Hello my people
Hello my people so I decided I've made a lot of like really emotional
Videos like serious videos and this is really cool
And I decided I wanted to make something or it just feels like we're hanging out
I'm gonna bring up some serious topics and give you guys advice. But I also just want to like joke around a good time. Okay
Basically, like really sell off this video. I got a ukulele and I posted my coming out like one day ago, and I'm like
Okay, how do I celebrate I only texted it was like, okay, how should I celebrate?
I don't know people were like, oh Rome and I was like hmm. I'm gonna buy myself a ukulele and paint it gay
In fact, we're gonna make it beyond even just being gay
We're gonna paint the whole flag and get all the spectrums in so I decided to be ukulele and just talk to you guys
I don't know
I was inspired by my friend component like hell disarray coffee in the morning
But let's talk about things and I tweeted you guys and ask you guys and asked what Instagram behind you guys
Just bring up its a note of topics. They should talk about and I'm gonna talk about them
Yeah, first I designed my merch and if you guys want to sneak peek of my next video
I will only do it in my next video if this gets
Twenty five thousand likes. I'm watching you and give me a giveaway. If you follow me on instagram at Jesse page
I'm going to actually give away
Follow my trash -
I
Put some weird stuff on there. Let's get started. All right, this is for all of you
My people this is basically me celebrating and uploading my coming-out hope with you guys because I wanna sell this way my people
So I started painting but I realized that maybe easier it is to like paint markers
So I might do that which it was kind of cheating
But I want to make sure it's good when I use the ukulele be proud of it
And the first one I think this one is very irrelevant
Someone asked for me to talk about homophobia
Not gonna lie since I have come out I have dealt with it through some people my personal life and a life
I did lose quite a few followers, but I mean
I cursed what it's been like recently happening a lot. I don't know what's happening to me
I promise I'm still soft
You have gotten some comments some people that don't support
And we're not happy that I came out online and in real life. I also had
And I'm a strong girl something new that I've had to learn to cope with but I'm dealing with it
Sometimes it's good to just not take things, too
Seriously, because you just can't like you literally can't if I took every comments super seriously
Comfortable with myself, you know, so I would say yeah just not taking things too
seriously
Recently I tweeted about this but I kinda homophobic the dog Instagram
What dogs are not homophobic think about it?
I have a dog my dog have never discriminated me for my sexuality or for my identity
You know address whatever it is. Don't care. Don't just want to love and company
So hiding behind your dog's Instagram is cool man. It was some intense stuff about burning in hell
And then like the dogs Instagram and how to ten of bows
It was like I love the dressing up with my sister was like, oh my gosh. I wore behd for such a
But I would say I could have looked at that comment
I'd be like, oh my gosh, but I was like, you know, I'm comfortable with myself
I'm happy and I know that dog. We wish the best for me make me do not the words and make me mouth
But yes, I've been dealing with some homophobia in my real life minutes to the little interstage. Where's that video?
What's the only coming out to you guys, but I mean the verb, you know
My family and stuff like there were people and right
It's like there were friends that didn't know but there were a lot of people my life that didn't know
So it was like childhood best friends and stuff. Like I had so many texts when people haven't talked to me forever
It's still something like getting used to actually talking about with more than like, you know
like my like 10 closest friends and also are a part of the community or
Coming out the paint I
Would say well what I hope this channel is a place where you feel comfortable to is just being confident within yourself and getting to
that point it's so important taking time and understand yourself and knowing that you are who you are and that's so
Incredible and there are so many people that do support you out there. I support you. Okay. We're very supportive here
Well, I mean, obviously I do
Living alone for the first time. Ooh
So I live alone and I personally go through phases where I love it and hate it
But I don't think I could do my life any other way
I mean physically like I could but for me it just works best
You have tried to convince myself that I have become an extrovert and I have learned
Don't do it, Jessie
you are an introvert truly through and through I love my channel which my Instagram stories and stuff tell otherwise
But that's because I never like post anything that I'm just sitting by myself watching chain posted videos or something
You know living alone has taught me so much about myself. It's really so much responsibility
It's a little bit of fear. Generally at first was really hard for me
I moved out when I turned 17
Which is really a long but I think it's become a stronger person from it and a lot of benefits to
Saying it was hoppier lungs like no bereavement stressing out about you or just watch some weird animation all the night
Which I have full app dying
but I think it's also really easy for me to just isolate myself and like totally
Not one of them talk to anyone and when I'm unhappy it's easy for me to just cave in and just you know
Not reach out when I need help and friends and that's so incredibly important to reach other people
So i've been learning to do that a lot more and brown myself for that. It's definitely taking time
So I messed up I tried actual pain it just like was not working it was too thick
Not thick
But yeah, you can do it. You can live alone. You're gonna learn so much about yourself
There's so many benefits and I think and you it's gonna be hard at first
It's hard for everyone at first I give you all the love pray for the wicked
I had so many people want me to talk about pray for the wicked. So that is painted, Minnesota
How about lyrically?
Really resonate with that alava because all about how movies and everything everything about Hollywood and have you come here with these dreams?
He's like very pretty dreams
but then you see reality and the reality of the
entertainment industry isn't as
Beautiful as its portrayed of all it can be so incredibly dirty and I think that's a lot of the theme of the new album
Which I really like. I love the music video for heylet's my I made it
I had a few friends that were underwhelmed
I was not underwhelmed see finding recording the song notes for a long time on Twitter Frank. You know it Steve
It's all have a listening to the overpass 24/7. I put it in my coming out video
So I loved it so much. I wanted a bit songs and there that of just like really been with me
I was so nervous to upload that video whatever. I was like kind of coming nerds or whatever
I just listened to that song you feel a lot better. So like I need to put this in the video
It's just a large part of my life through this whole process. So I
But I love to pray for the wicked I've been in this household they slam the table we love it
I will support Brendon Urie with my heart and soul and I think he is one
Insanely talented individual and I will be at that concert you bet
There's intimidated my neighbors, did you pre-order pray for the weekend?
Anxiety, I have really good control over it and then recently things have been a mess, but it kind of makes sense
I have had obviously a
Nerve-wracking a few weeks hosting it did give me quite a bit of like three occurrences of my olds anxious tendencies
Which is really sad because you know
It's supposed to be something celebrated and I hope in the future other people don't have to feel that anxiety
I felt the process of this video posting it I
Am going to work on it now. I went to cheap therapy last year
They stopped because I had really good control over everything and this year's been really hard for me
If you follow me on social media, you know, it's just not been a nice
You know, it's so crazy. This year has probably been like the most eventful year of my whole entire life
It's just been constant event after event and not always the most fun
Things happening with this life. I've had really high highs and really high lows high hopes
But I'm working on it and that's important
but I will continue to work on myself and also take my
Experiences just in life and a lot of you my grandma's a therapist and she has very serious
Braemore and mental illness and I like this that's such a beautiful thing when she's going through
Demisexuality in just the asexual aromantic
Community in general like we don't get recognized as much. Yes
I talked about being demisexual and I didn't realize it have such a reaction which I think is really cool because
Humans tend to operate in the opposite way where they are sexually attracted first sometimes but for me
Yeah, it ordered for me to like feel sexually attracted to someone like I have to build that romantic relationship first
I didn't even know if I was gonna talk about it in the video because it's not always as well known
But I was like wait that's more of a reason to talk about it. Why not?
and I was like
I don't know if that's like too much to talk about like we may be able to just talk about for now my bisexuality
But so many people appreciated it team that made me so happy
So insanely happy looks pretty sexuality. I've seen shows and I've seen
Representation and we're getting there but I think there's definitely a lot to do. There's so many horrible
Stereotypes about asexuality, you know like this little stereotype that are cold-hearted and it's not true
I know so many wonderful a romantic asexuals and I don't know I think break sigmaz more. Yeah
How do you deal with crushes dude you needed for me on this? I don't know how to deal with them
I have cartoon crushes. Like that's a thing. You know that I'm like out I can bully talk about it girl
Superhero characters have always been a thing for me just like Starfire from Teen Titans bisexual culture is winning today
It's Robin and star pack
But dealing with crushes someone help me with that
I don't know so many attractive humans. So many lovely humans. Show me mark humans
Yes humans that are beautiful inside and out we love but then with all these beautiful humans
Comes crushes and then you don't know what to do. Listen
We got this together and this
households
we support each other make group chats and Twitter Instagram talk about their crushes and relate to each other feel like you're not the only
One what sucks though? I know I keep getting back to LGBT thing, but it's just this is me celebrating my video
It sucks when you're attracted to a person and you don't know if they're also attracted to your gender or the same gender
Whatever the situation is. Oh the worst the worst. That's a struggle
I'm sure a lot of people relate to that
a lot of people asked me to talk about Tanic on and the only reason why I'm going to talk about it is because I
Was there I haven't talked about this on social media, but I was asked Hannah Khan. I was on the website
I was a creator there. I was announced like everything. I was a full experience
I was very low-key about it because it's been a little controversial recently the big conversation
But yeah, I was there have like footage of myself and walked it. It was very crazy
I left early because large crowds don't do well with me. I just actually finished Shane Dawson's like series he did on it
I just finished so good. Oh, he's so talented, but his bisexuals coming out video
Ever watch that was I sexual I really resonated managed
Appreciate him as a person man. I don't know makes me proud me youtubers
That's my armbar gut for the day as per Tanika, I don't know it's hard
I don't know exactly how I feel yet Tim and I talked in the DMS. Everything was going pretty well there
I was surprised by how many people were there?
that was like probably the biggest day but like everything was going really well the panic on and then suddenly like things were trending gonna
go hectic and suddenly they're working like creators leave like leave the building and
I told my friends that I went with I was like girl we have to leave right now
I don't want to be stuck in this convention centers. I'm like, I'm scared
And we left but I was there for a pretty long time how lot of friends that were doing and I just wanted to come
Hang with them and I just see what it was. Like I literally like kind of photo
Booth they had their like I literally was there all the creators there were so nice
So insanely nice like the gabbie show that whole group. They were all very nice a
Lot of you guys were there I was actually shocked
I didn't think it was really my audience that much everyone like knows this
This is you know, this isn't new knowledge, but it was very hectic
I was very scared and nervous for one of the kids as for the like tea
I don't know. Am I really a team except for like seeing that kid get crushed that the door was really scary
I'm just hoping everyone was safe and it was definitely a very interesting experience for me
I'm gonna wine could have done a little bit better with this but it's okay
I mean like I'm never gonna use it, but it's not that cool
Yeah
Your girl was there. I understood this human being on the internet
What I was doing there, it was hectic
I literally was there for like 3 hours and then I just went home I was so overwhelmed
And we're thinking copings like being here and I just I left your girl left it's how it's looking so far
Oh, yeah, it's getting there right - chewy someone said so if you don't follow me on Twitter, basically
My humor is very weird
Why would you see we didn't know you all know it my humor is weird, but you guys all appreciate it
So it's it's hella cute. It's a thing ratatouille - Russia - II
Are weird we had someone come or mean greets this was legendary with the whole entire ratatouille movie tripped on it
Not only do we talk about mental health
But I also share that the rats name is not right in - it's in fact Remy and I think there's something beautiful about that
Work though. This is like my Twitter my branding a mess
Let's just pour out right now, I'll give you a little close-up
This is where we are at how to cover my mess ups with just like a lob to glue glitter
But I kind of like it. Yes, but anyways guys
Whoa now I'm super dark
We're here for wholesome content in this household. Oh, it's still dark
Your local anime protagonist
Finished with it for now. I'm gonna put stickers on top of the glitter, but I just tweeted and all of you guys
You're like, oh my gosh make me win and thought it was super cute
give this a thumbs up if you want me to do another one and I'll give it away to one of you guys I definitely
Want to keep this one because it's emotionally significant. That's okay. Oh, she's out of tune. Oh, yeah, we're going out right too
Chewy, another thing
I have to say probably most legendary thing ratatouille came out like the movie came out the same day that I came out
I love my people a lot. I stand you all
I'm a proud father a minute feature you all it's basically
Chose you on the fridge and your post
I stand you all in this household
And remember if you're ever having a bad day this trip brought it - we came out the same day
I came out well, and I will see you guys in
future
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