I have no idea why I laughed at that that was a happy laugh. It was cute
Okay, we're gonna accept it in this household
So I did a video like this where I did self care for myself for a day, and it was a great video
Because it was good for me personally, and it was also good for you guys and almost like a while
I love you all
I love my people and I don't know I want to do that again
And you guys loved it so much so I decided kind of got a little bit carried away and I did it for a week
oops
Yeah
First off I bought you guys some stuff in the video and I'm going to be giving away you guys first off I stand you
All we love a father that supports his kids. When is the father thing and end? I don't know. It's kind of cute though
Just don't take it you seriously
Basically, I got you guys all a present Wow
We love during the video you guys literally voted on it
And all you have to do is follow at Jesse page and instead we entered so if you're calling me you're entered if you follow
Me a year ago. You're still entered at all
thank you for following me per year and let's get this to 100% thirty thousand likes if
You think that when I release merch you should give it away
Only if it gets to thirty thousand likes I will do emerge ways. So I'm watching you
Got to support my kids. So essentially for this video I decided to do access self-care for myself for a week
and I really needed it again this week and I've just been doing that in general and I was like
Why don't I film it again? You know, you never know who it can help
So I had you guys pick different outlets of self-care. Yeah, and it was really good
I've been trying to just do certain things for myself that I
myself am
Nervous. Yeah, and I just I'm never nervous when I talk to you guys. I don't know
I just I'm so incredibly proud of myself and I've been really taking steps. I need to to get in a better place. Not only
Physically, but anyways, this is going to be me trying out Japan self care for a week
And what works for me might not work for you?
but It'll give you ideas for things to try out for yourself and I'll just show you how to find balance because I tend overworking myself
I'm a perfectionist and if you relate to that in any way or even if you don't even if you're on the other end
It'll show you a way to just find better balance and I feel like this week
I found really good balance
And I just I send you love and I said this in my last video and people really
Appreciated it, and I don't want it to be annoying. But I think it's really important
A lot of you guys really appreciated it
But if you're in a bad place know that it'll seem like you can't get out of it in the moment
It's so much easier said than done
But I just promise you that you were stronger than you believe you are and your whole entire life isn't defined by
Your current moment and your current mental state and surround yourself with love when you're sending love into the world that deserves to be
Reciprocated back to you. Okay, it started so the first day decided to go shopping for myself and literally, okay
This is it
I was playing I write sins not tragedies
On electric guitar and my friend was singing and it was like in here based on my friend Frank
He's a big panic fan. We all know that me Stan
I have a big one as well and they FaceTime and I was showing those playing panic and I happen to be walking distance from
Hot Topic just say this if you're believable, but it's actually been
The best for my wallet, but it's okay
I can you guys keep stuff
He was like, hey, I'm at hot topic right now
and we met at Hot Topic and I decided I would let you guys pick out what to buy and I picked out things that
I wouldn't normally buy but I've actually really been enjoying the items and I've got the same things for you guys to obviously retail therapy
Is normally the cheapest but I just want to remind you it's incredibly important that it's not the only outlet of self-care
I'm about to go to my new apartment. I told you guys that I'm moving. I think I need to do an apartment tour
Here well
She got a two-bedroom
Is no section would be my guest room when I'm over
Over there was a band t-shirts and then this braces room with Harry Potter
She's also vital that's her too
Okay, so I'm gonna do a poll of my story for which charity should get
Yeah, ravenclaw, what are you so they're in
Can we talk about how on-brand this is you standing little hot topic discussing
The mall of course I love he's straining
Clearance yes, I will throw him up cause
I asked karaoke or arcade. I was kind of hoping karaoke would win it did it looks like I'm drunk
I don't drink alcohol
I promise I am legitimately the softest human I have fun without it
And I think these clips are also proof that I don't think I will ever need it
I'm weird enough on my own. We stand and father with a great relationship with alcohol
I'm serious. No, like I just personally don't need that stuff to have fun. And that's really cool
I get a sudden rush human just from reading a really good book. I don't think I'm special for that reason
In fact, I felt quite alienated a good way to that and I read your comments and you won't relate to that
I think it's really cool
I was growing up like I wish I knew that other people sometimes felt that way and obviously there were other people but they weren't
as open
You and me
So into a cute little cafe I always wanted to go to and for me I don't put my value in my appearance
But when I even just like take an extra effort to shower
I'm not even just saying that to be relatable like a literally shower every six days
See, what's great about having a beautiful rainbow in your apartment. Is that when you don't shower and do stuff like that, it's a distraction
For jazz hands
Okay
You know, we're really like just doing silly stuff like that that I forget to do
Sometimes I'm sure you relate to this but mentally sometimes when you're not a good place you forget to do things like wash your hair
Might need something like curling my hair. It always makes me feel good
So I was like curl or straighten my hair and you guys weren't about the streets
My hair, I don't know if I want it to be straight or curls
I'm really curious as to how you guys like my hair more. I don't know. I've never really thought about it. I've seen
Love quality content. Oh my god. It's like a beautiful like ring of light around me
Care that I'm single hello. So you guys all said curly. Wow, that was bright not about the streets
It does like I'm like not it not about the heterosexual
Said that like while I was under the rainbow not about the straight. I
Am now going to go to a tea place and I want to have you guys she was my date frosty milk tea look cute
Little bow and then my shirt says more self-love
So let's give you guys about me and I like the curl not about the street, okay?
I'm going over the poles right now and there's a very serious matter to discuss in this
Household even though I'm not in a house. I kind of look like one of those girls that goes in cheerleading trips
like over summers forget Space Camp
So 74% said curly for my hair and then I said milk tea or coffee and so far
It's very close but milk tea is winning by 55% a frosty multi
This one direction 68 percent I thought it would be like an overwhelming went maybe it's just like it's too emotional for people
It's like don't listen to it Jesse. You're just signing up for the field
So I mean if you're looking at for my well-being and that's why you voted. No, like that's that better be the only reason
Was that a threat you just gave food? You're looking after my well-being. I was gonna say that's hella cute
but I guess
hello, so I've been playing electric guitar and I
Went and I got tea and I got tutti sip some tea, so I got rose tea with sugar
Honey, and oat milk, and it's so good. Yeah, it's really good, but wait
Okay. Someone asked me yesterday
they were like
how old are you and I was like physically or mentally I
Put another poll up and I asked if I should pose to my Jesse Josh my other Instagram
I was like should I post a picture or a video and
Let's see. What won a video is currently winning by a little bit
A lot of bees have it 5050 and it's been really interesting for me
like I thought karaoke would win by a lot but
A lot of you guys voted for the arcade. So video is twenty four hundred votes. Currently. I posted a little while ago and
Picture had twenty two hundred. But yeah, that's how it's been and my friend Jackson is coming soon
I think I'm gonna do one more poll with her. Yay. This is my third milk tea today
Yeah, and I had a cookie this this trend is not been making me the healthy and then last to finish it off a part
Of self care is trying something new and out of your comfort
So even if it's scary, it's just living your life and sometimes living your life isn't perfect and you try things aren't fun
but it's just experiencing things self here isn't always nice and fun and beautiful and
incredibly
Articulated poem about bubble baths and so on. Yeah, I decided to essentially try coffee the first time
I know I never had it. Yeah, and a caffeine craze has started up. My hand is hardly shaking uncontrollably
Just smile and pretend. Everything's fine. First coffee. I had wasn't good
But I had another coffee after it was hazelnut flavored and it was really good. I love how like this is the thing
That's super exciting. That's the most exciting thing that's happened to me today. I had a hazelnut flavored coffee
They tried my first coffee on your way
alleged
And that was my week don't care
I didn't fill my whole entire week
But it was kind of just whenever I felt the need to film throughout the week and have you guys vote it did self care
I filmed it was very loose. Yeah, I liked it. I liked vlogging and just showing more of my life
It's been doing a lot more of that. It was really responding to it
I want to keep my videos like fun and light-hearted, but I wanted to put in some serious messaging. We're here really quick
It's okay. I'm gonna be super blunt life can be so dark
everyone at times and it's really hard and sometimes it's so easy to just let that consume you and everything you do and
It's gonna sound incredibly cliche
But you cannot let that
Win and you can't let yourself get to that point where you don't want to win and if you keep spreading light and other people
are
Throwing darkness at you and are trying to I'm sure to metaphorically talk about something really serious in my life
and if people don't like that and don't like to see
succeeded prosperous and happy then you need to find new situations and
Partly telling myself this I'm it's incredibly hypocritical, but you can't wait until you let that darkness take over
You can't wait to take care of yourself. You can't wait for your breaking point
You can't wait for when you do let all the dark things and you're like just take over and consume you you have to always
Constantly be conscious and when you smile make sure it's authentic and even for a bit if it starts to feel this
And inauthentic and do something for yourself even it's listening to a song that makes you feel great watching my videos. No
Yeah, you can't wait until you're falling apart to take care of yourself should always be conscious of that
I know we don't always feel like time
Did have to do with money but know that it's not always even a matter of money
We've went to karaoke free and just play music on your phone
It's possible and I will do everything in my power to spread that even if my videos get like four views
Okay, I'm gonna feed to your pages. I love you all and your posts and that was really serious
So now I need to say something really mean e or something. Follow Harry Styles on Instagram
I'll see you later
Cigarette butts
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