Welcome to Hamburg, in film studios.
Come and have a look with me at latest car produced in Volkswagen Bratislava - new Volkswagen Touareg.
First of all Germans surprised us, because they didn't allow us to make a video,
but we managed to persuade them
and we were allowed to have short introduction with the new Tuareg for 15 minutes
Design is inspired by the other new Volkswagen models
The front grill is huge and it tunes well with lights
Tuareg doesn't seem like an arrogant safe on four wheels though,
you get a feeling more of a family car, but a luxurious one.
We love the car extensions at the front fenders and at the front bonnet of the engine
This is a university of fitting and a challenge for a tinman, when once needed
You're looking at the sport version R Line, with the painted fender edges,
black glossy details and 21 inch wheels
Designers visually pushed the Touareg to the road
The third generation does not make such a terrain impression as the predecessors
You can not find an off-road mode as a extra equipment anymore called Terrain Tech
Even the bright white lacquer does not conceal that the luxury SUV has grown..
to the length almost 8 centimeters, to the width 4 centimeters
2,9 meter wheelbase remains unchanged
From the side door feel lightness, now the doors are made of aluminum
and have contributed to the 100 kg of its curb weight loss
If I did not have this steering wheel in front of me, well known from Polo, Golf or Passat,
I wouldn't say I'm sitting in a brand new Volkswagen
So called Innovision Cockpit is created by 12-inch display, that replaced the classic instrument panel
and a huge 15-inch touchscreen
A big turning controller for lights is missing – that's a great change for Volkswagen
Generally, there are just very few mechanical knobs,
this act as a controller for driving modes,
this belongs to adaptive air suspension,
parking brake, engine start button.
I like that there is such a potentiometer that for volume change of the audio,
neither Arteon nor Passat has it in their highest versions.
and finally the selector of the automatic gearbox.
Everything else, including air condition, is controlled through the touchscreen
I like this area where I can rest my hand.
Volkswagen, compared to Audi, has not yet provided a haptic response to the display.
This is the main menu which you will always use,
you can customize it for your own needs,
for example, In this area I want to have ride information,
so, here they are.
Here I can set the state of the vehicle
here it is.
What is also interesting, is, that I don't have any clean hands, but there are no fingerprints.
Similar to the Range rover Velar, before you go on the first ride, get a little more familiar with the car
and find control of the basic functions
but lets have a look on another parts as well
the dashboard is relatively slight, that's fine
the windscreen is close by
the impression from the car is more compact
thin A pillars
the mirrors shifted slightly backwards, that means, I have another through view
For the first impression, there is very good view from the car
You can feel the width of the cabin
a massive center console and also a wide arm rest on the door
It will be comfortable sitting even to more robust people, than me
the doors nicely protect sill frame, it must be in SUV
sitting at the rear, the floor is slightly deeper,
but the rear seat is slightly deeper as well
of course, I don't expect nothing less, than a big space,
but I focus on a comort of the sitting
and that is for the first impression very good
that can be tested by the first 500 km
the rear seat is devided to 60/40 and you can slide it
I will leave it in the back position
of course the rear seats are heated
and in this car we have four-zone air conditioning
just a quick look into the luggage space, because time pushes us
its volume depends on the position of the rear seats, 697 to 810 liters
the tow coupling is ejected electrically
the backrests will be folded mechanically directly from the trunk
The roller has its guide rails, so to handle it, is very simple
Volkswagen wanted to distinguish its innovative dash-board from the Audi Q7
with which it shares much of the technology
and at the same time delivering a more innovative, more interesting cockpit than Volvo XC 90 does
judge yourself, if it suceed
one thing I'm interested in - Volkswagen is known for its rather conservative approach to interiors
and the Touareg is intended for the middle and the older generation,
not as much for young people, because for a luxury SUV you need to earn
so the question is, whether people who are not brought up on smartphones
will be comfortable with these technologies
a typical Touareg customer likes technologies, uses smartphones and tablets,
so we transferred these technologies into the car
What will the basic version look like?
Will it have such a display?
The digital instrument panel will be part of the most expensive versions.
Cheaper versions will get the classic analog instrument panel
with a computer display placed in the middle,
at the middle console you find a smaller 9.2-inch screen,
complete with mechanical air conditioning controls
The new Touareg no longer has a big turning controller for lights, why?
many people use the classic switch only once
and leave the automatic mode set,
so the switch for the day lights, parking and main lights is no longer needed
I have to confess to, that for the first time I look into the bowl of full diode lights
and it was explained to me that the led lights are actually these small squares on the platform
if the light from them directly projected into the optics, into the light lens,
the man would see a non-illuminated points on the way,
so there is a so-called light-guide, that is, this clear part
that can make of these points a large light area
and the light from it projected into the lens and from there on the road
The Matrix feature means that the individual LEDs turn off as needed,
depending on how the electronics determine,
of course, the more LED lights the front reflector has, the better it can shade the opposite car
Toureg also has a night vision system with a thermal camera
When it registers a human being, or an animal,
instantly trying to illuminate the maximum of the subject,
so you notice the subject not only on the panel but on the road as well.
But, if the camera notice big traffic signs on the highway,
take off the light so that it does not reflect in your eyes.
Now we come to the driving department, which should be another great discipline of Touareg
The Germans have also started fighting agains physical laws
to make the drive of a high luxury SUV almost like a regular passenger car
Tourag got a rear-wheel steering from the Audi Q7
moving of the body in the curves eliminate active stabilizers
connected to their own 48-volt electrical power network
The stiffness and height of the chassis changes the adaptive suspension
the basic ground clereance 22 cm varies according to the conditions
In the terrain, you can lift the car up to a height of 29 cm
at high-way speeds, the electronics automatically press the vehicle down to 18cm
I can't get an eyeful of overpress at the bonnet!
And what is under it?
the basis of the offer consists of 6 cylinders and 3 liters, TSI and TDI,
the kinglike engine will be the V8 diesel with a volume of 4 liter
Volkswagen also considers Plug-in Hybride,
for China already confirmed, for Europe not yet,
with the base of four cylinder 2,0 TSI and electric motor
I heard off-record that a hybrid in Europe is supposed to be based on a 6-cylinder
Who knows whether we will admire the latest Touareg once in the museum,
anyway close by you can see it in the second half of April at the Bratislava Auto Show
The first pieces will be delivered to customers in June
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10 CS:GO HARD JUMPS - Duration: 8:56.
In today's video, you will see 10 hard jumps on the 7 official maps in CS:GO.
Hey guys, NadeKing here.
In this video I show you some hard jumps in collaboration with real KZ legend blasdfa,
who helped me to actually land those jumps.
He is one of the best jumpers in CS:GO, especially with vanilla settings.
If you didn't know.. default matchmaking settings are also called vanilla settings, because
in actual KZ and bhop servers.. settings are a bit modified in order to achieve better
movement experience.
We used vanilla settings to make this video, so everything you see in this video, is possible
in the matchmaking as well.
I tried to make this video in the difficulty order, so number 10 is the easiest one in
my opinion and number one is the hardest one.. but this is really subjective.. as it depends
on your skills.. some of you nail bunnyhop, some of you can do longjump really well..
some of you love to pre-strafe from the right, some of you from the left.. so you may definitely
feel that the top list is unfair or wrong.
This could be different for you.
It's purely my opinion and I am not a professional CS:GO trickjumper.
Also, there are a lot of more jumps than 10.. even hard ones.. these were my random picks,
which I showed to blasdfa and kindly asked him to land them.
Let's start off with a jump on De_Train, B bombsite.
So, it is possible to jump from the green train to the top of the bombsite train.
It may be pretty useful in retake scenarios because most of the times someone stays in
the default position.
Also, you can use this model to your advantage.
Here you got an invisible block eating all the bullets and here is the gap where you
can shoot through.
You can use this knowledge.. and battling right here could give you extra shield.
But, now to the jump itself.
For blasdfa this is really easy and he nails it every time.
For me even this jump is hard and I miss it pretty often.
But it's a useful one and gives you a great advantage if you can constantly land this jump.
Alright, De_Inferno, B bombsite.
If enemies are already top banana, close to the bombsite you don't really want to climb
here to get to this awesome position.
But you still got one more option to do it alone.
Make this jump from the fountain.
Blasdfa can nail it easily.
And this is my attempt.
Fountain just doesn't have enough space for me to get my speed and who do I lie..
I just don't have the skills to hit this jump.
Next up De_Dust2 A bombsite.
Creative jump I came up with and I haven't seen it really in play.
So if you are pushing short to A bombsite and one guy is defending site from the ramp.
This jump may be useful to quickly give you a nice off-angle and if he re-peeks he is
not ready for this.
Blasdfa can do this bhop nicely.
If you do have great bhop skills it should not be a problem for you.
For me this is hard and I can't probably nail it on a fly in an intense real match situation.
De_Cache middle and we are talking about this famous self-boost.
This isn't that hard to be honest, some people even think this is really easy, because it
doesn't require strafing.
I can say that even I nail it some of the times.
But I put this jump to place number seven, because it is kinda hard to do it that quick..
just look what great movement can do with this jump.
I really admire how easily blasdfa can do this self-boost..
He can even do it sideways with ease.
When I do this jump, I move really carefully on this block to get my speed for the next
jump, but he just flies over here.
Very impressive stuff as this is a really hard jump for most of the CS:GO players.
Even some pros struggle with this one.
But if you could do it 100% of the times, it gives you nice advantage against enemy
team and definitely some easy extra kills.
Cobblestone tree jump.
Lately, I have seen FalleN really trying to master this jump.
Again some people say it is easy, when you got the trick.
I haven't got the trick and for me, it's very hard.
But I got blasdfa here to show this one for you.
For him this is really easy, he said he can do it basically every time and as you can
see there are no cuts in this whole clip and he does this jump in 3 different ways.
Insane movement skills.. nothing to say really.
As I tried to pick hard jumps from official maps..
most of them are actually very useful when you could master them.
Especially this tree jump.
Since there are only a few people who could do this jump, no one expects you to be in
a tree position for example in a 1v1 clutch situation.
Definitely, a useful jump to learn.
Inferno, second middle.
It's possible to jump from this balcony to that roof over there.
This bhop is very hard for me but doable for blasdfa.
Right now you can see his POV.
This sick jump in his style.
Very smooth.
Especially in slow motion.
And when you have successfully landed on the roof, this actually gives you nice different
angle to watch for any CT aggression.
You can also boost to this position, but if you can jump like this.. why even bother
your teammate.
Alright, Mirage and middle.
This is the first jump, that is actually useless.
Unless it's last second of the round and there is a weapon on the bench, the middle
is mollied and you really want to get this weapon.
You know, you can be creative to imagine possible scenarios where this could help you.
But it's just a really hard jump and you are a true high-skilled KZ player if you can nail
this one, especially with Vanilla settings.
There is no way I can land this without steroids.
But blasdfa can do it.
Just run an offline server and try it out right now, to see how impossible it actually is.
Next up really hard jump on De_Nuke.
If you could do it often it would be a really useful jump, but it's very hard even for
our KZ master.
This is how he did it.
But it took him some time to land it and he said this is a hard one.
So, better don't try this at home.
Or if you actually land this without any scripts, be proud of yourself and add this to your CV.
I would say this is a really outstanding achievement.
Number two.
Jump on De_Train.
From uppers to top of bombsite.
Here you can see blasdfa doing this and yes..
literally hours of trying the same jump..
He couldn't land it.
And I repeat he is one of the best KZ players with vanilla settings and he couldn't do it
this time.
This bhop needs nice amount of luck as well as your first jump needs to be very accurate
on this really really edge.
Only then you have a chance to land this.
This should be possible, if you do everything near perfect.
There are a lot of scripters and there many YouTube videos out there where people successfully
land this jump, even with weapon in their hands.. and you can't accuse them using scripts
right away..
Maybe they just don't use vanilla/matchmaking settings as these settings make the jump harder
as well.
But what we know is that one of the world's best CS:GO jumpers couldn't nail this jump
within couple of hours.
This should be enough to not to try this yourself in your matchmaking match.
Because you will probably just lose some of your HP.
Damn.
And the last jump for this video.
On De_Dust2, you can boost on this box.
But you also should technically be able to jump on this box.
Blasdfa couldn't do it within my limited time period and it's a very hard jump.
Almost impossible to land, but technically it should be possible.
So, if you can land either jump number 2 or number 1, let me know to my e-mail.
Also, if you any have other creative jumps or very hard jumps on CS:GO official maps
feel free to send me an e-mail as well nadekingofficial@gmail.com as we may have part 2 for some sort of CS:GO
jumps video.
A really small thing you can do is.. please press that like button if you want more CS:GO
different content like this and thanks for watching!
Now it's the right time to click on the next video.
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HOW TO MAKE A BEAT - ANGELIC IN LA - EP 3 - TUTORIAL 💗 JUSTICE - Duration: 6:31.
Hey guys, it's Angelic and today, I am here
with my friends, Fancy Cars.
And we are here to show you how to create a beat.
Let's do it.
Alright, so we use, or I use
software called Ableton.
And it makes things really easy for me
to program beats and all kinds of sounds.
This is the arrangement page.
So the song goes here.
Every track goes on one of these lines here.
So each one of these lines is a different track.
So I'll show you how to make a beat.
First, we want to find a cool sounding kick,
something that thumps.
So it's like a bass drum.
I've got my shortcuts already here so it's really easy
for me to find.
And I've got these cool ones to choose from.
Which one do you like?
That one. That one?
Okay, I like it, too.
I mean, actually I don't really like it.
This is better.
Typically, we can do a four on the floor pattern
which is really common in dance music.
So that's a good beginning point
for dance beat.
Then we're going to want a snare.
So let's see some cool snares here.
That sounds pretty cool.
A typical snare would usually go here
and sound like this with dance music.
But we're going to spice it up and give it more of
a Latin flare and do this pattern instead.
Actually, this would sound a little cooler
if it was shortened.
I like that better.
Cool, now we have
more of a Latin flare to the song.
And one last touch to make it really great
is a high hat.
I like 808 hats because they're super classic.
And they've been used in modern music
since like the 80's so this one kit-
Old hip-hop
Old hip-hop has been using this kit forever since the 80's
and I really like the sound of it.
We're going to just find a nice, clean version of it.
That one.
That one's nice. Yeah.
And really simply
I'll just put it here for now
to see what that sounds like.
Cool, we're groovin'.
And then we can add some more touches so it could go like.
Nice.
So Brandon, you want to show us how to make some
chord melodies and some lead lines?
Take turns up in here, you know.
How we do.
A really popular synth these days is called serum
and you have to kind of navigate a little bit
in this menu but everything you need is somewhere in here
with Ableton so it's pretty easy.
You drag this on to a new track.
Pretty easily, just anywhere in this gray
and pulls up a whole track.
Like Angelic just discovered, if you touch the button,
it's making sound.
So this is kind of just what it pulls up at first.
But you can pull up all kinds of presets
and things to play with.
I like plucks a lot.
Let's see if any of these are cool.
You could tell I'm a really good keyboard player.
Kidding.
So turn off this for a second.
Maybe undistort it a little bit.
Turnt down a little bit.
There's all kinds of buttons in this stuff.
The whole point is just to make stuff that gives you,
that was kind of cool.
Go through some of these, find one that already sounds good.
That's how we have our sound.
We can just hit record with the click on
and it'll count us in.
1, 2, 3, 4.
And then we have a loop now.
So we can play with this.
Change the sound.
Kind of like that one, soft.
Leave some room for the voice.
And it'll just play and now we can jam over it.
Angelica start singing stuff, whatever.
That was it, guys.
That's how you make a beat.
Alright, guys.
I hope you guys enjoyed this tutorial.
Make sure to click down below in the subscribe button.
Click one of these videos
and I just released my new show with Justice
called Angelic in LA so make sure to go watch that.
I love you guys.
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Tuổi Dậu tháng nào âm lịch 2018 ĂN LỘC TRỜI CHO hốt vàng hốt bạc Tiền Nhét Chật Két - Duration: 16:58.
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Vlog Episode 4: Airport to Hospital, Ice Massage, Online Uni & Family Time // فلوج حلقة ٤ - Duration: 7:08.
Good Morning
I bet this is the first time you see me like that
I literally just woke up
I wake up with the weirdest ideas
I was reading an article about how beneficial ice massage is
How it reduces puffiness and boosts blood circulation
So I said to myself ill try it
I am actually noticing a slight difference
Or not.. need to check on the mirror
I transformed
I filmed a mini IG tutorial
I haven't done one in a while
I hope you like it
By the time I upload this vlog it will be on already
Comment there if you liked it
I would like to say Happy Mother's Day
Today (21st of March) is Mother's Day in Lebanon
I hope all mothers and mothers to be stay happy
I had to send flowers to a few mammas in my life
I am too happy because on Mother's Day, my mother is coming
I haven't seen her in a long time
She travelled to help my sister with her baby
And also I'm happy because my elder sister Dominique
We actually call her Dodi, dunno why I said Dominique
and Baby Karolina Belle
I still can't believe that I am an Khalto=Aunt
I haven't seen her since she was born
But I have a pact with my sister that every day she has to send at least 10 pics and vids of her
*Lebanese National Anthem*
Okt he light is very bad here
I now have uni
But I do it here
I am doing my Bachelor's Degree online
In an American university
Many people wonder how it is
Personally, it is my only option
Lately I have too much work
and I won't be able to attend physical classes as well
Online uni makes me plan out my schedule as I want and it is very convenient
I am very happy and don't regret this decision at all
I was doing uni in London, BA Fashion Design
but I didn't like it at all
I have a class just like any other class
but online
I have instructors, I have classmates
As if it is a physical uni but I dont need to go and attend class
I am done studying and now I am editing the tutorial I filmed
Warak Enab: Vine Leaves is our fave food ever
We are on the way to the airport to get mama, Dodi and Karolina
We are inside waiting for them
*Speaking in Swiss German*
Finally she's here
This is my whole life
Hayete = My Life
This is her first time in Lebanon
No No in Arabic
Dodi: Very Nice
*Playlist Upgraded*
I never imagined I would film myself in the hospital
My lipstick is still on fleek after all that
Hi beauties
About yesterday, don't worry all is good
All my family came and I stayed for 4 hours at the hospital but wasn't necessary
Today is the first day we go out with Baby Karolina here
And now we came to dad's, he wants to see Karolina
Why did you bite my ear
Mom:I want to eat you
Today was such a nice day
I dunno why im scared of evil eyes by showing Karolina Belle
Please keep saying MashAllah
We changed to sporty
We are going to see our cousins
They came from Germany
Jacket & Joggings: Adidas Sneakers: Chanel
We came back home
I hope you liked this Vlog
I know I wasn't really consistent
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China's First Space Station Is Dying, Here's What Happens Next - Duration: 3:15.
Like humans, spacecraft also go to a cemetery when they die, only this one isn't in a
memorial park.
It's here, this super remote spot in the Pacific Ocean that's actually known as the
spacecraft cemetery.
It's the farthest point on the globe from any human civilization, which means it's
the safest place to have hot metal falling from the sky.
Humans have purposefully crashed hundred of spaceships at this spot.
Which is super cool, and kind of sad.
The old adage of "what goes up must come down" applies to things in space, too.
Granted, not all of them.
A spacecraft launched with enough velocity on the right trajectory won't come back
to Earth, but things in Earth orbit will.
Like China's prototype space station, Tiangong-1, that's expected to fall back to Earth late
in March or early April of 2018.
The unusual thing here is, it's going to do it out of control!
Which raises the question of what happens when spacecraft die and have to home.
We have to do something with this old equipment, because most of the time they're going to
come down no matter what we do.
Satellites and space stations orbit because their speed — about 17,500 miles per hour
— balances against the pull of gravity.
The higher the orbit, the more stable it is, too.
That's because low-Earth orbit isn't a perfect vacuum.
There's no hard line where our atmosphere ends.
Instead, it gradually peters out meaning there's a thin veil of molecules that extends to where
some satellites do orbit.
Those molecules create drag, slowing the satellites until they can't keep up the fight against
the pull of gravity and they reenter the atmosphere.
This also happens in the region where the International Space Station orbits — about
200 miles above the planet.
So, to keep satellites in orbit we need to boost them continually.
Small bursts of speed kick satellites and stations up just enough to offset the drag
of the upper atmosphere.
Since most satellites and space stations are designed with a limited lifetime, mission
planners have figure out how to bring them home before they're even launched.
When they're ready to die, retrorockets fire against the direction of travel slow
the payload deliberately and start a reentry into the atmosphere, where most small satellites
just burn up.
But, there is another scenario.
If a satellite or space station is dead or nearly out of fuel, things can get a little
more complicated.
Without power, engineers can't control the deorbit burn to bring it down in predictable
place.
They have to cross their fingers and hope that it won't fall over a city.
This is exactly where we are with Tiangong-1.
Engineers dealing with the station CAN map its orbit and predict when it might come down,
but they can't predict every atmospheric disturbance that will affect where exactly
it lands.
The station itself is about 34 feet long and weighs close to 19,000 pounds (8.5mt).
A fair bit of it is expected to burn up on reentry, but large pieces could reach Earth.
That mass falling fast could do some damage, fatal damage if it hits a person!
But it's a slim chance.
Luckily, most of the planet is ocean, and there are more unpopulated areas than cities
in the world, so you shouldn't really have to worry.
Leftover spacecraft are a big deal, burning up or crashing is nice, because otherwise
they just hang out and get in the way of new missions or maybe future vacations!
Learn more here.
Satellites orbiting too high to bring home are put into a graveyard orbit some 22,400
miles up, where they'll be out of the way.
Thanks for watching!
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Noticias de Videojuegos 59 - Atari VCS, God of War, Unreal Engine 4, Afterparty - Duration: 21:51.
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岡田斗司夫ゼミ3月18日号「徹底攻略『ルパン三世カリオストロの城』/いよいよ物語の核心に迫る後半戦」 - Duration: 43:07.
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BREAKING : Rahm Emanuel Fires Police Chief, So He Throws Rahm's Re-Election Into Chaos - Duration: 2:54.
Rahm Emanuel Fires Police Chief, So He Throws Rahm's Re-Election Into Chaos
It's safe to say that a lot of work needs to be done in Chicago.
The city with some of the strictest gun laws leads the nation in gun violence and murder.
You can thank the corrupt liberal leadership for that.
In recent years, Obama's old pal Rahm Emanuel has been running the city into the ground.
His toxic policies have only made it worse.
Now it looks like the very police chief Rahm fired is coming back for vengeance.
And he just might get it.
From New York Post:
Former Chicago Police Superintendent Garry McCarthy announced plans Wednesday night to
run for mayor against the man who fired him after the release of dashcam video showing
a white police officer fatally shooting a black teenager.
McCarthy's announcement, which he made on his campaign website, pits him against Rahm
Emanuel in the February 2019 election.
Emanuel fired McCarthy in 2015 as an effort to restore public confidence in the police
force and his administration, just days after the court-ordered release of the video showing
Officer Jason Van Dyke shooting Laquan McDonald 16 times.
"This administration has brought us our failed education system, the overwhelming
tax burden on hard-working people, and the violent crime that plagues the entire city,"
McCarthy said.
"Over the past year, thousands of Chicagoans have approached and encouraged me to run for
mayor to fix these problems."
Thanks to the toxic views of Black Live's Matter, democrats pit cops as villains.
Anytime a black person is confronted by a cop, it's viewed as racist.
Never mind any possibility that the person is breaking the law.
The release of the video was a clear attempt by the left to shame police.
They don't want them equipped to protect our cities.
Under McCarthy, murders actually declined in Chicago.
Guess what happened the year after he was fired?
They soared to 762.
A new record!
Clearly, Rahm has a mess on his hands.
Chicago is in free-fall, with no evidence it will get better.
McCarthy is in a good position to challenge the Obama lackey.
With the city struggle as it is, he can promise a better direction.
It seems like McCarthy has a good reputation among Chicago residents.
He can definitely give Rahm a run for his money.
But be certain it will be a fight.
Rahm has plenty of support from established Democrats.
He will pull out every dirty trick in the book to beat McCarthy.
We'll just have to wait and see what happens.
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Trump Just Blew the Lid Off BIGGEST SCANDAL in US History - Duration: 2:43.
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Justice Kennedy Calls Out Sotomayor for Breaking Very Basic Rule All Judges Know - Duration: 4:07.
Justice Kennedy Calls Out Sotomayor for Breaking Very Basic Rule All Judges Know
The Supreme Court recently heard oral arguments in NIFLA v. Becerra, a case out of California
centered around abortion that has big ramifications regarding the issue of free speech versus
state-compelled speech, according to Fox News.
At issue is a 2015 statute passed by the state of California which requires all pregnancy-related
facilities to conspicuously post a disclosure informing women of the state-provided "free
or low-cost access" to various forms of prenatal care, such as abortion.
The law also requires unlicensed, non-medical facilities to prominently inform their clients
that they are not licensed medical providers.
However, the law was written with so many carveouts and exemptions that it ended up
solely targeting a number of explicitly pro-life, nonprofit "crisis pregnancy centers,"
which counsel women on options other than abortion, such as adoption.
However, the law compelled these centers to inform the women of their abortion options.
David French of National Review noted that during arguments in front of the Court, Justice
Sonia Sotomayor seemed to step outside the traditional norms of evidence submitted in
the case and earned a rebuke for it from her colleague, Justice Anthony Kennedy.
In questioning the attorney representing the plaintiffs — Mike Farris of the National
Institute of Family and Life Advocates — Sotomayor referenced information she had obtained herself
from the website of one of the unlicensed pro-life pregnancy centers, and asked several
questions in regard to licensed versus unlicensed facilities providing what amounts to medical
advice.
According to a transcript of the arguments (page 22), Sotomayor was followed by Kennedy,
who began his line of questioning with a not-so-subtle criticism of Sotomayor for side-stepping the
normal bounds of Court procedure.
Kennedy stated, "Well, in this case I didn't go beyond the record to look on the internet
because I don't think we should do that, but I do have a hypothetical."
French, who has a legal background, pointed out that court cases are fought over evidence
that has been submitted ahead of time and placed into the record in such a manner that
both sides have an equal opportunity to examine the same set of facts.
This is done so that unverified or misleading claims don't end up deciding the outcome
of a case.
Simply put, judges should not act as free-lance investigators in the cases before them.
In fact, this is judging 101," French wrote.
Sotomayor nevertheless took it upon herself to do some "free-lance investigating,"
thus going above and beyond the set of facts already put forward through arguments and
evidence in lower courts by questioning an attorney with whom she no doubt disagreed
ideologically.
Of course, The Associated Press was quick to rush to Sotomayor's defense after she
was rebuked by Kennedy.
The AP noted that there have been a handful of previous instances in other cases where
justices or their clerks will have looked something up online to better inform their
line of questioning, and even cited examples where Kennedy and Roberts had done so, as
well as Breyer, Justice Sam Alito and the late Justice Antonin Scalia.
Yet, given the thousands of cases heard over the years by the Supreme Court that have strictly
kept to the presented record, a mere five examples of a justice going outside the record
in their questions or written opinions doesn't give Sotomayor any excuse.
Kennedy was right to call out Sotomayor for stepping outside the record, and his rebuke
should serve as a reminder going forward to all current and future justices.They need
to stick to the arguments and evidence before them, not whatever information they can pull
up with a quick internet search.
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What Sara Carter Just Revealed About Russia Made Schiff Leak His Britches - Duration: 2:04.
What Sara Carter Just Revealed About Russia Made Schiff Leak His Britches
Sara A. Carter, the hardest working investigative reporter around, can put another feather in
her cap!
Yesterday, she brought the White House leak to the attention of the American people!
The Washigton Post reported yet ANOTHER WHITE HOUSE LEAK.
They complained that "President Trump did not follow specific warnings from his national
security advisers Tuesday when he congratulated Russian President Vladimir Putin on his
reelection — including a section in his briefing materials in all-capital letters
stating "DO NOT CONGRATULATE."
The Washington Post said this was "according to officials familiar with the call."
Of course, this intonates that the leak was from someone very close to the White House.
If they don't like President Trump and what his agenda is…then what are they doing in
the White House?
Could the White House phones be tapped?
The Washington Post also concluded "along with other senior White House staff, believe
it was an inside leak and suspect it was coming from National Security Council staff, sources
with knowledge stated."
Exactly who are these elusive sources?
Sara A. Carter posted to Twitter.
She has a link that goes directly to her investigative report.
Leaking is dangerous and illegal.
"White House officials will investigate the leaks and a senior White House Official
told this reporter in a statement, "If this story is accurate, that means someone leaked
the President's briefing papers.
Leaking such information is a fireable offense and likely illegal."In closing, if you are
tired of people like Schiff leaking all over the place, then drop a comment below!
To read more about Sara's investigative skills when she called out Peter Strzok's
relationship with Judge Contreas who presided over Flynn's case then recused himself,
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Where Are We Going? (Ft. Romeo & Skyler) - Duration: 4:33.
Today, my young little nephew who is only 6 years old
He has decided to bring me out to play
Where exactly is he bringing me?
As of now, I have no idea
Let's follow his footsteps and take a look
Skyler
Fun?
I can totally understand how parents' feel
Oh my god!
He's the D.O.P
I'm only the camera man
Scissors, paper, stone!
I won, you lost
Again!
Scissors, paper, stone!
Scissors, paper, stone!
Scissors, paper, stone!
Scissors, paper, stone!
Ok, I'm not playing anymore
The panda~
So we played the entire day
My little tour guide, Skyler
He brought me around to see crocodiles, panda, reptiles and all sort of tropical fish
I'll give this young little tour guide a rating
I think ten out of ten
Because after all, he is still so young
But he can bring me around to see Jia Jia and Kai Kai
I feel that this is a very good memory
I just hope that when he is older, he will bring me abroad
Bring me to Paris, okay?
Okay?
Say thumbs up!
Thumbs up!
This is a promise, okay?
Paris~
Okay?
Can you wave to the camera and say bye?
Bye!
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Really? Senators Are Smiling, They GIVE THEMSELVES a RAISE with New Budget Bill - Duration: 3:29.
Really?
Senators Are Smiling, They GIVE THEMSELVES a RAISE with New Budget Bill
The House and Senate increased their own budgets in the $1.3 trillion omnibus spending package.
The Senate increased its total salaries of officers and employees by $12.6 million in
the 2,232-page bill that lawmakers had fewer than 48 hours to read and vote on.
The bill avoids a government shutdown that would take place at midnight on Friday.
Aside from giving their own institutions a bonus, the omnibus also gives away millions
to prevent "elderly falls," promote breastfeeding, and fight "excessive alcohol use."
The legislation increases the Senate budget to $919.9 million, up $48.8 million from fiscal
year 2017, according to the congressional summary of the bill.
"The increase provides funding necessary for critical modernization and upgrades of
the Senate financial management system and investments in IT security," the summary
states.
Meanwhile, the House of Representatives increased its budget to $1.2 billion, which is $10.9
million above 2017 levels.
Salaries of staffers in the Senate are also set for an increase.
Division I of the legislation breaks down the total salaries of officers and employees,
which are being raised from $182 million in 2017 to $194.8 million in the final bill,
an increase of $12.58 million.
The Senate also increased its expense account, as expense allowances are going from $177,000
to $192,000, an increase of $15,000.
The House, however, kept its budget for salaries the same at $22.3 million and lowered expenses
by $4.4 million.
Committee offices got an increase of $22.9 million in salaries, from $181.5 million in
2017 to $204.4 million in the final bill.
The omnibus also boosts funding for health research, including a $3 billion increase
to the ever-growing budget of the National Institutes of Health.
Health care spending in the omnibus includes $4 million to combat "excessive alcohol
use" through a CDC prevention and health promotion program.
Another $15 million goes to study "high obesity counties" and an increase of $5
million for the CDC program that seeks to "address obesity in counties" by leveraging
"the community extension services provided by land grant universities who are mandated
to translate science into practical action and promote healthy lifestyles."
The bill also spends $2.05 million to prevent "elderly falls" and $8 million in the
form of "breastfeeding grants."
The legislation also mandates the Alcohol and Tobacco Tax and Trade Bureau to improve
"wine label accuracy."
The House passed the spending package Friday, and the Senate is expected to follow.
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NATOBall : Hi USA
USA: Are you still playing that game?
NATO : Yes USA, I don't have something else to relax.
Have you ever heard about Amino's Polandball Community?
NATO : No USA! What is it?
Aminos is a mobile network of communities for every interest in the world.
including a community of 20,000+ Polandball fans/mappers from around the world!
USA: With Amino Polandball . YOu can chat,talk,relax and share your work with every people.
There are a lot of features I like a lot
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Could I use your phone?
I would buy a new phone after earn more money
Thank you USA
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mac 教學-29:clean my mac值得買嗎?用後MacBook容量變多、變快?蘋果電腦 & macOS & MacBook Pro-新手-使用-技巧-入门-教学| SernHao Tv - Duration: 4:37.
Hello, everyone! I'm SernHao. Welcome to my channel.
What I want to share with you today is: CleanMyMac.
- MacBook & macOS beginner tips for getting started -
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Tips for using MacBook and macOS.
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After I posted the appCleaner video,
Many freind will suggest me that there are actually a better apps.
which is CleanMyMac.
After I check,
actually this cleanMyMac have to paid.
Of course, it also has some free-trail features for you.
So I'm curious, an app that has to pay,
but still have so many people recommend it,
Is it worth having it?
So I will try and share this app today.
Of course, you don't have to rush to find this CleanMyMac.
Because of its download link, I have put in the description below.
If you are interested in this app,
Click on the link below then you will go to its page.
Okay, after download, double-click.
Then drag CleanMyMac3 into Application.
Then go to Application to find CleanMyMac, double-click.
On the left hand side of CleanMyMac is the garbage it can clean up.
And some of the tools we use.
The biggest function of CleanMyMac is
And these garbage are piled up for a long time.
It will make the computer slower and slower.
And its cleanup method is:
(Clean up) Those who have identified unnecessary garbage,
And it is safe to clean up.
This is actually very important.
Because for some people,
We will not know whether these "garbage" are useless.
If you accidentally clean up useful "garbage",
Then We have trouble.
So, we will run the Scan.
Click this button.
It will scan these junk files.
Note that this "Large & old File"
It is a large size or old document.
It must be reviewed by you. Do you want to delete it?
After clicking on it, press "See Details".
These are the files. He will ask you if you want to delete it.
In addition to the junk file, it can also
(2) uninstall.
Uninstall is one of your apps.
Then (press) unistall on it.
(3)maintenance
For maintenance, he will do some systematic finishing.
It also removes some unnecessary "temporary files".
(4)Privacy
Privacy is that it will delete those
After you go online to the cache and download things.
Messages, and some of the things you've seen recently.
(5) Extension (plug-in)
Extensions are plugins that you might accidentally download.
So those Extensions can be found here and then deleted.
(6) Shreder, is the meaning of a shredder.
It allows you to choose the file you want,
Then delete it completely.
Even if you use special software, you can't find this file.
After using this app, I found that
There are actually some we can manually clean up.
The premise is that you must know your macOS very well.
And you need to spend time cleaning up these rubbish.
So if you don't have any protection from the above two,
Then I will suggest you to download this app to use.
The above is what I want to share with you.
Tips for using MacBook and macOS.
If you think this video helps you,
Please give me a "like" and share it with your friends.
If you have any good app or mac function,
You are welcome to leave me a message below.
I will try it and then make a video to share it with everyone.
Well, I'm SernHao. See you again in my next video! Bye~
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I just realized I'm not a time traveler | creepypasta reading | scary noleep stories - Duration: 10:42.
I just realized I'm not a time traveler.
I've made a lot of mistakes.
I didn't know what I was doing, I swear.
I'm still trying to comprehend the magnitude of the damage I've caused.
The sheer amount of lives I've destroyed.
To anyone affected by a short, scruffy guy named Axel, I'm sorry.
I just hope that writing it all down can perhaps absolve me… even just a little.
I'll give anything for some forgiveness.
I don't think I deserve it, though.
Not after what I've done.
I'll start at the beginning.
I first realized – or rather, thought – I was a time traveler when I was about eleven.
My mom had just fallen and broke her neck, and I remember everything coming to a stop.
I remember her head twisted around, the sound of the snap echoing endlessly, a muffled "oh"
underneath.
My "oh".
The oh started to reverse, though.
As if someone pressed the rewind button of a VHS tape.
And, sure enough, the visual followed the sound.
My mom's tear rolled back up, her neck untangling, her body being pulled up like a marionette
back into standing position, back in front of the spill.
Press play.
"Mom!
Stop!"
The words erupted from my mouth before I had any time to lasso them back.
My mom jumped, stumbling forwards, landing with her temple on stone.
The moment paused again, Mom's mouth agape in a startled "oh", the counter corner
embedded in her skull.
Rewind.
Play.
This time, I dove forward and pulled her into a hug.
The roast she was holding fell to the floor, joining the grease stain she hadn't noticed.
"Hon?
What's wrong?"
I guess the fact that her ambivalent and withdrawn preteen son hugging her for the first time
in years overrode the shock of a spilled dinner.
I started to cry, I probably wept, and the next few weeks all blurred into one continuous
smear.
My mom didn't believe me when I told her about seeing her die right in front of me.
She took me to the pediatrician first, who then referred us to a psychologist, who pointed
the way to a psychiatrist.
I was medicated, thought to have early onset bipolar, in the middle of a mixed episode.
I heard words like "manic" and "delusions of grandeur", but I didn't care.
I was having the time of my life.
Sure, the sedatives made me feel fuzzy, and I was still too young to really object to
the medications, but it couldn't get in the way of using my new found super power.
I could rewind time.
Anytime my mom said something condescending, or when my little sister refused to let me
have my turn on the game, or even just because I'm bored – I'll go wild.
It felt so good to be able to just slap Eva when she bugged me, or knock the meds out
of my mom's hands.
Sometimes, I'd even throw everything not bolted down outside my window.
I could always rewind, and just not be a little shit.
Everything was fine.
I never dealt with consequences.
I was an angelic teen.
The perfectly behaved straight-A student, dating the most popular girl in school, in
line to be student body president.
I knew every word to say, every test answer, everything I needed to coast through life.
I found out I could travel forward in time when I lost my virginity.
I'm not going to bore you with the many failed attempts I made at a fumbling first
time, but let's just say that on about the fourth take, I was euphoric.
I closed my eyes from the sight of Lily under me and opened them to the same thing, only
she was older.
Her eyes had crow's feet, and I could see gray hair snaking across our pillows.
Where before she was screaming in ecstasy, this Lily was in agony.
"Stop!
Baby stop, please!"
Before I could stop the words, my mouth spoke: "You cheating cunt!
I'll fucking kill you!"
Before I could stop the movement, my hands wrapped around her throat.
My grip tightened.
Her thrashing slowed.
I closed my eyes in relief
and opened them in tears, still over Lily, still in the back of the car.
"Aw baby, was I that good?"
She said, chuckling, wiping at my tears.
I broke up with her that night.
I didn't know if I needed to have sex again, or just reach the same state of pleasure,
so I put on some porn and went at it.
Nothing, just a mess.
So I asked a friend for something to feel good.
I heated a spoon, lay in bed, and tried to let go.
I thought of graduating high school, college, getting my first house.
I thought of my future partner, maybe some children, definitely a cat.
I was transfixed on the imagery of my eyes aging.
"Baby wake up, you're lying on my shit."
The voice was scratchy, like they were fighting a head cold.
When I opened my eyes, the person looked just as wretched.
I almost gagged at her breath.
Looking down, we were both naked, track marks as common as stretch.
I felt bile rising, and flipped over on the bed to vomit three bean soup back onto the
three bean colored carpet.
"Fucking finally."
That voice, Celia, my first college girlfriend.
I fucking hate her.
"Well?"
She said.
"Do you want any or not?"
Rewind.
I never went to that party, I never let myself meet Celia.
I didn't even let myself have pain killers.
Not after that path I saw.
So maybe you're getting a bit of a picture of what I'm capable of.
I can't travel forward at will, and however long I travel backwards I must relive everything
after the point I stop at.
It's not perfect, but it made for a hell of a good life.
I wasn't always a good person, though.
I swear, I didn't think it would have repercussions, not like this.
There was this one girl, Juno, who denied me at every turn.
I tried time and time again to win her over, but she was adamant that she didn't want
to be around me, let alone date me.
I wasn't used to this kind of rebuttal.
I was used to getting what I want, after a few tries.
So when she didn't give me what I wanted, I took it.
I felt so guilty that I couldn't even finish before rewinding and scuttling off, but I
kept dreaming about it.
I couldn't help but think I could have anything, anyone that I wanted.
So I did it again.
So, yeah.
I was the time traveling rapist.
But it gets worse.
There was a kid in my grade, Paul, who bugged the hell out of me.
Something never seemed right with him, and he could make my hair stand on end just by
looking at me.
I grew to hate that weaselly little creep over the years.
That was my state of mind, when I heard that he had eyes on my sister, Eva.
And not just his own eyes, but others' too.
He apparently found a tree outside our house that his bony ass could comfortably sit on
while he jerked off to my preteen sister changing.
He sold the images online.
I may be a rapist, but at least I can undo my actions.
At least I'm not a fucking pedophile.
I beat him to a pulp.
I threw him out windows.
I slaughtered him and his entire family.
I was furious, and no amount of murder satisfied me.
Eventually, I settled on dumping him in the ocean, still writhing under the cement blocks.
I covered my tracks.
It wasn't enough, though.
Suppose the entire world froze, except for you.
Every person, every bird, every tree; completely still, still alive.
What would you do?
Don't toss any bullshit like "eat all the ice cream" or "steal all the money",
you'd fuck everyone you've ever wanted to fuck.
You'd kill anyone who ever pissed you off.
You'd wreak havoc.
You'd be absolutely and utterly free to do what you pleased.
And so I did.
My entire adulthood was riddled with mass murder, destruction, making art out of agony.
I loved going just long enough to let the newspapers come up with a nickname for my
alter-ego, then rewinding to switch up my methods.
I was particularly fond of "Mr. Splice", but "Zodiac Killer" had a nice ring.
But I digress.
You see, I swear I thought I was doing no harm.
These people, this timeline, it would all be erased.
They would never know the pain I caused, the deaths my hands.
They'd just see Axel, just a humble mechanic, taking care of his sick mom.
I thought every time I rewound, so did time.
But I'm older now, too weary to go back to my youth and try again.
I'm pretty damn tired.
And after my heart attack, I saw something I can never forget.
I saw everything.
Every thread, every line, every divulging path that I thought was demolished was firm.
Real.
Devastatingly real.
The aftermath to my musings were tangible, and every time I rewound, the scenes continued.
I looked confused, as if I knew I was meant to be somewhere else.
I understood.
Every single time I reversed my actions, I made a duplicate.
My consciousness must have copied.
Transferred.
Not even aware that it was a clone, carrying the power with it.
So I saw every single one of myself being ravaged by police, avenging parents, fires
I started.
I saw the funerals of the inhabitants of homes I burned down, ignorant of whoever was in
there.
I saw myself the father of countless children, with countless battered wives, with countless
beatings by fathers.
I saw myself covered in the blood of my little sister, her guts ripped open when I tried
to play zombie that one time.
I will never forget the look on my mother's face when she entered the room to see me,
confused, Eva's liver still in my mouth.
Or the feeling of her beating my face in with her bare hands.
So, I sit here now, old enough to realize that even the slightest change could cause
damage not even I can predict.
I've stopped rewinding.
I've stopped trying to prevent disasters.
I'm just trying to atone.
Trying to make up for the wrongs I've done.
Maybe, somehow, by some great chance of fate, some timelines may converge, and the people
I've hurt can all read this.
So, to you.
If you were ever hurt by a short, scruffy guy named Axel Ponderosa, I'm sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.
I'm not a time traveler.
I'm a multidimensional piece of shit.
And I'm making sure I never hurt anyone ever again.
Maybe the bullet won't be fast enough before the rewind kicks in, but maybe it will.
I guess we'll see.
Play.
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What does "Océ" mean when he sees a person at level 73
2 people against 1 ... Where is the respect ?
Respect is here! (knocked down like this poor cat x) )
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I just realized I'm not a time traveler | creepypasta reading | scary noleep stories - Duration: 10:42.
I just realized I'm not a time traveler.
I've made a lot of mistakes.
I didn't know what I was doing, I swear.
I'm still trying to comprehend the magnitude of the damage I've caused.
The sheer amount of lives I've destroyed.
To anyone affected by a short, scruffy guy named Axel, I'm sorry.
I just hope that writing it all down can perhaps absolve me… even just a little.
I'll give anything for some forgiveness.
I don't think I deserve it, though.
Not after what I've done.
I'll start at the beginning.
I first realized – or rather, thought – I was a time traveler when I was about eleven.
My mom had just fallen and broke her neck, and I remember everything coming to a stop.
I remember her head twisted around, the sound of the snap echoing endlessly, a muffled "oh"
underneath.
My "oh".
The oh started to reverse, though.
As if someone pressed the rewind button of a VHS tape.
And, sure enough, the visual followed the sound.
My mom's tear rolled back up, her neck untangling, her body being pulled up like a marionette
back into standing position, back in front of the spill.
Press play.
"Mom!
Stop!"
The words erupted from my mouth before I had any time to lasso them back.
My mom jumped, stumbling forwards, landing with her temple on stone.
The moment paused again, Mom's mouth agape in a startled "oh", the counter corner
embedded in her skull.
Rewind.
Play.
This time, I dove forward and pulled her into a hug.
The roast she was holding fell to the floor, joining the grease stain she hadn't noticed.
"Hon?
What's wrong?"
I guess the fact that her ambivalent and withdrawn preteen son hugging her for the first time
in years overrode the shock of a spilled dinner.
I started to cry, I probably wept, and the next few weeks all blurred into one continuous
smear.
My mom didn't believe me when I told her about seeing her die right in front of me.
She took me to the pediatrician first, who then referred us to a psychologist, who pointed
the way to a psychiatrist.
I was medicated, thought to have early onset bipolar, in the middle of a mixed episode.
I heard words like "manic" and "delusions of grandeur", but I didn't care.
I was having the time of my life.
Sure, the sedatives made me feel fuzzy, and I was still too young to really object to
the medications, but it couldn't get in the way of using my new found super power.
I could rewind time.
Anytime my mom said something condescending, or when my little sister refused to let me
have my turn on the game, or even just because I'm bored – I'll go wild.
It felt so good to be able to just slap Eva when she bugged me, or knock the meds out
of my mom's hands.
Sometimes, I'd even throw everything not bolted down outside my window.
I could always rewind, and just not be a little shit.
Everything was fine.
I never dealt with consequences.
I was an angelic teen.
The perfectly behaved straight-A student, dating the most popular girl in school, in
line to be student body president.
I knew every word to say, every test answer, everything I needed to coast through life.
I found out I could travel forward in time when I lost my virginity.
I'm not going to bore you with the many failed attempts I made at a fumbling first
time, but let's just say that on about the fourth take, I was euphoric.
I closed my eyes from the sight of Lily under me and opened them to the same thing, only
she was older.
Her eyes had crow's feet, and I could see gray hair snaking across our pillows.
Where before she was screaming in ecstasy, this Lily was in agony.
"Stop!
Baby stop, please!"
Before I could stop the words, my mouth spoke: "You cheating cunt!
I'll fucking kill you!"
Before I could stop the movement, my hands wrapped around her throat.
My grip tightened.
Her thrashing slowed.
I closed my eyes in relief
and opened them in tears, still over Lily, still in the back of the car.
"Aw baby, was I that good?"
She said, chuckling, wiping at my tears.
I broke up with her that night.
I didn't know if I needed to have sex again, or just reach the same state of pleasure,
so I put on some porn and went at it.
Nothing, just a mess.
So I asked a friend for something to feel good.
I heated a spoon, lay in bed, and tried to let go.
I thought of graduating high school, college, getting my first house.
I thought of my future partner, maybe some children, definitely a cat.
I was transfixed on the imagery of my eyes aging.
"Baby wake up, you're lying on my shit."
The voice was scratchy, like they were fighting a head cold.
When I opened my eyes, the person looked just as wretched.
I almost gagged at her breath.
Looking down, we were both naked, track marks as common as stretch.
I felt bile rising, and flipped over on the bed to vomit three bean soup back onto the
three bean colored carpet.
"Fucking finally."
That voice, Celia, my first college girlfriend.
I fucking hate her.
"Well?"
She said.
"Do you want any or not?"
Rewind.
I never went to that party, I never let myself meet Celia.
I didn't even let myself have pain killers.
Not after that path I saw.
So maybe you're getting a bit of a picture of what I'm capable of.
I can't travel forward at will, and however long I travel backwards I must relive everything
after the point I stop at.
It's not perfect, but it made for a hell of a good life.
I wasn't always a good person, though.
I swear, I didn't think it would have repercussions, not like this.
There was this one girl, Juno, who denied me at every turn.
I tried time and time again to win her over, but she was adamant that she didn't want
to be around me, let alone date me.
I wasn't used to this kind of rebuttal.
I was used to getting what I want, after a few tries.
So when she didn't give me what I wanted, I took it.
I felt so guilty that I couldn't even finish before rewinding and scuttling off, but I
kept dreaming about it.
I couldn't help but think I could have anything, anyone that I wanted.
So I did it again.
So, yeah.
I was the time traveling rapist.
But it gets worse.
There was a kid in my grade, Paul, who bugged the hell out of me.
Something never seemed right with him, and he could make my hair stand on end just by
looking at me.
I grew to hate that weaselly little creep over the years.
That was my state of mind, when I heard that he had eyes on my sister, Eva.
And not just his own eyes, but others' too.
He apparently found a tree outside our house that his bony ass could comfortably sit on
while he jerked off to my preteen sister changing.
He sold the images online.
I may be a rapist, but at least I can undo my actions.
At least I'm not a fucking pedophile.
I beat him to a pulp.
I threw him out windows.
I slaughtered him and his entire family.
I was furious, and no amount of murder satisfied me.
Eventually, I settled on dumping him in the ocean, still writhing under the cement blocks.
I covered my tracks.
It wasn't enough, though.
Suppose the entire world froze, except for you.
Every person, every bird, every tree; completely still, still alive.
What would you do?
Don't toss any bullshit like "eat all the ice cream" or "steal all the money",
you'd fuck everyone you've ever wanted to fuck.
You'd kill anyone who ever pissed you off.
You'd wreak havoc.
You'd be absolutely and utterly free to do what you pleased.
And so I did.
My entire adulthood was riddled with mass murder, destruction, making art out of agony.
I loved going just long enough to let the newspapers come up with a nickname for my
alter-ego, then rewinding to switch up my methods.
I was particularly fond of "Mr. Splice", but "Zodiac Killer" had a nice ring.
But I digress.
You see, I swear I thought I was doing no harm.
These people, this timeline, it would all be erased.
They would never know the pain I caused, the deaths my hands.
They'd just see Axel, just a humble mechanic, taking care of his sick mom.
I thought every time I rewound, so did time.
But I'm older now, too weary to go back to my youth and try again.
I'm pretty damn tired.
And after my heart attack, I saw something I can never forget.
I saw everything.
Every thread, every line, every divulging path that I thought was demolished was firm.
Real.
Devastatingly real.
The aftermath to my musings were tangible, and every time I rewound, the scenes continued.
I looked confused, as if I knew I was meant to be somewhere else.
I understood.
Every single time I reversed my actions, I made a duplicate.
My consciousness must have copied.
Transferred.
Not even aware that it was a clone, carrying the power with it.
So I saw every single one of myself being ravaged by police, avenging parents, fires
I started.
I saw the funerals of the inhabitants of homes I burned down, ignorant of whoever was in
there.
I saw myself the father of countless children, with countless battered wives, with countless
beatings by fathers.
I saw myself covered in the blood of my little sister, her guts ripped open when I tried
to play zombie that one time.
I will never forget the look on my mother's face when she entered the room to see me,
confused, Eva's liver still in my mouth.
Or the feeling of her beating my face in with her bare hands.
So, I sit here now, old enough to realize that even the slightest change could cause
damage not even I can predict.
I've stopped rewinding.
I've stopped trying to prevent disasters.
I'm just trying to atone.
Trying to make up for the wrongs I've done.
Maybe, somehow, by some great chance of fate, some timelines may converge, and the people
I've hurt can all read this.
So, to you.
If you were ever hurt by a short, scruffy guy named Axel Ponderosa, I'm sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.
I'm not a time traveler.
I'm a multidimensional piece of shit.
And I'm making sure I never hurt anyone ever again.
Maybe the bullet won't be fast enough before the rewind kicks in, but maybe it will.
I guess we'll see.
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INFJ Personality Type Often Have These Weird Traits - Duration: 2:57.
INFJ Personality Type Often Have These Weird Traits
Each personality type from the 16 Myers-Briggs types of personality has weird traits that
may make may negatively affect their life.
Here are some weird traits of IFNJ personality type that you should know.
1.
All-or-nothing
INFJs have weird syndrome in which they need to follow what they like either it is positive
or negative for the rest of their live.
Being extremist such as exercising everyday or sitting on the coach everyday sometimes
puts INFJ in wrong path.
2.
Inability to settle
People with INFJ personality just want to seek the meaning of life through activities,
occupation, and other things.
unfortunately, it is an endless quest especially knowing the fact that INFJ demands perfection
as being extremist all-or-nothing.
3.
Perfectionism
When working with others, satisfaction is never guaranteed.
It is just there is always something missing in the result.
INFJs need people who can satisfy their needs by working perfectly on projects and activities
planned.
4.
Solitude is not an option
The nature of Introvert character of INFJ actually should make INFJ loves solitude.
However, INFJs also carry extroverted nature (Fe) which is basically contradicting.
That is why INFJ has small group of circle and other bigger circle for accommodating
it.
5.
Contradictory
We have seen contradiction everywhere in INFJs.
This actually enables INFJs to fit in various situations without too much struggle.
They can please crowds in party, and they also can talk deep to a very introverted person.
6.
Writers
INFJs need to take some time to speak since they basically write things they want to say
in their mind.
Otherwise, their scattered minds will make the words too difficult to understand.
7.
Seeing everything
Some people are only capable in seeing either big picture or fine details.
However, INFJ are capable in seeing both without too much effort.
8.
Visionaries
INFJs really have brilliant ideas through their deep thought and contemplation.
It is worth noting that the ideas are usually useful for society and generally for the bettermen
of the wordl.
All in all, that's the "INFJ Personality Type Often Have These Weird Traits".
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The 100 | Sky people - Duration: 4:23.
The ground...
That's the dream
Mom?
Mom?
What's going on?
You begin send to the ground
All 100 of you
We're back bitches!
This is reality
I love earth
No animals huh?
Reality sucks
Look, this is not who we are
It's now
Clarke, you even said it yourself
This is not who we are!
JASPER!!!
NO!!!
Come on!
We're not alone
NO!!!
You want forgiveness?
Fine, I give it to you
You're forgiven okay?
If you need forgiveness
I give that to you
Get outta of my way, Bellamy
Be smart about this
You son of bitch
Wow, what's you problem?
You can stop this!
They listen to you!
I saw you and i know you're not a killer
NO!!! This is on you Princess, you sholud keep you mouth shut
Charlotte!!!!
NO!!
NO!!!
Need to know
Thanks princess
NO!!
NO!
NO!!
OUCH!
She's not a prisoned....
She's my daughter!
Clarke?
Mom?
I thought you were dead
I thought you were dead
It came from Arkadia!
You're dead to me!
You're done Ali! You hear me?
We're going to ????
Everyone always counting on you
What do you want from me?!
PLEASE!!!!
I'm so sorry
Hey, Bellamy don't!
Stop!
Let her go Echo!
LET HER GO!
Back of Bellamy!
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Then we to the starting lights
This seasons 3rd race starts
Gonanen takes the middle line
Every line goes to Rome
Axel takes wide line
Thank god we survived from the start
Yes
Hey, hey, hey, what!?
What umm what happened?
I'm coming
Oh what?
What!? O_o
What is happening?
It looked like to me that Kattimies wen't over Suomipeluri
With a car
Interesting
What is happening? (I say this a lot)
Kattimies and Peluri
What are you doing?
Just asking
There is going something for adults that starts with a letter "s" (By Ari)
You guys are sometimes jumping on eatchother
So amazing
There is a "X" next to the name
Seriously you wan't to see this
From my angle of view
That clip has to be in youtube tomorrow
evening if you wan't it to the race summary
Virtsu has nicely some video material after 8 laps
Yeah
I got some too
from the little lags
from my view
Little
little
People jumps on others cars
Oh this worked
I was 10th and now i moved up to 7th
Because i wen't earlier to the pits
to the pts
Perfect
Now I'm saying it is about 4 seconds a lap because i'm saving tires
How fast is he coming?
Now he is half of a straight from me
Last lap he was in the start of the 3rd sector when i was at the main straight
What is happening?
He closed the cap to me by 6 seconds
6 seconds?
yup
Now softs are working at least
I'm saving tires so that can be the reason why he is catching me
I'm doing 1 second faster time now with softs
Now these are working
60% and 5 laps, these are not going to make to he end of the race
Gonanen has even more problems because he came 1 lap earlier than me
Gonanen can come to the pits because there is so big gap
I'm pretty sure
I would have come mydelf
Gonanen is at just at the front
Now 60%
5 laps to go so it will be around 80%
Now it is very close that will i get a puncture
It will be really close
I can't save my tires because NN is 6 seconds from me
Because he has penalty, so the gap is about 10 seconds
I overtake Ashkimies
Now i made a mistake
He can't get past me anymore
My left back tire got a puncture
Left back tire got a puncure even it had to be right one
No the other way around
It was right one but ithad to be left one
It was the less worn tire
And now i spin
Thats it then
Oh my god
Last lap, last time it was lap before the last lap but now it is tha last lap
There is more turns to the right, thats it
My cat can't turns right without the risk of spinning
This didn't go as i planned
Don't drive in to my rear Katti
I wen't to the barriers because of you
thanks
i Will challenge that to the court
If i will get disqualified because i'm driving in the wrong way
Ashkimies comes pass
I'm again last in the finish
pretty much
i think i'm last
This is it
I won't get points
I won't get points
Tuff battle
Stay behind me peluri
STAY BEHIND ME!!!
What are you doing?
I demand a penalty for that
I just lost it
no,no, no, unngh
Unngghh and crying
no points
2nd place (mumbling)
I was 5th O.O
Womble had quite well penalties
I can announc in the church that i lost the battle of winning championship
It eneded here
Too big risk
Mine and Gonanens gap is 50 points
it is too much, i have to get 2 wins and and Gonanen has to retire in 2 races
I announce my championship win to the grave
yeah
Sister comes to play some minecraft
Indeed he is
Indeed
Oh womble got 6 seconds
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It's a llama
Finding new llama
Yo guys it's bricks here and quickly before this video starts
I just would like to say thank you very much for the support on the last video
I actually done better than I thought it would do for the first video on my channel so
Yeah, this video we're starting out simple
We're just gonna go for that big fat w so yeah guys. If you enjoy this video. Don't forget to Like and subscribe
Please watch the video all the way through because I put a lot of time and effort in this video
And I know you guys will enjoy if you watch it all the way through it's got funny moments. Enjoy the video alright
We're gonna end all these little
All right good start!
This is bad actually because I can't I can't kill someone with
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna die oh, no. I'll I'm alive my god. i'm Alive
Earphones and taking the mick with me. Yes!
Because my headphones are like... I can hear coming out of one ear
Alright we're gonna start with this because I feel someone gonna be up here.
Yes, take it suck on it now
I'm actually scared. I'm gonna die
I'm gonna die
No, I'm not I'm not smart when in doubt hide under the stairs
Hide under the stairs again
Oh my god, Jesus Christ
Welcome guys to the first game of the day you're gonna get that fat W
Honey no no, honey no, oh
I might as... actually nah. I was gonna say i was just gonna go straight for the kill
Three revolvers kill yourself
Remember what happened last game when i had one of these
Yeah, you don't want to leave it in my hands. Do ya?
Ah it's a llama. Rah finding new llama and that
Given me a bunch of shhh
Someone's coming
Rah is that you?
Is that you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, is that you?
Rah is that you yeah?
Oh shabba! what Oh ignore that guys please ignore that ignore that. I can't believe that happened
alright guys first game of the day let's go
Alright well actually I actually want to get a win this time, okay, so I'm actually gonna try I wasn't I wasn't trying before
I'm actually gonna try I'm actually gonna focus you might not hear me talk a lot because I'm actually sweating my balls off. Okay, so
It's gonna happen and guys it also another excuse for why I'm not doing so... ooh yes!
Another excuse to why I'm not doing so good is because like my earphone
It's like being weird like every time I try to record a video
It like like you get what like you get like like like it like it like
Like it it like like
No seriously, i forgot what i was going to say
Like it's only coming out of one ear. Ooh yes!
Yeah it only comes out of one ear for some reason. I don't know why.Oh my god the game is blessing me now!
Yeah, so that's why I'm not doing so
Good with hearing where they are. I swear
I don't think I saw anyone else coming so I should be able to loot this whole place out by myself
No someone's here
I don't know where they are, but i heard someone. Oh yeah there they are
Obviously big man gang gang skiddy Papa
Thumbnail
Yeah... thumbnail captured
I'm actually gonna show you how to use this. It's the sexiest thing!
Man man rah rah
I don't... I think it's not been looted out!
Ooh no it hasn't
Give me give me more
I would've said it's the luckiest game ever, but it's not because I've not got a scar yet
Also guys I'd like you to comment down below quickly if you enjoy these gameplays
With me just trying to get a fat W
Oh, there's another guy
Raa big man
Yes
That's what you call being black. Oh my god the game has actually blessed us. I'm not even joking
Now this is actually the luckiest game. We've ever had on fortnite yet boys.
I Mean like cause it's like probably the only video that. Yeah, it's the luckiest game we have ever had on fortnite yet boys.
Yeah, guys. I wasn't even focusing. I need to focus. I need to get that W
What is that what is that in the distance
I Was going to go, but I don't want to go anymore again. I just don't
You see, PC gamers like all the gotta do is aim and then tap tap twice and it's just headshot headshot
Flippin that is there's oh my god
I'm actually kind of scared not gonna lie
kind of scared to run in here oh
My god
What it's in the tree?
I could push them or not sure if that's a good idea with my accuracy oh
Yes, I'm gonna push that that beep no i'm gonna push that guy push that guy
I'm gonna whoop his ass
See I don't even know where shooting is happening. Because my headphones are being weird.
I can kill this guy right now. Oh
God shabba de naya
Oh
Oh
sexy girl
Kiss oh my god. I'm done. I'm done guys. I'm thanking you all for watching this video
Don't forget to drop a comment drop a subscription also
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no stability about a couple of weekends ago in the
tea satsang I had a question it was compressed or didn't come out right
but you essentially said I know this mind it's a complex mind this mind needs
to come here and sit quiet or keep quiet so I guess I'm here for three weeks
okay to seek your guidance or any of the next steps but before I carry on would
you mind if I read something from dr. Gita you from the from the avila okay
we'll go thank you
so I mean just for reference for everybody - dr. Gita I consider it as my
Bible it's the Gita for the non-dual seeker
this is from the final chapter is to get a father know one duel see grant do a
seeker does it mean then that does you mean this this seeker is non dual or
what the seeker is seeking is done to all the seekers on the path of
non-duality versus the traditional path on the traditional path they're still
right from the beginning - okay duality well this is the seeker is in search of
that non-dual wisdom right okay very good so this is from the final chapter
of the book the heart of awareness by Thomas Byron difficult to have can you
know this alone yeah thank you
thank you know in the chapter 20 the final chapter I'm Shiva I am fulfilled
the elements of nature the body in the senses what are they to me or the mind
what is emptiness or despair what are holy books our knowledge of the
self or the mind even when it is free of the senses or happiness or freedom from
desire I'm always one without to knowledge or ignorance freedom or
bondage what are they what is I or mine or this or the form of the true self I'm
always one what do I care for freedom in life or in death or for my present karma
I'm always without I so where's the one who acts or in choice and what is the
rising or the vanishing of thought what is the invisible world or the visible in
my heart I am one what is this world who seeks freedom or wisdom or oneness who
is bound or free in my heart I am one what is creation or the solution what is
seeking and the end of seeking who is the seeker
what has he found I am forever pure what do I care who knows what is known or how
it is known what do I care for knowledge what do I care what is or what is not I
am forever still what are joy or sorrow distraction or concentration
understanding or delusion I'm always without thought what is
happiness or grief what is here and now cor beyond I am forever pure
what is illusion or the world what is the little soul or God himself
one without - I'm always the same I sit in my heart what need is there for
striving or stillness what is freedom or bondage what are holy books or teachings
what is the purpose of life who is the disciple and who is the master for I
have no bounds I am Shiva nothing arises in me in whom nothing a
single nothing is double nothing is nothing is not what more is there to say
what do you have to say no I've been on on the path with under the master I'm
lucky enough right now that I have two enlightened masters in my life and I'd
see no conflict both of them are propelling me along yes you should not
survive them yes and that's the point that's why I'm here in front of this
standing here then you must read what you've read now as ashtavakra himself
yes right now I'm in the spotlight many of them sit / the worker will not care
about it I do understand last September tzemre he
doesn't know last September you have
recognition is easy it is the sustained endurance in that state of awareness
there I'm stuck yes recognition easy and in your
presence you confirmed that and it helped me in a way there was value to
say I am awareness and experience the deep stillness and awareness and your
presence but I've had that you know every so often the sustain of what makes
it go away you must find out why is it that you can speak in the past about it
when if you speak if you read active across words he is not speaking in the
past he's speaking in present tense this book is thousands of years old
maybe and yet he speaks in the present tense you are you are speaking now and
you're speaking in the past I am in the way deliberately looking into the past
to bring up certain experiences to put them in front so I can seek your
guidance yes and it is also because you conceive of yourself as an entity in
time and I am going to speak like this you know not because I intend that you
get it you see because you could not have chosen something more beautiful
than the words you've chosen of ashtavakra you see house is very
delightful delighted to hear you reading and so when you're reading him so wonder
what he's going to say after this can you say something what you're going to
say is it just something that you like you have to become these words itself or
be in the position not of the listener of the words but the speaker of them
and what will be needed for you to be the speaker of the words not the reader
of the words but the speaker of the words what will be needed then hmm
I speak with everybody know what word what will be needed because already
there's a conditioning in you where you have already are you're presenting your
position from the wrong place also you already are insisting that you
are bound by time and that you are person nobody gave this to you but you
are using you're referring to yourself by time and and by somehow some status
which is not true I have to speak at this you see otherwise and cooperating
with something that you have to throw away like if there is no for you now no
past no past I don't nothing from past now because ashtavakra
is not past okay hmm no past and don't speak about future like okay so in the
future I hope to be awakened to so that ashtavakra swear it will be real for me
so no future for you no pass for you
nobody's ever experienced the future you only know now
today is yesterday's tomorrow but you only know now so about now off now you
have nothing and no walking stick left hand walking stick passed right and
walking stick future and present doesn't need any walking stick so now what you
can say and you know now there is only now now there's only awareness and this
is familiar this is always there is there anything more stable than
awareness no okay then don't touch anything else then because anything else
is not stable it's gonna take you off into the past no now just now yeah no
yeah speak only now speak only in present tense with me then there's
nothing to speak
words can come and go if the speaker of them is not of time you will know that
when you're clear as to your true nature you may speak of course and converse
because also this is natural state you may have to say yes tomorrow I'm coming
9 o'clock and so on so this is the nature of the time the the manifestation
the dynamic expression we will talk like that you will say you know can you give
me something for later I will take something for a go to bed because I
whatever all this thing that's fine is not about not speaking domain this
mistakes number not speaking it's about knowing who you are during speech and
prior to speech and at the end of speech that doesn't change
you know they share something for which I might have to refer to the past or at
least a condition more relevant than now
why is now not enough why you must go to past hmm
leave everything in the past all the graves are there don't go to them and
none of them from future no let now be enough speak from now because that's the
only place where your life will you're alive try and understand me in your
heart what I'm speaking now these things have been your chap past future you've
wasted a lot of your life over them now we must bury these ghosts no more past
no more future for you now you must be fully here now present
and your your lack of eloquence about it is better than what you have to say
about the past and future for the moment it's more real and yet is not complete
the ego is also passed
everything he speaks and become death nothing
who is going to speak I see
everything you are going to see I've heard before
the rascal the enemy is still there it's hiding it's subtle but as you say can
only be an enemy if you are searching for friend nothing is your enemy when
you are nothing you become nothing and see who is enemy who is friend and for
you
this is going to be your perfect day
every visitor for you has been a thief it's been stealing your chance to wake
up to your completeness
see your unto him right now
you don't touch past he can't touch you you don't touch future it can't touch
you you don't even touch present even don't touch present
don't even touch I
you have not confident no no no construct
no biography for you no autobiography for you
and tell me where you are now
don't accept anything from the mind it's only ever offered you booby prize accept
nothing from mind this is nice to vatra accept nothing you say himself no none
of neither this not that none of these things what are they hmm something in
you chose this
yes these verses are my home how far from home are you home is that this home
has no walls has no windows no prick no wood
no steps no gate no locks
and nobody can stay here nobody can stay here nobody can stay here only mr.
nobody can stay here nobody can stay here because for somebody to stay here
even yoga if meditations not help him to stay here because all these are
phenomenal all these happen in time only the
effortless one can be here
is it time to call off the search no who's gonna call it off you have to be
somebody to call off search you're nobody there's not a search for you nor
find for you I meant it from that place
then don't speak it let the search end by itself don't call off anything
no unbuttoned no off button this is not anything mental I am Telling You so
don't think I asked you to do anything at all you should be delighted
you should be delighted not even asking you to touch your nose
you should be delighted now seen to the delight the ups and the downs
who doesn't delight me I've seen that even those pass
estava Chronos a delightfulness that few beings know yes
he's not attached to it but it cannot leave him this joy cannot leave him this
joy begs him to stay
this joy says what purpose is there for me if you're not here
just life carry on with this body mind as a biological puppet life lives this
topic you are to keep quiet it's not your business now just you look and even
looking is not your business if you want to meet ashtavakra you can only meet him
inside yourself and now more than any other time is an appointed time miss a
beautiful time for you don't worry about the rest don't worry about the rest he
is not worried about anything
yes master yes I heard that told you back away and I prefer you don't back
away you've come such beautiful thing you brought then I don't want you cannot
go back separate from what you say you have read something to me and you'll be
unworthy to read them if you're gonna go back as you came there's no back the
bridges of a long time ago don't speak anything
it may sound a bit hard but it is the only way for you now okay let the mouth
speak let the ears hear let the heart beat but you don't say anything
you
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