.

And I feel like the initial goal was important

to get me to expand my vision

and now that I'm coming up close to it,

I just hope to keep going.

And that mission has no end.

(meditation music)

For more infomation >> The 10,000 Buddhas Project from Amanda Giacomini - Duration: 2:58.

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Let's Play GOOKA 2: the Mystery of Janatris |22| - a Disappearing Guard {EN} - Duration: 9:28.

Murderer's message - I found it after the battle with the killer that wanted to attack Lidra.

Double Cut - This attack causes medium damage that is scaled according to the attacker's Body Strength.

The attacker is slightly fatigued by using this attack.

Take out the judge's wife tonight. Inform our man in the Arena about a successful action.

He will carry a Chorie knife with him.

This actually sounded a bit like the previous Gooka.

Wait, is it possible that this voice actor is actually the voice actor from the first game, just older? Nah.

By the way, originally I thought that Gooka 2 was made by the same development studio, just a different distributor.

However that isn't the case. It is a completely different development team with a completely different distributor. I.E. that's why it sucks so much.

I hope Fuzimi's view of the stream didn't crash again.

Why can't I use telepathy on her? She's in a coma.

Makes no sense. They are trying to kill her because she has some sort of information.

We have the ability to read it. But we can't. I guess it's because that would be too logical for this game.

That text previously read: "Out of the room."

No one's there, except for lags.

I am running this in a FPS unhinged mode, by the way.

By the way you can set crouching and jumping in the non-ingame menu, but you can't actually do that in the game.

Which supports my theory that is was created on a first person shooter engine originally.

The game should run smoother now, I made some tweaks.

I am not going to look inside the walkthrough unless I have to or unless I get to the point of the next side quest (which I know about).

Did anything change? Because it is night now.

The background music is glitching out, like always. Can't Gooka run faster? This is annoying.

I doubt there is going to be any change. Let's go to the town instead of running everywhere for a change that isn't there.

StreamChat FuzimiCZE: It's crashing again. :(

Let's go see the bad stretched textures at night, shall we?

Unfortunately this was my first stream after HitBox changed into SmashCast, and as you can see, there are problems here, not just at my side, but on theirs as well.

Not on my side, seemingly.

Also I'm recording this in the evening of a day that I started by waking up at 2 AM. Next time, better time management would be nice.

--//-- .... wait, it isn't the same! GODDAMNIT!

Fuzimi: Right now there are going to be two free days - the third day in the week and the fourth (because I don't remember the names of months, days, etc. It's all useless information for me. :P )

I'll send a message about the state of the repairs to Avaral, if you are going to be there.

And a message about the state of your wife, of course.

I hope everything will work out, and that I will return before the repairs. Thanks.

Farewell, sir, let Glux guide your steps!

Bye.

Fuzimi: Glux! Electrolux!

Unfortunately Fuzimi didn't respond to my messages afterwards, so we couldn't organize a stream / playing at the days he was free on, as he wrote here.

Right now I'm actually telling Fuzimi how I actually got a job as a Java programmer.

Fuzimi: God save us. Me: In the last 15 meters there were like 4 camera changes.

It's coding for machines that count radioactivity. (the job)

There are walking guards here now. And some new music. Let's raise its volume.

Unfortunately those volume sliders are glitching out.

Fuzimi: Well, the entire region of Morava will shine very brightly then. Me: I think so too.

Where is the guard? HE DESPAWNED! :D :D :D

Great.

Fuzimi: Clearly that's some very well coded volume menu right there.

I just got stuck on something I don't see due to the bad camera angle.

Why is he outside now? The rats are gone. He's just standing here. And I can't even talk to him.

Fuzimi: That was probably a brothel, hmm.

I'm actually surprised that there wasn't a big black nothing with a crash.

By the way, another absolute failure of game design - I didn't know which game to load.

And it shows the time of saving only after putting the mouse over it. So I had to go over each one to compare them.

And that took some time that could be used on something less shi.tty.

And I just realized that I forgot to backup the saved games. I have to do that now.

Fuzimi: You should've punched that guard. Me: I would like to, but the game doesn't allow me to.

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