we don't have a seat for her
and you can come the closer also in life you like
sometime
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okay mmm
well namaste welcome everyone to satsang under this beautiful tree today
so very good many new faces I've not met before can you hear me also where you
are the front the extremities you can hear okay and if you have some
difficulty in hearing you can also come closer if you like even I don't know how
many people here have been to satsang before I have an idea what it is is
there some people not been before to satsang okay so I then I can start a
little tiny bit saying what the term itself do you all speak English or by
the way no and so I am going to speak in English the term satsang satsang is a
Sanskrit term and literally meaning of satsang is to associate with the highest
expression of truth this is what it means literally but how most people
encounter this experience usually is in gatherings like this where we come
together and we put our doubts or questions or testimonies or so about
your own experience and not really reporting about the experience of some
other person but speak for yourself and the investigation here the exploration
here is into the true nature of what we are the true nature of what we are and
the emphasis in satsang is not so much to teach
to teach you anything but more to point to what is immediate a natural
effortless and what is known widely in the world as awakening or
self-realization now as I use this term for me it is a
very simple very very simple thing it means not something that is going to be
given to you or not something or state that you are going to create but more
what you will recognize or discover it is already here when we speak or when I
speak about the truth I am speaking about what is already here and it's got
nothing to do with choice it is just what is somehow in our experience we
feel and believe ourselves to be this body only and the conditioning that came
to us in this body's life or some people may understand a sense of programming
that came through the conditioning of being a human being
growing up in any particular culture or in place and believing yourself to be
what you are taught and is commonly believed by most people that we are all
personalities so if you are comfortable with that identity you'll most probably
not come to a satsang meeting if there are questions that are still
alive in you as to the true nature of what is this all about
Who am I that which says I inside this body which is the most missed understood
the most misunderstood word concept hmm then satsang is for you I don't want to
try and go further in explaining it is not a philosophy it is a direct way of
recognition or self recognition but I don't want to speak too much about that
if you are new here I would ask you just to be patient with your questions if you
feel some questions are coming for the moment maybe you just hold back a little
bit and get a sense of what is being discussed here generally speaking I am
not so much wanting to speak about personal things domestic problems right
now and I'll tell you why there are much more important things to discuss and if
we go into them more deeply that's single subject and explore it more
deeply you'll find answers to all your problems
so-called problems so it is not about focusing on just your private emotional
life necessarily only but if this is something that is burning for you by all
means welcome come and talk about it and we see what will come out I have not
prepared any speech for you today and nor will I ever do that because it would
not be consistent with a life that is unfolding in truth actually our life is
a spontaneous unfolding in its most exquisite expression life is spontaneity
if you find that you are planning ahead to live strategizing your exists
you will not be happy the existence it is possible to be fully yourself without
labour without struggle we could go on talking like this I don't want to I want
to meet you the opportunity in satsang is to meet
you as you really are beyond how you imagine yourself to be this is the
challenge and the opportunity and so everything is freshly unfolding now so I
am inviting any question you may have or concerning whatever feels important for
you and let's see where we go with with it today so big welcome to everybody and
those who are new for the first time as I said before full welcome to you be
present here if you can be in a state of some openness it will be good if you
feel some resistance which is quite likely some resistance judgments will
come especially for your hearing words and concepts which are for you new you
may find that resistance will come doubts will come it's not the first time
stay open and as much as possible be in a state of neutrality then if there's
something that is worth looking more deeply in it will come to the surface
this is my encouragement to you so I leave it like that
your turn
okay go straight ahead
it's about control you say life you vote no don't speak slowly for a moment okay
okay you said life without plan without control life without plan without
control okay yes I would say that my life till now was about control planning
it was plan a B C and D started a strategizing and I would say a lot of
resistance towards life and yeah everything would just fall apart and now
I would say I don't have back-up plan I don't have even a plan do you cannot
understand should I repeat a little bit so he's saying that yeah up until now
too recently she for her life was very much about control about planning ahead
strategizing what to do where to go how to be all of these things and then
somehow you said something like something fell apart her life for your
you say your life fall apart still here
I'm still here but it's strange I really don't know how to live like it is okay
we can stop for a moment were rich in that she's saying my life until now it
was the life of control as many people feel about life that you have to have
some control know where you're going or because otherwise if no control what do
we imagine what happen you have no control what do we imagine may happen
hmmm chaos chaos may happen yes in any case it was felt to be very important
it's important and also to think ahead after all for many of us we are brought
up with a very strong sense of mm the need to to be the architect in your own
existence to plan what you want to do to to to fulfill your dreams pursue your
dreams and so on so what she's saying is nothing new for many people life of
control seems very responsible muscle because to be out of control sometimes
is equated with being mad you're mad you have no control in your life so anyhow
at some point she say life as it was lived until that point fell apart and
life fall apart and she started laughing some I don't know why but life is
falling apart somehow and then I say she said I don't know I don't know what I'm
doing I don't know anything anymore I don't know anything anymore don't know
what I'm doing you said like this yes anything else I've missed out I would
say that my previous life was like living Kannada to the Fire Dog all the
time living near to the fire quite boring I would say there was a lot of
resistance towards life and I would say it caused a lot of these costs a lot of
suffering because whatever happened it was always a lot of resistance so you're
also saying that until that point your life was lived almost anticipating some
catastrophe and this is not also so new many people they feel a lie
is on always on the verge of some kind of chaos or
something something very wrong will happen if I do if I let go of the reins
of control like this so she's speaking something I think many people could
stand behind her and say actually I'm in the same queue the similar thing
happened for me but then also you used the word I felt like I was living by the
exit door the fire door you say maybe by the exit door and lot of resistance to
life so what the the the falling apart of this world you talked about was a
good thing or not never think about it even about such a possibility beautiful
she's saying things like that anywhere else but here might be not the best
thing because to say that your life is falling apart is most people's nightmare
of what could possibly happen my dream world my life fall apart you know it's
something that is a very scary idea for many people who wants a life that falls
apart well actually quite a few people at
least in some places if your life fall apart one girl she came also to satsang
and she said Mooji today I lost my boyfriend and then so obviously it was
his apartment so I lost my home I lost my phone also and I feel like my life is
falling apart and at the same time I feel is the best thing happening to me
so again another unusual thing and people feel they say I want also this to
happen it looks if she if my life will look like
ha now she is fall apart what it mean that something new refreshing is
emerging will come out of this maybe sometimes we are holding on to a kind of
life that is full of stale energies and not really breathing not spontaneous
everything heavy so this kind of falling apart is something very beautiful of
course we don't feel like that in the moment but often quickly following more
spaces coming back because if you're living a life which is full of control
and strategy you will feel that your existence starts to become a little
claustrophobic no space no space for others no space for fresh ideas even
always living in some state of agitation really happy in the moment always
planning to be happy later all these things you see it was always kind of yes
I I could say that always life was kind of in the future it was never in the
moment it was yes it will happen somewhere in the future but not now yes
because now what was happening very busy very busy trying to kind of forget about
all the spheres around what was happening
it's very peaceful but sometimes yes I have this kicking in fear what's not
what aren't now yes actually and that's how the trouble started in the first
place you're in a state of contentment and the thought or the feelings come up
okay now what or what's next this also is a signature behavior of the
mind while you're having breakfast you're thinking what is for lunch and
when you're having lunch what will be for dinner
it's always on to the next ride the mind is like that the egoic mind is like that
conditioned mind is like that so really you will feel at rest really feel at
rest because always the anticipation is the next moment the next moment what
will be next moment so if you feel this type of thinking this type of thought
coming up just be aware of it be aware of this but be clear that that is only
also another thought movement in you don't purchase it because quite often we
are accepting believing grasping onto concepts which are of no value to you at
all so let them come by all means don't try to suppress their appearance but
don't purchase get used to just be aware without purchasing these thoughts and so
you will see that they come and go and don't write themselves into memory until
or unless the mind says something happens experientially nothing happened
something happened or something does not happen is nothing external to you your
self determine whether something happen or not it may not seem like that but if
we slow down in our thinking and really focus on this question you may come to
see that something in your mind will determine whether something is worth
recording registering or not as your mind becomes more familiar again with
its original source the need to retain impressions will become less and less
and when this need to retain impressions become less and less a spontaneity is
emerging in your life as it should be a lightness a freshness maybe even a
childlike quality is returning again so it is as though your own being is being
oxygenated again you're not living from past or future perhaps in a whole
lifetime of 30 or 40 years some beings really are present for more than 20
minutes the attention is oscillating between past and future such is the
nature of the conditioned mind it is like that
he had a feeling like I build a kind of fortress around me trying to I don't
know what I wanted to save but yes it just kind of falling apart
no yes up until now she say I've built some protective wall around myself a
fortress around myself why why would anybody build a wall around himself
except if you feel vulnerable why would you need to protect yourself except if
you feel vulnerable insecure this is why something wants to be protected this is
not the nature of true mind the natural mind does not behave like this it is not
a fearful state natural pure present alive true
you know sense not naive
but then you continue you say that sense of that that cocoon that wall that I was
hiding inside this wall this wall now itself is breaking down very good
already an auspicious sign this wall that we build around ourselves a wall of
false concepts and that is going also
that is your good fortune
what's left to happen now it's scary but it's beautiful it's definitely beautiful
scary because in the past we live a life of control because we want to know what
is the next step you want to know when you are afraid you want to know the next
step is going to be safe will be guaranteed this is the life of someone
who is in fear can I step forward can I be open can I trust you
these are the words that will speak you see so now all of that is stripped away
that vulnerability is going not totally gone but a new life is unfolding and
your life is coming to the surface but there's still a question there's still
some hesitation such as would I be safe I don't know what you didn't use this
word you say maybe a fear of unknown even the sense I don't know what is
coming so that all ghost is still there you
don't know what is coming well actually the most beings in the
world they don't know what is coming that's why life is so alive you don't
need to know what is coming you only need to know that you are this is the
thing that's worth knowing not what is coming not what is next but that I am
that you need to know and really a life of meditation is again a kind of self
focusing to be aware of that great power that is inside our body inside this body
this power of being that announces itself in the feeling I am in a sense I
am points to consciousness when we say I the true import of I is consciousness
not personality personality is a later development earlier than personality
that's sense of pure presence and this feeling of presence this feeling I am it
is not the body it has no belief system it's not a man or woman it's not Muslim
or Christian or Hindu or atheist it is pure being that sense I am I exist it is
complete it doesn't have to hold on to any other concept it points only to that
pure intuition the sense I am
when we somehow become easily aware naturally aware of the vibration the
sense of presence the feeling I am and focus the energy only on staying as I am
without connecting with other concepts so that this vibration this presence is
unmixed when the feeling of existence the feeling I am I exist marinates in
itself stays only in itself the perfume that arises out of this state is peace
and space and joy wisdom and an intuitive and spontaneous knowing that I
am timeless this is the fruit of this self-awareness perhaps one of the purest
forms of meditation and the simplest the most natural because the feeling I am is
always with you in your conscious state
now I don't know how much of the words you're hearing you are following it is
okay it is okay particularly if you are new to this to this exploration it is
okay because something brought you here just in that something if you're open
you will come to perhaps feel the vibration of what is being pointed
towards intuitively
if your name is say John as an example
you can only be John for about 16 hours a day if a day if we take a day to be 24
hours you can only be John or Susan or that drawer whatever name for about 16
hours which is the 16 hours of your waking State
then sleep will come and when sleep comes it will remove your name and your
world and your identity I am NOT talking merely about to dreaming because
dreaming is also another state of consciousness but when deep sleep come
it will take away all that is apparently known to you including your sense of
self will not be there you could get married today this evening honeymoon but
when sleep come your bride or your bridegroom cannot accompany you into
that state nothing is there to name no form no time no future no relationship
no belief and yet we are not afraid to enter this state every day you go into
this state willingly even look forward to the state I say that we spend money
to buy the best mattress the best bed in order to forget everything
including your own sense of self where do we go
I don't think anybody's purchasing beds for dreaming deep sleep because also in
deep sleep you are but not the way we think we are now you are still there
because there cannot be a real break in your being continuous
that state which we enjoy even in deep sleep is present even now it is here
with the waking state superimposed over it
beyond the conscious mind we still exist like even right now we know we're
conscious if consciousness were slowly departing from us it will be witnessed
something that doesn't depart will witness the moving away of consciousness
this one has no name has no religion
to be aware of this consciously is called liberation freedom even now as we
speak and listen that state is eternally present which is not participating it is
not designed it is not deciding something but listening being feeling
imagining experiencing all take place inside it and all sensations report to
that I am just saying this now
you say there's a little fear of the unknown I want to tell you something
you are the unknown you are the unknown
imagining ourselves to be the apparent known
these words might seem strange but they're true
that aspect of our self which became conditioned or cultured and sprung up as
a secondary identity the identity we call our personality is not your true
self
that personality you yourself are seeing you yourself are aware of it and it is a
constantly changing self-portrait no portrait of you is you
so what is happening to you very beautiful great fortune because
sometimes unless there's a certain amount of at least unless there's a
certain amount of falling apart nests we don't discover the full truth if life
works at the level of our delusion if life worked only at the level of our
dreams and our projections we will never discover the truth life at the bodily
personality level is meant to be difficult it's meant to not work so that
the aspiration is there to go beyond to return to where we began to come home to
our true self
they are communities cultures where what I'm sharing with you are known very
early in in in say childhood even as much as can be absorbed they are
learning these things remembering these things
so if some advice can be offered it will be only this advice don't panic
keep quiet but without waiting notice that
everything that appears to you in the form of thought or emotion or any image
there are only phenomena appearing and disappearing of no lasting value do not
force them to move on but also do not try to contain them see them like clouds
passing in the infinite sky let them come and go but wanting is important pay
attention to the space in which they appear that is the space of our own
being these are simple things I'm pointing out if we listen with the mind
only it might seem very far away very complex
but if you listen in a space of your own self it will be easy to assimilate what
I'm speaking I am not telling you to move from here to the left or to the
right and to go and do something right where you're sitting this knowledge will
unfold inside you and how vast is the space that it points to
I always seems to be so small I always think about myself as something so small
yes but this space is fast the real self is neither big nor small it is sizeless
weightless timeless no words or quality can contain or
convey it it is like space but it is not spaced out when someone comes to the
stage in their introspection you might say like this or in this stage of
insight I will tell you keep quiet you don't have to go about reading lots of
books or studying or saying many prayers you don't have to do this if you only
keep quiet within your own being soon soon enough waves of illumination
will come to your mind to remove what is not real like that a beautiful movement
thank you very good
I was looking at something somebody wrote in something I want to read maybe
a little part of it it's an email and this person says dear Mooji I have been
watching and listening to many of your Sat songs although we never met in
person I feel very close to you the awareness path and the teachings she she
continues awareness is part of my daily conscious life all the time now
sometimes more in the background sometimes more present there is an
ongoing process happening in me that feels like waking up from a bad foggy
dream it needs hard work and dedication from my side there still are some
moments of weakness and forgetfulness but they become less and less and last a
shorter time I feel a strong power and longing to be truly aware and present
all the time it is my main focus and challenge to stay in awareness no matter
how intensive life in and around me can seem I also strongly see the greater
picture of our lives on this planet how all life is connected to the highest
consciousness and all all things and influence all things are connect and
influence one another it goes on what I am going to stop there
I'm going to stop there because what I want to say it's not what we hear from
this letter something because many people could write a letter like this
many people have come to a certain stage of conscious awakening about the sense
of life or consciousness and can write like this and maybe many of you here as
I am reading this you can say hmm yes yes that's a boat that resembles my
state at the moment or something so I just want to go into it because as I'm
reading it I could stop and say I want to say something but now I read that
full paragraph I want to go over it again she says I've been watching and
listening to many of your satsangs although we have never met in person I
feel very close to you the awareness path and the teachings then the next one
awareness is part of my daily conscious life all the time now it sounds fine
enough but awareness is not a part of anybody's life
your life is appearing in awareness not awareness is appearing in your life it
is really putting again the emphasis on what we mean when we say awareness what
is awareness that's not an easy one I cannot describe awareness even my
attempt to describe awareness appears in awareness awareness does not have parts
it doesn't have percentages
awareness is part of my daily conscious life all the time now sometimes more in
the background sometimes in the present what is watching in the background and
the present I don't know if you follow because everything I'm talking about
here is ultra simple but because we are so accustomed to thinking as a person
and depending upon our mind which is only thought these simple things seem
complicated
there is an ongoing process happening in me that feels like waking up from a bad
foggy dream there is also awareness of that all that
is important is that one comes to recognize oneself as awareness itself
not as something moving in awareness or something looking at awareness even the
idea of someone looking at awareness is itself an idea appearing in awareness
itself until somehow you you grasp this you will not grasp it silly thing to say
how obvious we as long as you believe that you're only this body and a
personality this simple pointing will be missed if
it is not missed you are free if it is missed you will feel bound by our own
conditioning by our own concepts our own self of identity will keep you feeling
limited when naturally our consciousness is unlimited
I don't want to go much further into this right now because I can sense
mm energetically for many people here it's a struggle for me to talk more
about this thing some of you will understand so those of you who don't
understand if you have some question that is burning for you that you would
like to share you can come and talk about it
for many people now they are asking they would like to come to these satsangs and
I've said now more and more before if you have not been to satsang before I
would recommend that you go to the website or to YouTube and have a little
bit of a look through the material that is there there's a lot of it there and
to just look at a few things if it speaks to you and you feel somehow that
it resonates with your own vibration or how you're feeling then you can make a
request to come to satsang if it doesn't have that resonance then it's quite fine
then you maybe find something that resonates more with you and I would
myself encourage you to go and follow that but here the whole conversations
and interactions is to go directly to what is here because if what I mean by
what is true it means that which is always true not that which is sometimes
true if something is sometimes it's only an appearance but I'm pointing to that
which is beyond choice which is always consistent with itself this is what
needs to be found out that which is inside us which is unchanging it is not
a place of stagnation it is where all this universe of perception arises from
this place within our own self just like you go to bed and you have a dream and
in that dream you see worlds of people and mountains and cities and new places
you've gone to you don't have an advantage because it is your dream you
will appear like a citizen like other citizens in that dream which is your
dream and yet when you wake up you will realize but all this was in my own head
all these worlds came out of my own mind if I were to tell you that this waking
state world is also appearing in your own mind could
you comprehend this thing did you want to say something come
I feel that like the girl or the woman who wrote this because yes
you've been my master for almost a year now and actually I have to send her a
bit because I feel a bit crushed you feel a bit crushed yes under the power
of the grace oh yes she says she feel crushed under the
power of grace because I mean I so many times I looked for an airline ticket to
to India and I also wondered would a waitress like me I will go get there and
so I must became too and this for me it's when is control who needs control
who needs anything everything just it's very good and I some things I miss like
crashed and it's good it must be a sweet crushing yeah yes yes some crushing some
collapsing has to be appreciated this is the best thing happened to me the best
thing happened to me my life falling apart best thing happened to me I feel
crushed best thing happened to me because this crushing is destroying what
is not true sometimes I say step step forward step into this fire of
self-discovery effect I'm burning inside this fire will not burn you it will burn
only what you are not so this fire is going to be felt inside and at a certain
point you are going to be happy for this burning
don't try to salvage anything don't try to rescue yourself very good actually I
I don't want to wait another lifetime I really don't and me I've got to this
realization of being that that mystery which remains when everything else drops
away yes but there are still some gremlins sometimes most of them do not
get any interest from me because they're phantoms like ghosts
but there is one from time to time which I think it's coming and going and
coming and going and despite doesn't it doesn't bring me suffering it gets a
little bit nasty science I just wanted to drop away is that fact that as if my
realization which like fills me in some moments as if it needed validation from
outside and this I mean okay that Grambling says somebody like a master or
somebody outside should tell you that this is it and you can learn to be and I
realized that it cannot like that you're saying this part she said some
things I cannot repeat at the moment everything but you say there is still
one thing that creates some disturbance maybe and that is that there is
something inside me that feels that I need validation
I need something outside me to say that this is a to have I've got it some she
says I need some validation from somebody outside like a master or
something well my dear the master is not outside understand yeah yeah it is like
that in fact really nothing is really outside but what I know what you're
speaking about I know what you're speaking it is a question of discernment
you must not go to just anyone a foolish person to ask them or to seek approval
from them but what you're speaking traditionally goes back for so very long
time sometimes you may think oh yes I've got it you may feel clearly it's clear
for me I am none of these things I've got it I've got it you
Yurika you say okay I don't need anybody to tell me I got it I don't need anybody
okay then I may ask you who are you we saying I've got it we saying I have got
it is it the self is it the pure self is it the mind is an ego who is saying it
you must be clear about it nothing is wrong if you have been sitting with a
master who you regard as your own teacher or guru or something and this
one you go and say this realisation seems to have happened inside me and I
see now that everything I'm seeing everything I'm seeing is like it's not
it's not real it's just an image in my consciousness I don't know what this
means please help me to be clear about this
you have not done anything wrong because many people these days are just feeling
I've got it you know I am I am that I'm the supreme being and writing books and
holding gatherings and so on it can be done but it's not bad thing to go and
check in in fact more can go wrong by feeling I don't need to check in and we
were just talking actually in India last year one one man also he'd been coming
to satsang so beautifully in the morning walks we'll go together he was always
there very kind very soft person and he attended all the satsanghs he might
travel all the countries he's also going there then I went to his own country for
satsang some people here know who I'm talking I don't mention any names about
it but this man came to India and while I was in India a kind of an awakening
took place for him and he had the feeling yes yes now he said to himself I
don't need to go anymore to satsang now it's finished for me
he determined that I don't need to go anymore to satsang and finished now in
India sometimes we have 400 people in satsang but yet for many people if they
are missing I noticed something is missing I don't know how but something
just go like this and so I'd noticed this pan is missing I don't see him so
one day I'm coming to satsang I was a bit late I'm riding my motorbike and I
saw him walking on the road walking so I've just pulled up to him and I said
what happened I don't see you for a few days you've been sick he says no no I am
not sick I am fine I've just been walking around the mountain or not China
I'm walking around the mountain now I don't feel I need to come anymore -
something I got it but if you get it you should come in and check in no because
we are sitting together and to talk with me a little share what you what has
happened to you and like this you don't just take off like that he says oh yes
ok ok thank you ladies and then a part but the vibration was not nice like this
hmm then his wife was still coming also satsang then one day she stopped coming
then few days after this in one all the satsanghs she came to me and she said I
am I want to tell you that I've been suffering a lot in my life and I just
decided I'm not going to suffer anymore and so that's it okay so this is why I
don't come to satsang anymore so both of them took off then one of the one of the
satsang friends here she met this man in in Peru and he said to her what are you
doing she's a I am going to I'm not gonna call her up to say she's here also
about Mooji I'm going to satsang with Mooji and he said something like but but
you are the same or sometimes he's she says she I didn't like this vibration
and this kind of arrogance somebody asked him why don't you go and speak
with moji about what happened he said what can Mooji What did he say what what
can what can I say what can would you say I already know so then they
disappear and I felt a pain in my heart about distinctly because I see that this
arrogance is there and so I say no don't listen to that voice don't listen to
this voice it's still the Serpent's voice you will trick you so it is good
sometimes to check in don't be proud something might come just some subtle
thing you notice and it's okay fine I was almost about to purchase this
feeling now I leave it and then somehow everything comes clean and clear for you
there are so many images about how online person should act and I mean I'm
I'm fire I'm water now and I'm alive I don't act a certain way and when I when
there is there are so many talks about it with my awaken people's things like
that I just feel like that's the point it's only these there's only we can lose
ourselves in thousands of concepts and but sometimes I just feel what's the
point of losing ourselves and some things know do you not get it right you
know everybody like pointing the finger you know it's not like this night
sometimes it just turns out raps in your own way once that thing has revealed
itself in you you should keep quiet and stay by yourself a little bit more this
is if you start to keep going sometimes you want to go some people they want to
go because they want to demonstrate their awakening to other people
sometimes it's like this you'll find yourself in a crowd and it's
full of noise full of concepts and everybody's so smart and everybody's
speaking so maybe you try this just to say okay I don't go to this place you
stay by yourself a little bit more and there are other times when I look at
them and it's good because I don't even see in them what they see in them and
this is good but I also don't need to talk about it so much
every time yes it's good don't talk about it live a tongueless spirituality
if it is true and you could not speak hmm then it would somehow shine out of
your pores it would radiate talk to you we are too comfortable with words and
they do not express it they cannot express it always see it's
all losses like power and sometimes it's not necessary to keep thinking beings
are awake just keep quiet don't try and assess anybody stay only
in that place in which you see that everything that arises it comes and goes
there is something that doesn't come and go be there
there's no special way to behave
maybe somebody else will talk about your behavior you won't know anything about
it somebody has talked about your personality you don't know what it means
person what you mean no you're entirely empty this is what is so pure because in
the pure state there exists no residential concept you can make use and
of any concept in the functioning mind a practical mind will continue working
because it doesn't leave any bad smell not like the psychological thinking but
all of this is revealing itself in your own quietness you come to see the right
pace for you
because somebody came to me and they say you know Mooji is a Mooji Facebook but I
don't have any Facebook I don't know how to I don't I cannot go to Facebook I
don't ever what you call it an address or something I don't have her we have to
look at other people's thing yeah and they say oh you know your Facebook I've
got many people on it now sometimes they say or there are many people speaking
like this speaking this clever thing so they were doing that also with the
videos all clever command there's nobody here nobody exist no but this in the end
it became so boring we decided to chop all the comments take them off watch the
video don't say anything you see like this so it's better that like that you
also don't say anything keep quiet
yes peace
I heard what you spoke about and what you were saying about the woman and said
okay this is the last time I'm a sufferer and that's it and it somehow
reminds me of myself of how III did I did that actually and I said that's it
you know frustra was frustrated said that's it I'm done and ever since that
now it's like there's no urge to even look and that and I want to check in
with you I want to because this this is this thing that is still there it's like
there's no there's no it's not this urge there to look anymore it's not an easy
one to check always because some people like they say okay as from now I am NOT
going to do this anymore I've had enough of my mind enough okay and but it has no
power you know not a few hours blah blah blah blah blah blah blah bloop is gone
again because sometimes it is it is expressed just as an emotional state I'm
fed up love is it enough
the whole habits will still creep back because it is still the identity which
is saying it's enough now that enough of identity so but at the same time I don't
want to throw it all away because in some beings at a certain stage this this
feeling manifested also some beings sat under a tree and said okay I'm going to
die here until unless I get it I'm gonna stay here I'm not going to eat any food
I have to come to the understanding I have to somehow get beyond this this
crazy mind I must recover my sanity and they have woken up somehow to the truth
so I cannot say if it manifests as determination that it is no it's no use
because in some case it has come like this it's a question of maturity I guess
but you say hmm you could identify with the voice of this person this person who
says okay it's enough I don't want to suffer anymore I chose not to suffer hmm
we can fast forward and see how is she now I don't know I don't know but you
said I can identify with that because at a certain stage myself said it is enough
enough I'm not going to in front of mooji saying anymore you know I want to
be free I'm tired of begging and then since then nothing is coming up don't
feel it I don't feel nothing about any search I just feel fine just like you're
saying it's like that it's just like yeah
content no reading no reading is coming up is like this there's like there's
there's nothing i when when you say look find out something that is something
that I don't want to like I don't want to look anymore it's like I don't know
just make sure you're not afraid to look just make sure you're not afraid to look
because something registers the last time when I got into this state Oh big
freaky I don't want to look there because oh you know I was always going
oh no I don't want to be like that anymore so maybe don't let that be
written inside your consciousness as something to avoid you follow what I'm
speaking so that because I've met people who have been in love and then it was
such a tragedy they say okay I'm not gonna love anymore and then years past I
can't love anybody they can just kind of feel loved you can do this he says I
don't feel anything at all my heart is the turn to stone they say like this and
still this is not a totality this is not a fullness
yeah
so if i say to you to look and you say no no I just don't want to go there then
it this sounds like a fear to me what is there to be afraid of look in the mirror
I don't want to look look in the mirror I don't want to look because the last
time I look I didn't like what I see there it is it like that or is it
there's no need to look anymore if there's no need to look anymore you are
free your heart is in total contentment but if you're afraid to look you're not
at peace
maybe for a while nothing you can do about it it must just play out play out
like this for a while
I invited you here because I felt something very an integrity in your
looking an urgency in your looking they don't see that very often the many
people there is a kind of casualness a sometime less about it sometime I'm
really hot for truth sometimes but you were something consistent like a beating
heart for freedom but now a different vibration is there like enjoy this taste
for a while don't if you don't feel to look I will not force I don't want to
force I don't feel to look anymore if you're saying I don't feel to look I
think it's fine but if you say I don't want to look there's a different thing
altogether which is it
is it a freedom
I was playing with him earlier because last night I said I came out of my tent
it was very dark you mind if I tell him
and his tent is right in front of me way way down the road and I said what is
this I saw a light swirling around one of these lights swirling around the tent
I said my god you know what's happening maybe he's fighting for his life with
some really maybe eighty meters away so I start to flick my own life licking my
lighter listen that I saw it stopped a little and then I saw the light again in
the tent was going this way today I saw him I asked him what was happening last
night in the middle of the night Dilys whirling life you know emergency lights
or something a little spider was sort of sailing down and then in the end Indian
after all this big this big movement he couldn't find a spider and then you have
to think oh my god despite this somewhere in the tent it's lost so I
want to know if you are free or not
what you said before that I don't want to be in this way of oh you know I want
to be free you know there between now I trust this that perhaps there's just a
change in orientation it's not that or you want to feel panic like this urgency
are going to be free it's not that so maybe this quietness has come and to be
with this quietness but when you say I don't I don't want to look and then a
little concern come because one should not be afraid to look if some noise
comes up a sense of disturbance to look at you know who exactly is disturbed or
disturbed about what and look at it because many things are there with us in
some kind of blind spot inside the beingness in the half-light they are
proliferating somehow so if you have a chance to see and this is what happens
in satsang that things without going to look for them they begin to come up in
the light of consciousness and you can see more but that is not true and as
soon as it is clearly discerned something is not true it begins to lose
power and it goes away
so this investigation do not call off the inquiry prematurely simply because
there's some struggle or a certain way of expression felt to be tiresome or
something then let it go everything is fine I guess why I'm here is because
although that is done somehow something doesn't feel right as in like what you
say okay so your content and somehow it's like I know I'm not like I don't
feel content
yes
don't pay too much attention to any of those things so many feelings will visit
you will visit the kingdom of your feelings they will come and go what is
great about the sages is that their minds became quiet because they didn't
feed into the reactions to to the phenomena that was coming in their mind
they came to see that it's it's only it's like you have the sky don't expect
that there should not be clouds everything is like a cloud there was no
panic everything was just sort of perceived
but the reactions to it the emotional and psychological
reactions that even if they took place they were also just noticed but they
were not really written into into the consciousness learn to see and live as
though you're only your eyes just see without all the interpretation and the
projections and so on so that you're being stays quiet and peaceful not
reactionary you see and so don't worry about anything all these things are just
passing everything is passing as anything ever
come and stayed everything come and go there's nothing
when the time comes for a more penetrative look at something I don't
think you'll miss it
it takes
ever since being here somehow occasionally at outcomes like my god
what if all this that I've seen is just in the mind see because I feel quite I
feel like that your message resonates your words resonate and I've been also
working you know I have the pleasure and the privilege to work with rewards you
know editing and all those things and then like the other day it came my god
what if this is only has only been in my mind you know and I appreciate so much
also the questions that you say because you know you challenge us actually to
really look inside and see like okay is this like say awareness is it also
owning a phenomenon I think there is something there for me some doubt is
there where I need to kind of yeah that was a good one no yeah it's a good one
question is awareness also can that be also be seen as a phenomenon maybe never
in every window talks this question before yeah and because I myself haven't
asked I have not looked inside it's like that question has not come for me means
that I feel kind of like I have to throw everything out I don't really know you
see because before that is completely clear nothing that I imagine I know is
really of any worth something like this you know so that's why maybe I run
through a little bit what I am what I what I what I have taken from you so far
okay so it's one thing instead okay everything that I can put a name to it's
what I perceive I feel like Sadie I am is somehow is
vibration maybe space use you mentioned space and this is something that's yeah
I can that is something I the label I feel also comfortable to use I mean it's
somehow kind of a vibration but yet also I perceive that it's also not who I am
and ultimately from the place that I see this I cannot really there's not really
location for that but somehow I feel that somehow there is a tendency to want
to reject even consciousness or something like this I don't know there
may be like this let's fast forward to that point yeah that you want to reject
you if you had the feeling even to reject I'm rejecting everything else
everything everything I'm seeing it cannot be what I am
this yeah because it is seen it effectively is an object and it depends
upon the subject which is myself to see it yes it's not the thing is seeing me I
am the one seeing the thing I am looking at the hand the hand is not looking at
me yes so you cannot like this so like this you
say you have looked and I say but none then therefore nothing I can see here on
this side of the eyes can be what I am and behind the eyes in the field of
thought and emotion and all of this memory that also is seen somehow so that
also cannot be yes the one who sees yes how significant is the one who sees not
the thing that is seen but the one who is seeing
and when I say seeing I don't just mean seeing physically I mean perceiving that
which is perceiving understanding knowing then hmm
one question I have to put have you recognized the importance of the seer
have you recognised the importance I wonder if you do my god I wonder if we
do recognize the importance of this year nothing is as important as this year
because everything is reporting to in the presence of the seer without whom
nothing can be said to appear or seen or perceived you realize what you
are already even in this simple looking but maybe the mind is still so covered
with clouds you're not seeing this your world is only the world according to you
as it is perceived by you my world may be different from you there's one earth
but there are billions of worlds the earth is a physical thing but the world
is an emotional and psychological thing because we are looking on a common Earth
but our looking is completely immersed in emotion and conditioning we are
hiding the herbs and spices of our own conditioning in what we see so it
becomes a very unique perception in the same way that you cannot share your
dream world with anybody in the same way your way waking world is a very unique
experience it's a psychological emotional psychosomatic experience it's
not independent of you its flavored in your own being you may say see the world
out there but where you're living and experiencing and it is right in here so
if you say I throw out everything that I can perceive as merely objects that
appear and disappear okay I will only I would also throw out consciousness can
you do it and anybody throw out consciousness you can throw everything
out say okay this is not yet I don't relate to any of this
I draw away consciousness who are you are you not consciousness itself can you
be a self without consciousness to throw out consciousness
supposing you have a prayer supposing a great being appears to you and says I
love you you are very close to me somehow and because of my love for you
I'm going to give you everything that exists but one condition and you say yes
what is the condition I'll give you everything that that exists in exchange
for your consciousness I'll give you everything you want everything you
desire but in return I want your consciousness it's a good deal or not
who can throw out consciousness your very eyes the perceiver is consciousness
so it doesn't make sense try it and see throw out consciousness
in fact the localized consciousness which you call yourself that one is only
for 16 hours a day when night falls when deep sleep come this local consciousness
is not there you don't have to throw it out it leaves it's not there and who are
you when consciousness is not there your body you cannot perceive your wife your
life you cannot perceive your eye you cannot perceive and so willingly we
surrender to deep sleep why what's in it for you what is in it for you deep sleep
if you could only go to bed every night and only dream not deep sleep it's a
good deal is it a good deal no because if you couldn't sleep now see you
couldn't wake you'd be a mess so something gets reflect refreshed in deep
sleep your localized consciousness is not there but universal consciousness is
there this is why you know you slept well and enjoy sleep I can say I enjoy
sleep some people say I'm not there to know if I enjoy it and I said well do
you only know you enjoy sleep by looking at the at how your bed looks in the
morning if it's messy you say oh I had a bad night's sleep and if it's nice and
neat you so however a sound sleep I can say I enjoy sleep in my own universal
consciousness sleep is enjoyed same like you
yourself beyond even the I am because the I am is liquidated in sleep not
there then who was there and the one in deep sleep is that is that not here now
also it was watching sleep the absence of the I am and now it is watching the
presence of the I am so consciousness cannot be dismissed
you cannot say look I don't exist because you have to exist to say I don't
exist who is speaking I don't exist
who is speaking so rather than try to reject it
except fully that that also arises and the perceiver of that is present but we
don't cannot say as what there are many words for it but all of them are
inadequate because of itself it has no name I've seen as I think I
see where the type of difficulty is it's because perhaps awareness for myself I
was to speak I only know through consciousness and because consciousness
when we say like this a little bit there's a vibration to it which is also
something as being perceived that's why also somehow awareness is not trusted
also even though I know it that is basically the zero comments I which
everything has to be very subtle thing you're saying yeah yeah very subtle
thing I think
because basically you're saying something you don't know you say I only
know off awareness because of consciousness but you only know of
consciousness because of awareness this is why you can watch even the sense of
presence the most sacred principle the earliest concept this is what I call the
Immaculate Conception the first announcing the quality of being the
feeling I exist the way in which you know you exist that is the fundamental
knowledge without which no other knowledge can come but when all the
knowledge come this seems to be forgotten but it cannot be forgotten it
just appears to be forgotten it's misunderstood mislabeled because the
very fact that you are aware you are is itself the evidence of consciousness you
cannot say I am but I cannot find consciousness because you are
consciousness but when I speak of awareness itself I say that
consciousness hmm the dynamic consciousness the consciousness of
knowing I exist and other things exist and appear to me this consciousness you
can only appreciate and experience in what is called a waking state just like
all the money you earn everything you've done all the species that have existed
and are now extinct only appeared in a waking State all the money you have ever
had belong to this world everything you see things you say are natural and
unnatural came from the earth
everything you feel and think and imagine from any time arises only in the
field of consciousness and is available to you in what is called a waking state
you can only transact in your own name in the waking State
because when deep sleep come shop shut
can you say you're more real in the waking State a little bit less real in
the dream state and not real at all in the deep sleep state what is the
measurement of reality so these are questions that is going to stir up the
consciousness for a while and very importantly - so that your concepts
don't become cement keep it open
I really threw a whammy there when I said to you could awareness itself be a
phenomenon then some more if awareness itself was a phenomenon then who would
witness it and from what position
I come at you from every angle so you won't trip over yourself you don't have
to have any favorite concepts be comfortable with all of them how can you
reach that state only by knowing yourself beyond concepts you are the
reader of concept the perceiver of concepts concepts don't know you this
body doesn't know you this body doesn't say I am you it is you who say I am the
body if for some reason there was some some gas came and every forgot everybody
forgot which body was theirs we are sitting here but we all forgot which is
my body you know would the body come and tell you oh and we're going no no I
belong with you do this nobody doesn't know you then who are you who know the
body awesome so it's ok to be stirred up a little bit we don't have to put
anything in place right now hmm let the dust fly a little bit then the
consciousness be shaken up open it up again a little bit let some fresh air in
give a little space to feeling lost it's ok
there is something that cannot be lost
there's something that cannot go because it never came it simply is but in the
field of the mind and the fluid consciousness everything is coming and
going and that is natural it is a nature of things to come and go to appear and
disappear and you are the witness of them when there will come a time when
their comings and goings will not be significant for you then you are free
that's not to say you will have no feelings you will have the full range of
feelings but their impact will be superficial well I don't know how much
you comprehend what I am fighting but it is still okay if you don't it will seep
in
everything you can see everything that appears in your world you see you're the
seer of it even if I say some great being developed this thing and then now
you say you yourself said some great being develop this thing it's only
according to you because you accepted this thing and so it joined your
consciousness you are the ultimate perceiver of all that appears in your
world of consciousness without you nothing can be said to be or to appear
this is a simple fact this is common sense if I get your approval
it is so Mooji we confirm then I can go to the next point if not we swim around
a little bit more I wait for you if you can somehow verify it is true that
really I cannot say anything against that because my understanding of the
world is only my understanding of the welcome as it appears to me right or
wrong but presently this is the frame of my thinking you can say this and
everything depends upon myself who is this self who perceive all these things
is it a private personal self is it universal self
are you living life only personally
because if you are it will be a struggle
in fact you're not living life at all you are life there's nobody living it
you are being lived as it
yes mr. Runa what do you want to say today
I was just sharing something that happened some years ago and something
happened only a few weeks ago or so it's connected two weeks ago I was in London
and I went to a local health food shop and I was one of I was with one of the
satsang friends okay
never mind just somebody in horse and we was one of the satsang friends
and I saw a lady who works in the health food shop and I said I said to to the
friend this is the lady I've been talking so much about this lady in
satsang over the years because this lady some years ago she invited me to her
house and I went there for dinner and some point during the evening I went to
the bathroom and on the way back through the hall I saw on a blackboard something
written on the blackboard and I read it and I'm gonna tell you what it says the
word said mama how can I be sure that I'm not already in heaven and that all
of this is only a dream I tell you again the word say mama how can I be sure that
all this is that I am not already in heaven and that all of this life is only
a dream I was so struck by this word I went to her says with his words come
from she says my son five years old how old are you
you're four you got one more year
she said like this is five years old he said these words no I said this is the
lady because I spoke many times this story you know and then I said how is he
now your son and she said now he's 16 years old
that's how it was long time ago and you know what now he says I never said that
because now he's embarrassed he's embarrassed that he said something like
that at five years old hmm he's embarrassed something so
profound so beautiful but at 16 years old this is not the thing you want to be
saying to your peers who is treat wise and hip you don't say things like that
embarrassed and I say we are all embarrassed at our own beauty our own
freedom everybody's embarrassed Charl spoke these these kind of words when
you're older than she
so what will you say today
okay.come turning something you can see her intensity Stephanie come you come
over here I want to clear up something with you that I keep hearing all weekend
that I don't know why it doesn't compute so for a long time now the looking has
been very very sober in a sense much more than before before I was very
exciting whenever I realized something as I got and then I wanted to call a
friend or something but but then at some point it it became different and became
just quiet I could just see and then and then be quiet but and that has brought
beautiful things in the sense that it seems now that if I just when something
arrives if I if I just look at it and if I'm just quiet and if I wait and that's
great that's the part that I'm not understanding because if I if I wait and
it seems like it takes care of itself it seems like you know two weeks after
all of a sudden oh wow it's it's free it's flowing and doesn't bother me like
grace comes in and sweeps it off if I just have this one thing where I'm where
I'm quiet but then you I keep showing you saying all week you know be quiet
and don't wait yes because waiting is a kind of state and it is a bit of an
anxious state because it has expectation in it you're waiting for some outcome
for some effect even as you were speaking I want you to interject and say
don't don't say don't wait rather just let it be there's more
neutrality in letting it be hmm then waiting because waiting is like you know
you wait until something changes and it okay okay good good now then I can leave
it so you keep a relationship with that thing isn't it you enter into a time
relationship with that but if you leave it somehow it's done right there it's
left then whatever the behavior that may come it's like you know it's okay it's
seen from the side of your consciousness see it from the side of your sight and
then by itself you dissipate but you're not waiting for an effect because the
self the pure self is not waiting what can it be waiting for if it was waiting
it was mean as something is not complete and I'm waiting for it to be complete
which is not true mm-hmm so I say be patient but not waiting oh I say just
let it be leave it be so if I'm feeling trust strong trust that if I only look
and if only I'm quiet I know I'm sure I know it's just takes care yes of itself
yes that's that is that letting it be or do yes but but you say I mean it's
almost as though life taking care of life depends upon you noticing because I
know yes yes at some point intuitively you see it you don't have to see it in
as a physical manifestation although we are seeing but we should look inside
because otherwise subtly you create another condition upon seeing there are
some people who feel something happens and I have to understand the reason why
happen so many people have this type of attitude
something has happened but it doesn't make sense and I have to understand the
reason why this thing happened okay but many things in life will happen
you will not know what it mean and if you just say I don't need to know about
it then already mean immediately you set yourself free from it
but if you say I have to see what is the purpose of this happening and then there
isn't a purpose being made available to you then what will happen is that you
give the mind permission to invent a purpose and the man will explain well
this happened because oh thank you very much okay now I can move on you see so
you're creating again a relationship that is really not of necessary and
underneath this if I trust is mistrust is it letting it be don't have to be
employon ting somehow we don't have to take care of the world in that way you
see like that yeah most important thing is not for a long time we have been
watching the movie of existence telling the story putting things in the right
categories busy in the shop whether you're selling or buying from the shop
okay but now somehow I'm saying pay attention also to that which sees
not what is seen because what is seen is unending
in fact what is seen will continue for as long as there's one who wants to see
the one who wants to see keep producing objects to see
but the one who sees that sees even in tension who perceives even space this
one can this one be seen
that one to whom even site reports to it the one who sees seeing can this one be
seen you must find out don't just think think think
find out go to the source of where the seeing is coming don't imagine that in
which even seeing this scene from that place of seeing is there a seer there
that can be seen then this is your route into immediate experience to confirm are
you something tangible or intangible
ultimately are you visible or invisible I want to share something the other
night you remember you gave us this this exercise you know and and I got a plate
so I didn't a chance to talk to you about it but there was a sense with the
I am I sort of started feeling like I was occupying space everywhere every
single bit of space was occupied by this I am yeah and then I don't know how it
happened wasn't I was just staying in that but it's like something turned a
mirror you know to every mil billions of little spaces something turn the mirror
on it and then I realized there was nothing there occupying the space it was
like it was just a seeing or the the fullness of the space
blew your mind and what about you who were you dare then one of these tiny
particles which had nothing in them no and there is still a was ness to this
experience something very complete very full more than anything else yeah this
kind of fullness and emptiness is same thing full of emptiness who will
understand this type of thing
there comes a time when the question Who am I where where I'm where's a sense of
I what is the content of I when I say I what is the substance of I can it be
found when we say I is it merely an assumption or is it something known is
it something tangible when you say hi I remarry referring to an assumption or is
there something tangible what is I it is the most important word in any language
and the most misunderstood it has the broadest capacity because all of the
words are contained in it God says I but also the devil say I who can claim ie
when you say I who are you
what does it represent does it fluctuate sometimes when I say I I mean this when
not time when eyes use it means something else and if it has different
meanings if it wears different costumes what is that that washes all those
costumes what washes all those what watches all those costumes
does it go also by the name I am NOT bringing to you any question which is
outside of your being I cannot speak to you any word that is outside of your
field of being everything we discuss here is within you sometimes we speak
about this thing and because of the the exposing nature of such talks you see
the mind kind of tightens up goes into a kind of seizure and it's going don't
compute its okay doesn't matter if the mind goes into a
little Ice Cube okay still that is also seen and that watches which watches the
mind tightening up that itself is beyond mind does it have a name is it different
from who you are as a human being it is very important because of all the
expressions of sentience the human instrument is the most sophisticated one
because in this body consciousness can contemplate itself and it must come to
this discernment this discernment must come you must know the difference
between yourself and mind if there is a difference or not which is greater what
his mind his mind a thing his mind a thing apart from thought is mind a thing
we know we know brain is a thing that cauliflower in your head
we know brain is a thing but is there something called mind
apart from thought can a thought think itself notice itself
you are the noticer of thought thought does not know you
it's only a kind of energy your own energy becoming pictorial rising as
conceptual force
very good okay we'll take one more because it looks like okay okay because
I'm sure some people are getting a bit tired if you're getting a bit tired and
you want to move about a little bit you can move and we are going to be another
ten minutes and that's it we can call it for the day who will come you can come
come first
I just wanted to check in to check you know okay and you said letting this
place work on me and it's working okay that has been
really quiet really quiet and the first time I've actually understood that I
really you've said it hundreds of times but I understood that I wasn't there was
another Jane like there isn't Jane there's like there is something
else and it was actually real just just an insight into that mmm and I just well
it was Oh this chain has been negotiating all the
time yes yes negotiating and creating images really interesting and amazing
images of what it could have could be yes and that broke today but it's not so
that's its business here there's being this being less here yes and peace and
quiet yeah that can be checked into or is just
there and the negotiator has been seen really this being okay it is really the
negotiator as you call it is really only the idea we have of who we are the idea
we have of who we are and the idea we have of who we are is having other ideas
about itself the idea of who we believe we are is suffering and enjoying other
ideas which it projects also so that is the extension somehow but there is
something here which is not a projection it's it's a
stillness and in that stillness that movement is seen and the belief that
what is was that movement that is also seen and so something relaxes back into
itself and the tendency to identify with the idea of self that is somehow dropped
inside yeah so don't formulate any conclusions about this just stay as you
are don't say aha got it just stay as you
are because as soon as your mind is slipping
back into the space of being because mind is also being as soon as freedom is
emerging so to speak the old serpent mind as a limited time frame to sabotage
your freedom and it's going to come with great force it to bring in all the
delusions and illusions that it can stir up it is the it is the play it is like
this and it will threaten it will threaten you it will threaten the you in
you you have to be the you less you because if you are the you fool you the
mind will attack that one because mind cannot attack the beingness it can only
attack when the beingness is in a state of delusion or hypnosis and it believes
itself to be a person then it is the person that comes under attack and
ultimately this frustration leads into something positive because the pain
become unbearable when beingness identifies with personality
so presents become a person and the Hall of spirituality mean that the presence
returned the person comes back to presence person is personal presence is
consciousness
so sometimes mind will come with doubt and if you believe it if you buy into it
then you have come into a kind of agitation a state of confusion with them
if you see it's only to whom are you speaking if you say like this so just
remain in being that I've got remain not only in the be remain in the being as
being not for the time being I've got a really mental question to ask you okay
so it's like when you say everything reports to you and you see it then I say
is it reporting to the self or is it reporting to the mind hmm so that's what
that's what happens with that that exercise yes when we talk about being
and consciousness and pure awareness I know we are using terms for some things
which are not measurable they're not objects it's an object I can say this
one is transparent it's 3/4 you can give physical measurements to this it is not
the same with the mind or consciousness it's like the same thing manifesting is
different aspects of itself it's not it's like spirit small so it's kind of
say it's blue or green or it's this heavy or this big you see you can say a
sense of fullness a sense of emptying out the spends of presence a sense of
vanishing is there but you cannot give literal proportions to these
you will gradually start to forget about mind consciousness and okay just just be
that aliveness you can say and keep quiet don't divide yourself and go to
the mind very good now it's time don't touch mind like that
yeah mind is becomes a minefield don't go there okay okay okay
then let us just sit for a few minutes minute or two and without picking up or
touching any particular concept because right now actually even in the smallest
way there is a vibration present it is just a hum hum the humming of existence
basically
it has no intention and but it is not unpleasant
it may even have a physicality to it but really it is without image but the
vibration might be felt in the body like that
if you feel that you don't understand most or all of what has been spoken it
is okay because in the satsang the words are words by themselves are not
everything but the vibration of that's that's in them and that vibration of
presence also will impart some resonance
energetically with you
don't play something
harder
she does
okay thank you everyone lovely to see you thank you for coming Oh
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