Hey, it's me :)
It's been approximately 10 months
since I've last uploaded a video
which might explain why I'm so awkward and nervous right now.
But today I'm just here to notice you guys on a few things.
As I've been gone for so long,
I feel like there's so much to catch up on
but first, the most important thing.
Why am I speaking korean?
For those of you who are new to this channel,
I'd made Youtube videos for about 4~5 years in english
about beauty and fashion...
although it's quite embarrassing to say I'm a "beauty guru"
since I hardly have any professional knowledge
nonetheless, I was a youtuber that loved beauty and fashion. hehe
Therefore, the majority of my viewers were foreign.
But despite that fact, I chose to change to korean.
It was actually something I had planned for a long time.
The reason I had started Youtube with english
was because it had only been about a year after I'd moved back to Korea from America
so I was much more comfortable speaking english.
But the longer I stayed in Korea,
I realized my english expressiveness was quickly degrading.
And korean became relatively more comfortable.
For instance, random thoughts in my head would pop up in korean instead of english.
So even though I had a lot to say
there were a lot of times I just gave it up
because I couldn't think of the adequate expressions.
And because there was now a limit to my ability to speak,
filming videos became more and more difficult and even tiring.
You guys wouldn't have known, but during the past 1~2 years,
I would always keep Naver (a Korean Google) turned on by my side when filming
to instantly translate words I couldn't think of.
As this became too much of a stress for me,
I finally decided to start filming videos in korean.
Of course, I do not expect everyone would be happy with this sudden change
because speaking english was my strong merit
unlike many Korean Youtubers.
And I'm sure many of you subscribed for that exact reason.
That was what had me deliberate on this for a long time.
But it is my channel and my videos,
and I felt that my comfort and preference should be prioritized
to ultimately create better quality videos for my viewers.
So despite the sad feelings,
I stirred up the courage to make this change on my channel. :)
That doesn't mean I'll never film videos in english ever again.
I'm sure occasionally, I'll be in the mood to speak in english.
Also, if you go to my channel right now
there will probably only be about 3 videos left.
I'm sure this will also disappoint a lot of people ):
I just left my favorite 3 videos and turned the rest to private.
There were a lot of videos I personally disliked
because of excessive promotion, poor editing etc.
Anyways, out of the hundreds of videos I'd uploaded
there were actually very few that I truly felt proud of.
So I just wanted to start off on a clean slate.
However! I plan on adding english subtitles on every future video
so that my foreign subscribers can continue to enjoy.
But if you must insist "I don't like korean!"
...I guess it's goodbye from now ;(
I hope as many of you can stay with me on this journey.
And then for those of you who have first seen me through this video
the reason I had left Youtube for quite a while
is because I was (still am) a senior in highschool this year
I'd uploaded a video back in March
saying I'll be gone for a about 10 months cause I want to focus more on my studies
and I was SO touched by the overload of sweet comments <3
Well, now that my (Korean) SATs are over
and all my schedules related to colleges are over,
I'M FREEEEEEEE
I've actually wanted to comeback a few weeks earlier.
I have so much ideas and videos I want to upload
but the reason I had to delay it was because of a sty on my eye. (Google it if you dare)
so I haven't been able to put makeup on my eye (sob)
It's almost gone now,
but this sty first grew on the first week of October.
It was the first time it every happened to me. (I was freaking terrified)
So I was stuck with no eye makeup for two whole months whether I liked it or not.
And the video I had planned required a full face of makeup
so after holding it off as long as possible,
it inevitably came this far. (cry)
From what I can tell, I think I'll be able to apply makeup within this week.
So I'll be able to upload that video I had planned
and many many more :)
I have so much I want to talk about,
and I'm sure you all have much to ask me (maybe not)
but we'll get to the later on in future Q&A videos.
Today's video was just to get a few important messages across.
So...I guess that's it for today hehe
Thank you so much for watching, and I'll see you later in my future video. Bye!!
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