when you feel comfortable that you are you have left is you will not engage
with them this is already something beautiful you've made a choice you make
a choice I don't want to engage with my thoughts about past and present and
future you know because this really matters to me that I'm really present
and I really give my full attention to what more she is fighting and it is very
simple so you're here now normally the mind will come and say well okay I've
done what you asked what now what's the next thing and I'm gonna say there's no
next thing I want you for now don't go to next because that's your stretch
towards future again don't touch the idea of expecting something for now just
be totally empty even of next so that may seem very unusual that I'm not
leading you down the road understand just stop this is just a stop no past no
future no present no next okay and no hold on to your identity also of who you
think you are and what none of this just be empty of all of this
you're simply here
and you're not waiting don't be waiting just notice what I speak with you and
just be with this don't be waiting if this is possible for you I'm only
bringing your attention to now and here that's all just be if you are just now
no baggage of past and what you want to do in the future just leave that alone
for a moment and you're just here now
and now that you're here I can ask you some simple questions
don't be trying don't be making any effort because the now does not need
your effort to be here you don't need any effort you're already here
there is an awareness here you're simply here and you are aware that you are here
this now that is
can this fade this we're not gonna give it any I call it the what is it will do
for now what is here which is yourself you are
here I didn't say leave yourself outside I
say leave your stuff outside you're here without your stories about you and your
albums about you and just you just you
and the awareness and awareness is here using this this effortless isness
can it go away I'm asking you now and I need some feedback from you can it go
away not in Category does it have a shape I
asked
what about size how big is it or how small is the surf size color
whatever is here is it your belief at the back over there
you can answer no it's not merely belief
can it be touched No
does it have any moods in itself no no moods
here's a good one can it be sick no you're quite sure cannot be sick
can it expand oh not so much answers now can it expand to expand means you have a
size would you agree yeah so can it expand no it's not that bad
supposing you whilst being aware of it you fell asleep when you wake up would
it be gone you sure okay I'm gonna ask you a very
difficult one can it die over there you
it can be loved someone say can be loved by whom can it be loved this let's go
down a little bit now because I you need it can be loved and I'm not disagreeing
I'm only asking now by whom can it be loved by itself let me ask you another
thing one thing how close to you are it is it I mean closer would you say
intimate or which is very close or a millimeter or more how close are you to
it nor distance nor distance
and if I say you sure you're not just imagining all of this over this side
here no you're a bit weak on this side no what's up what about you you
imagining you're sure you're not imagining I have not shown magic powder
in your face and you are seeing with your own light
and if you came from say Croatia or from you know Mexico or someplace you know I
mean is it that you live too far for it to come with you or what will it travel
with you when you go back yes extra seats in the plane huh he she's
traveling in it okay let's just stop for a moment and and really check in with
what you were saying
hmm it cannot travel just stop for a moment and we are checking in if what
you are discovering and saying is it true
just be with it
is there it and you so yourself and it's are one and the same utilities
was it born sometime when you born sometime really
where are you answering these questions from
anybody here where you answer where these answers coming from from your head
from your senses
if yourself and this is identical or is one more putting limits it is one and
you say it has no complaint it cannot be sick can't die it cannot go
away
but yet all our lives we have not recognized it where was it so I'm asking
you how important is this discovery today you must be for yourself
because either your mind is gonna say yeah that's really quite hey that's neat
they're all awesome man wow it's really good we can practice that sometimes I
got the secret now yay-hey I went to see Mooji and I'm awake I'm enlightened man
I'm starting my own series next week is it so perhaps it's more like a beginning
for many people because before this recognition we speak about you know but
you know you're looking at this when you know sometimes people not sure Emma yeah
Mia but you cannot be this but I'm not sure but today you are clear that you
have a fixed point from where you can compare something because something on
this side or some way is gonna say yeah but you know this and yeah button you
have to look and say is that you but it feels like you there's a space a
dimension of expression which is very very personal a place you feel you know
very well your identity your person where does that operate in the what is
is it just two distinct things have nothing to do with each other
he says that the personality and so on gives a flavor to the consciousness it's
not bad we can look more you're saying over there so so quite rightly she said
at the moment it still feels like - okay which is honest good still feels like -
and so you're you're speaking as the what is or as the person the come come
come we want to hear even though you're scared to speak want to hear what you
speak everything you see for one who is
genuinely searching looking for what is true everything every doubt everything
you're going to use it as a mirror in a way either as a mirror or as a window to
look through or look at where your voice is coming from where your identity is
coming from where these thoughts are coming from let's take a look it's like
I know I know but mind is just like we're saying well if you know that I'm
not going to be here right which means I'm back in the person again no no no
don't do minds work for him
the mind just starts a sentence you finish it off it it's like you know like
opposed mine say like that and suppose it comes from the mind and it says like
this you know if you if this is true then I'm what do you say I'm out of here
Wow a little it's like my mind's gone off on one and it's like I've been
trying to do like the inquiry with like who's like going off on one and if I'm
family's down yeah sorry you being what again just qualify yourself me who is
speaking now well I don't you see I I don't know if this is it's like I really
want to clear something up and it's like mind is saying to me you know go on you
speak to Mooji and I've got you in a corner because it's like this is now
mind is asking the question and mind shouldn't be like asking the question
it's like it's got me in this little box now that I just don't speak because
whatever I say is gonna be from the mind is until identified as that which the
mind is capable of speaking with and having a relationship with the idea you
have of yourself is where your identity is holding on that mind the
psychological force of the mind that you're speaking about and from it cannot
intimidate the pure self it cannot intimidate the what is by the way isn't
it yes can it intimidate to what is no no okay so it has to find something that
it can that it can intimidate the one who will jump when you go move okay and
presently that one your volunteer I am that one okay because
your self-evaluation is of someone who can lose this thing or can be held by
the mind and the mind is gonna go it off top gear but pepper and you go out out
out out please please I would be a good girl I
won't go to moody again and have the yourself something has been this that
identity is reacting that way and perhaps it's the only way you think or
that's the only space you really fit as a person you fit into that space and
you're not as yet you know acclimatize yourself to your newfound space of the
what is ness it's the snow down so we can listen we can go over that because
when it first emerged in me that we were going to the this this example this
invitation was being presented I first felt this is the end of my work because
I can show you you and that will be it but it's not it I'll show you and you
see a hard it's what I am and then another series of work begins
to clarify your doubts because something is still going back to the old regime of
identity and say yes I know the one is been there it's really nice it's really
together okay but I am not together right now so I don't qualify to say I am
do what is in my present state we need to look at that which is speaking and to
not from some abstract place but from the place where I'm asking you for now
don't study about this just be with it just be
with it just like you've just delivered the baby and you just be with it okay
you don't be interviewing the baby okay just be with the baby just be there okay
and your love or your growing appreciation because I say growing
because it can be a very slow thing you have not felt the impact of your seeing
yet you see it's gonna feel like a slow release tablet you take it you feel
nothing for a bit and gradually its power is waking up in you that's the
impact of seeing it's not just a slap in the face and oh mr. Buddha no it is
somehow that you've been hit and you don't realize it's too fast
somebody was saying one man was saying I'm skipping a little bit still for you
so don't go to sleep okay said that they were talking about Bruce Lee Bruce is
great martial artist no and he said that they were on a set and they were
practicing a scene and Bruce Lee was showing the actors what to do and some
of the other actors were saying he's not as good he's not as good as they make
him out to be he's just an actor he's not that good at
the same time one of these wannabe actors jumped out from above on
something challenged Bruce Lee someone take me on we have a break now I want to
see how good you are okay so Bruce Lee said to him attack me anyway so he threw
chickpea he says so the man threw a kick and Bruce T simply blocked it then it
was Bruce Lee's time Bruce Lee threw a kick
and it was so fast I did nothing happened okay so the guy was laughing
like you know there was nothing and then he spat all his blood and teeth out not
a nice thing to be saying in satsang in the moment but a good example no okay
meaning that it was so fast okay even he himself didn't feel the impact
itself no but he's going to laugh okay I'm not gonna say something is gonna
happen to you but the impact of seeing is like this it has happened and
gradually Wow waves of illumination will begin to
surface within you and you will come to know without study
even why because here now you are just being with it it's like what is what is
I mean it's nothing to describe there's nothing you can share as I can give you
a piece of what is you know I've got plenty or something you can't share it
like that it has it is not any religion specifically it is not anything personal
it cannot be sick it cannot die you cannot leave where has it been all
my life well right here Wow how do you explain this don't keep quiet
keep looking at it looking towards it being one with it and gradually
gradually it will begin to flower in you
you follow because at first what's gonna happen is your mind goes yeah well you
know been there done that well very nice I know where to go next time feeling a
little bit Moody I just go to do what is no you won't because it is as dole in
the play of life not in the reality itself in the play of life it is as
though your mind has been trying to catch your attention so you don't
recognize the what is it's like every time anything comes close it we'll give
it another label another reading and your attention just go there as you're
coming close to recognition mine throws a stone in the bush and you know what
was that and you're off the scent again it plays like this and funny enough it
seems like it's meant to play like that hmm for a while until you are
sufficiently ripe enough to grasp something of it
the life will give you the nature of life in its expansive evolutionary
movement is that it doesn't give you full solution it gives you a hint and
you must exercise your discernment you must grow in your power to recognize and
then as you recognize you exercise you're developing spiritual muscles and
spiritual muscles or that you look and then you discern and you feel oh you you
come to higher and higher states of consciousness not because gives you
fully when you are fully mature then you get even what you'll not ask for
you don't even have to want the one who is mature in heart is without once you
know what please give me and what didn't I have no one the one who has no ones is
free the one who has a lot of once does not know themself yourself is the source
of all things it satisfies itself and we are growing back it's almost as though
in this life the opportunity is to win yourself back from states of delusion
whereby you're not perceiving correctly we are perceiving on the basis of being
a person which is a very contracted very limited form of consciousness it is
consciousness also but it is a very under capped consciousness it's a very
restricted consciousness but because of the momentum of habit because of because
of habit something a reflex goes back to the old regime of being and that will
happen for a while as you're slowly crossing over a shift from person to
presence and from presence to pure awareness this is the real evolution
so it is not so out of place what you've said I expect that that as a result of
your seeing now of course the old the old identity will still spring up
don't be super surprised about that but each time you know something you say
yeah but you know I've lost it now at a certain point you are not going to that
voice will not have any influence over you it's no it's not even a voice like
saying that I've lost it it's like talking about because like another word
for consciousness is God isn't it and you talk about blasphemy I speak
about blasphemy in what context the people to say like my god is blasphemy
will say that for people to say that they like people can't admit that like
the god self because it's blasphemy no you're misquoting how it's and I say
that you know some people feel to say that you are one with God isn't as for
me but I say rather to feel that you are apart from God is blasphemy it can also
be seen like that isn't it that where would you get your power from where is
your source that you can speak on it and you see so the language is very very
open we say you know depending on what your culture is and the way of looking
is it people say things like that but
I'm not saying that you are to say that you're equal to them saying you're one
with one with mean of the house of God I'm in harmony with that field of God
you can say that is only brought about to your awareness and show your inner
recognition if you say it prematurely it amounts to an arrogance it means nothing
at all you see even you don't have to be saying this you're seeing this you're
seeing that well where else can I be from where am i Who am I when we have
the feeling that we are just the body and our conditioning you feel yourself
to be an objective entity solid and tangible so therefore you search in life
for things which are equally tangible and objective you see that's what you
love and and you are very much attached to the the fruit of the senses and the
projections of the mind as you become more and more established in a subtler
consciousness the body feels an inadequate representation of what
consciousness is you see so you are experiencing yourself not so much as
form but in formlessness and anyone who meditate or you're contemplating or
inquiring you're coming to I kind of formlessness that where the seeing is
emerging from that cannot be seen because it is not it doesn't have this
is not an elemental quality it doesn't have is not have shape or size it is
more spatial so something feels growingly comfortable with that
recognition so it is a maturing you see like that eventually you will see that
you will not worry so much for the form because you are in your formula state
you're happy with the form and you are beyond the form and you are still happy
with the farm you follow and you must be experiencing this also it's not
something I'm giving you some futuristic thing everything is now but whether
you're able to to appreciate it or to recognize it now
done I don't know that may take a little bit more time I think what was like when
I said about being in a box it was if like I'm I was damned on both sides so
that you were what I was like damned on both sides so to admit that I'm not one
with God on one side was like wrong to say and then like you say to say I'm not
of God is wrong also so it was like I was condemned or like damned on both
sides I'm and when I did you know when you did the invitation and and I don't
like to say the words I got it but it was like no it wasn't good
you can only see yo what can happen here is simply because you're thinking too
personally mm-hmm when you're thinking personally when you're wrong in the body
mind your thoughts become very personal and you'll perceive God personally you
understand we were talking about this before that at one time we were only
taught that you know yeah well God is up there and you know we are down here and
we are just as creatures and so on but in in real experiencing we found that is
when I believe I'm just this body and this mind it is actually a very low
belief system can I say like this it is like it is not an honorable thought at
all that you are merely your body just something which is perishable and your
mind which is so fluctuating the mind is not stable at all
who can disagree with that that the bodies go back to the earth and and the
mind stuff just it the seed of the mind if it carries a lot of identity okay it
will go somewhere when the body drops and to carry that thought and that
thought will seem will need an instrument through which it can continue
to sort itself out if you want to call it reincarnation
I'm not going to stress on that right now but your idea of yourself as just
only the body and the body mind conditioning is a lowly thought and if
you believe it which we are all brought up to believe my dance okay we become
very easily victims of life the mind force of the the darker energies and so
on they would easily overwhelm you because you think of yourself as
perishable you understand you will we will be prone to feelings of guilt and
fear and judgment and damnation and just unforgivable unworthiness all these
things you will know these kind of qualities more you see because you think
of yourself as a thing and things are passing and perishable but has you begin
to to be pointed inwardly and grace helps you to do that to look internally
when you look in Donnelly you begin to discover eternal when you begin to look
inside you see that but but all these forms are being seen but the seer of
them can the seer of them be seen and when you really genuinely try to find
who is seeing these and not just assume or speak from what
you've read in a book but really look for yourself you find the seer cannot be
seen and that is a fact of experiencing and that something feels more truthful
more open more universal more powerful more more just beautiful it feels very
natural and all of these other higher qualities are coming in because when
you're hold a saw that you are only the body mind that cannot embrace the higher
consciousness see see only as you are discovering your formlessness you can
then be capable of perceiving the higher modes of consciousness and then it will
not feel all blasphemy and all these all these thoughts which makes a human being
feel heavy and and afraid they will thin away because they you have transcended
them your mind has gone to a higher altitude of consciousness and these
lower impressions and vibrations they cannot breathe in that altitude so they
will stay only in the low area of of the manifest you see what mine said when I
had the recognition was if this is consciousness well this is mindless
saying about the recognition if this is consciousness it's not very
is it not it's not a reflection of how glorious God is because like you said I
think I had a perception of how it should be because you know you know yes
I said to you this is a beginning okay you've come to a door and you think
you've seen the mansion you are just stepped in through the
front door or anything while you also this is the manager now
but mind makes me feel so bad when I'm sitting there and everyone you asked the
question everybody yes - me yes your mind says things that you believe mine
say things and you believe them and by believing them it you used to come to
feel very shrunken than anything aha your believer in your mind you see so as
long as you keep looking from the place of the person it it will feel as though
you know my mind is beating my mind is like this and so on but it is there one
day you will thank your mind you will say thank you because when I believe
myself to be a person you were on my back okay
biting me so that I will jump out of the person and into presence when I was in
presence you could not bite me your bite pushed me to presence you see when you
flatter me you made me go to sleep to who I am but when you kick me I woke up
to who I am you see
thank you
French okay she's right with you at me huh well is
one there - also - sketchy Fiona glasses I did only la première fois everything
you do in the exercise what everything you do in the word in the exercise was
given on the first time to share it la première fois i did only shittier on say
service the armoire I should say positively by the leader shows diversity
Pantera salsa so it touches to the beam and the first time he had an experience
with the beingness at the ping he was you were a kid he was a kid
some trust him a pussy coconut saw Alex Dario say she say don't really do become
she all got her mo met a judge I'm positive a ha ha ha
so the first time it happened he didn't know what it is but he wanted to
understand like looking outside what it was so he started to read books and in
the second time sativa you see his son girl she needs potassium some tea with
us some momentarily fix some partial please mr. Panzer so second time this
kind of experience and he didn't know he was surprised
about it he likes something him without expectations that was him velocity as
Mahalo Nyonya in every patio traduction a renowned plasmon Jim Neary on concrete
measures we thought he'd have a child
Anita death the third time it was in Zimmer last year there was no
translation so he couldn't understand but he was in this state of the penis
but you have to become come more forward come more to now what you want to know
we forgot to jump you sophisticated is do not know the place on women and no I
will not know consulate rejection so now like in the present when he has the
translation today despite this disappears this what disappeared
despairing monitor that his state of bling state of being has disappeared
and what weakness to disappearance of the state of being whiskey whiskey
observers at this policy under later the letter
if the beingness itself disappear hmm whatever weakness the disappearance of
the being is it concerned about disappearance being CEO later delayed or
despair the wickiup service a disparity unrelated let it heal remember preoccupy
pass at this disparity oh nice power upon her a victim on Montel he doesn't
manage to answer with his mind it really deep okay is he happy about it are you
to confound Ursula no so it is not weakness from the from the what is it's
more that his mind is having a sense that his beingness is disappeared which
is natural significant cash was key to observe a party of the don't order a
search a SATA motel he said sensation in despair I see oh it's just a thought you
are believing in system concern I can't you walk yeah
when the beingness itself becomes insignificant or if it disappears you
should be in the state of the highest
called a concept evolved edit this part did a great work of it on little you
preserve a tremendous a little presently
what he is faking is that the feeling is putting the state of being like maybe a
particular beautiful feeling is not being felt anymore so it feels as though
this state of being is gone security oppelo little delayed signal causes a
sensation value in agreeable like Thiele modulus le display we don't allow Conoco
data to let a despairing normals Congress resorted cocoon is a theta
conversely partied asthma when he recognized this state when he left the
Zimmer open ah wha - screeches flick VV everything you were explaining for one
month he was living that generation clicks potassium male 1 the dorita I
have the feeling that explanations puts a distance with the state
he has a feeling that explanations are like putting a distance like putting not
necessarily you know and you in the mature state these things you will not
feel like that when you are in a more early stages you're easy to distract it
you see when you in an early stage you're easily distracted if you're
training a dog or something no you're just start to train then you
say every time you say sit and you're you're holding the string you know sit
know and you sit for a minute and I'm sorry I don't have his French
translation maybe is what you're saying no no doesn't it up you use a fancy
premier Sir John the first mr. supportive capacity up to a beaucoup Mon
this tray you have to speak a bit more quickly
maybe we can listen with this one no I can't okay
anyway shit did you say sit dog sits but as soon as another dog pass he's he's
gone okay so then you come back you know and
then you each time you say sit sit and our dog goes he goes and then you pull
him back then gradually one time you you say sit dog goes and that's the eyes go
is he sit the dog one dog or nothing happens you see then he's trained you
see so at first it's like this I say just be with this be with this and then
the mind comes hello oh he's gone if they come now be here you know you
sit there then the mind says oh you remember yesterday I said no sit yeah no
this is training no it's not even I am saying you should be saying it to
yourself maybe if you're with the teacher these watching every time when
you go off there's no you stay stay stay and you feel like irritable just go stay
but as soon as this discipline is up and inside you feel so free you're totally
free we can go anywhere because you cannot be distracted anymore so it still
too early in this seeing sit incubate marinate in this state you know the mind
comes yeah
we
you have to give a little bit.you we say you want everything but you give so
little of yourself for that you must stay with it a little bit this is how
you prove your your value not just as soon as something from the past come
you've you're gone so it has to stabilize and become more strong and
it's not a long time considering how long we've been asleep can I say like
that yeah and this sleep is not just sweet
dreams so now you wake up you know and then somebody come can I give you but
your sleeping tablet Oh No enough sleep easy so something inside you this way
said hours wait and see I will look and see who will be the one who will be with
this and and and and marinating it who will keep just being here when the mind
is saying all wonderful philosophical things on Oh spiritual you just stay
here you are just here sitting rocking in the arms of God you did nothing more
right now nothing more right now like that and that would be your chance
mine will say uh but you're not gonna get strong just lying around like that
and you have to check that through say no not true
really you see you can't just Norma's Lister no no listen to what he's saying
and use your power check in here and it says no it's not true go away it's not
true so you're not afraid of your mind in the end he'll be afraid of you little
bit but because you're not wicked you know gradually you come join you is to
come ok then you can he can come in because he is the same source as the one
who imagines himself to be the person they are both from the same source
they must merge in the same source and then all this show all this suffering
will be finished and come to it while you are while this body is still warm
yes find find the imperishable one while you have time find a timeless one
and don't waste your time on you know just speculations and no you must
experience first rather than speculate or assume you must also experience what
you believe must become experience and then the truth is fear is verified
inside you
gee
okay okay you come see thank you very good thank
you
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